Connections

[honey]

Hi everyone,

I do not think will not be long before this forum may close. You all know by now, that its creator, has passed, and from what I can tell, the domain name has been suspended. I'm figuring it wont be long till the knock on effect will be this site becomes defunct. It has occurred to me that it will almost be impossible to keep in touch once that happens unless we have other means of communicating. The forum isn't being moderated, so I think we can risk, short term exchanging email adds or posting links to other chat's forums that we regularly go. so for those who want to, we can still keep in touch. I do have means of communicating with Monty and George, but Ace, Lorraine and Mojomojo I do not. I'm currently not on any other spiritual site, chat or group, so would welcome suggestions. 

Please take care everyone and stay safe.

Love and light
Karen

[aceofcups]

Hi Karen,

No, I didn't know about Leon passing. charliescards11 is my e-mail, would love to still keep in touch with the group of people I've known for years from here. Write me that you got address.

peace
ace - charlie

[honey]

Hi Ace.. can you type in your full email address. You will have to space out individual letters to get around proboards blocking of email addresses. 

Love and light
Karen

[aceofcups]

thanks karen

charliescards11 @

[cyberangel]

Dear friends,
Karen (Sparklekaz/Honey), Charlie (Ace), Monty (donq), Robert (mojomojo) & George (Gruntal)

I’m Alive!!!

Ive been so sick but recovering well after my 2nd and hopefully final operation. It has been a long hard lifechanging road to recovery but Im here and so very grateful.

I want to thank you all so much for all your kindness and thoughts and somehow I knew you all had me in your hearts just as I have you all in mine and that will never change!

Please forgive me for taking so long to update everyone but it has been so difficult and not something I can share the private details publicly here so it was difficult to know what exactly to say.

Without going into too much personal details I will update as I can. I had to have an operation earlier this year. I knew it was risky but it was also unavoidable and could not be put off any longer as it was having serious effects on my health.

Long story short, i had major surgery in May and developed serious complications where I ended up being transferred twice to a total of 3 different hospitals to specialist surgeons to try and fix me.

I had 2 surgeons and a Dr in the 3rd hospital transferral and in the end and they really did literally save my life. I was scared but also calm and a very strange feeling to be completely out of control. To hand over my entire life force to someone else is a very surreal experience. I trusted these people with my whole being and the last few months has been a bit of a blur with everything that happened with my treatment and recovery.

I am happy to say that although Im not completely healed I am doing extremely well and they are delighted with my progress and didn’t expect me to be this far along. I feel like a completely different person and have changed a lot on so many levels.

Anyway I hope to catch up with you all soon and I am so happy that today I felt the strong pull to return to the GodLight, but I am so so sad to learn of Leon’s passing and wasn’t expecting that news at all. My heartfelt condolences to Leon’s family, friends and loved ones...especially Karen. I can’t begin to imagine the pain you’ve gone through and I am so so deeply sorry for your loss. Im sure im not alone in thanking Leon's soul for this space to connect, learn and grow as spiritual beings, for that I will be eternally thankful. May you Rest In Peace Leon.

I am also so sad to read that our beloved GodLight may also come to an end. So many wonderful souls have passed through the god light virtual doors and each touching our hearts and souls in some way or another. So many stories and experiences shared I feel so sad that they may fade into oblivion, it is a pity that it can’t be archived in some way to preserve all the posts.
Anyway dear friends, I will share my email here with spaces but please don’t type in any spaces when entering also its all lowercase.

EMAIL OMMITED

I don’t have anyone's email except for Charlie’s above now. I know Karen gave me hers before my surgery but with everything that was going on I totally misplaced it. My hubby also wasn’t able to log in to update anybody so please forgive me for the delay.


Sending you all lots and lots of Love and Light
From your spiritual sister
Angel 0:-)
(Lorraine)

I can’t wait to hear from you all and please allow me time to ready and reply Im not the fastest but I promise I WILL connect with you all xxx

[mojomojo]

Hi all,
I remember when I came to the Godlight first, the place was a hive of activity, asking a question, often resulted in many replies, from many members.
Leon was one of those people, at that time, I only got to converse with him on a few occasions, and can not claim to know him well.
What he created, in this forum, probably speaks more for the man, than I can ever say and it’s sad to say this legacy will not live on.
My condolences to his family and friends.

Lorraine, I’am delighted to hear you are on the road to recovery, you had many of us worried by your absence.
I may have stated this before, but I haven’t practiced spirituality for a few years now, it’s not that it’s a loss of faith, but every now and then I need time out.
It becomes a bit too much, having one foot on earth and the other in the heavens, so to speak.
A balancing act that at times becomes strained.
I may climb back on the horse or I may not, who knows, but it would be nice to remain in touch.


Mojo.

[gruntal]

I still have three websites although I haven't had time to do anything with them lately. One site rosicrucian-paths.com was for a Second Life venture that failed and I considered morphing it into a spiritual forum site. I have email thru that site and also various personal email address such as [e-mail]. George

[cyberangel]

Dear Robert and George

Thank you for your email addresses and I will be in touch shortly, probably tomorrow because I have a long day ahead on the road. Hospital appointment not me this time, but a family member.

it is really so lovely to connect again with everyone and I do apologize for my absence but I really couldn't focus on anything or anyone when I was so sick. Now I feel I have enough strength to start reconnecting and building on my friendships again and spiritual journey.

Robert, I know exactly what you mean about a balancing act...and that's it exactly. it can be a bit all consuming and overwhelming at times and it can even take it's toll on your own health. That's not what happened in my case, but I wasn't able to give it my all either with things happening to and around me.

Also I think the energy changed in the group somewhat, not bad but just something was missing...that spark that we were all drawn to seem to disappear. And slowly one by one we too disappeared and would reappear.

I very much would love to keep in contact with everyone and I do appreciate the contact details so we can all keep in touch one way or another. For me there is a wonderful sense of "Home" when we all connect. Even if there has been time and space between us all...the energy still feels familiar...even though life may have changed for us all in one way or another...the soul connections are still there...for me anyway... hopefully for you all too.

I think that is why we all keep coming back to The God Light. Anyway I must go for now I just wanted to let you know I got your emails and can't wait to message you both soon.

Take care and stay safe,

Lorraine

[donq]

Hi everyone,
Recently I have had some problem with my internet. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. I cannot do anything about it (change to another internet company etc.) because I already paid it in full (in advance) for a year.
That said, it seems today I can post something (I hope).

Hi Karen,
I have some questions:
1. If we still continue to post something, could we prevent the forum from being defunct?
2. I know that it is kind of a free forum. I mean everyone can create a free proboards forum like this, right?
Yes, a paid one have much more functions (and appear on the famous search engines). But is only a free forum enough for us?

Hi Charlie,
I loved to continue our discussions on another thread, it was really interesting, but as I mentioned above, I really had some problem with my internet. Sorry.
Just to let you know that I always come here from time to time to read your posts (and George's). This forum is still alive because of the two of you (and recently Karen's). Thanks.

Hi Lorraine,
Though I have to say I was still a bit mad at you (why we haven't heard from you at all? Were you dead?) but my gladness to see you here, being alive and kicking, makes all of those anger completely disappear. I'm really, really glad that you are okay, my dear friend.

Hi Robert,
You said, "I haven’t practiced spirituality for a few years now, it’s not that it’s a loss of faith, but every now and then I need time out."
I believe I'm recently also like that. And like you, I may or may not climb back on the horse again.
Let me tell you this story:
One afternoon, a lawyer was riding in his limousine when he saw a man along the road-side eating grass.
Disturbed, he ordered his driver to stop and got out to investigate.
He asked the man, ‟Why are you eating grass?”
‟I do not have any money for food,” the poor man replied. ‟I have to eat grass.”
‟Well, then, you can come with me to my house and I'll feed you,” the lawyer said.
‟But sir, I have a wife and two children with me. They are over there, under that tree.”
‟Bring them along, then” the lawyer replied.
They all entered the car, which was no easy task, even for a car as large as the limousine.
Once under way, the poor man turned to the lawyer and said, "Sir, you're so kind. Thank you for taking all of us with you.”
The lawyer replied,"Glad to do it. You'll really love my place. The grass is almost a foot high.”

Hi George,

I clicked the link but saw only the photo. What's next? (to read and post something etc.)

P.S. monty_bandhu @ yahoo.com

[cyberangel]

To my dear friend Monty,

I could have cried when I read your post and all I can say is Im so so SO sorry my sweet friend to you and to all here who were genuinely worried.

This is just a quick reply because I have to rest my eyes because I have a build up of pressure in both eyes and the optician said I must rest them.

Anyway I wanted to respond and to say I will be emailing you all as soon as I can but just give me a week or so to try and rest these eyes.

Monty my husband said to tell you imagine having your wife in hospital for over 4 weeks, stuck to a bed with tubes and wires coming out of her and knowing she is seriously ill fighting for her life and not allowed in to see her. He said try and imagine that.

I hadn't the strength my friend, and then other stuff kept happening in life afterwards that just took over so it was so hard to come back only to leave again. and now look it is happened again with my eyes. As I said it's like 5 steps forward and 3 steps back.

But I do truly understand how you feel and acknowledge it because I would feel the exact same if the shoe was on the other foot. I truly never meant to worry anyone and I was very scared at the time of posting because I knew it was a very risky operation especially with the complications and long recovery time. So please forgive me I never meant to worry you all.

My husband did try to log in but couldn't I don't know what happened exactly but I also couldn't log in on his PC. Anyway my password is thankfully locked to my phone and always allows me in this way but he had no access to my phone, and he didn't keep trying because he had his own worries with me.

Anyway I just wanted you to know I have your email now my friend and everyone here that I care about and want to remain on touch with. Except for George, I can't seem to email you? I've tried but it just says it can't be delivered. Perhaps if you can email me then I can reply that would be easier? But please give me some days or a week to reply as I need to rest these eyes now.

I just didn't want you to think oh she has gone again...it's not the case and I do really feel bad when things happen and I can't explain or reply, so that is why I'm writing this here so everyone can see if there is a delay in replying it is because I have to rest my eyes...but I'm ok.

Monty, I promise now we have each other email, we will never lose touch again ok. I will always be here, maybe not straight away but always for as long as you want me as your friend. I truly feel bad for letting you down as a friend.

ok I must go again...but not for too long please God.

all my love to you all,

Lorraine

[honey]

Hi everyone,

This is only a quick message as I'm in the middle of a zoom course connected to my job. End of life, palliative care. Its fascinating, sad, inspiring and reflective. Anyway, just wanted to say quickly to Monty. Yes, I believe if we keep the forum active, because its on proboards and is free, that we should be able to keep it going. So definitely a group effort. Though I'm logged on, I'm not always on, if that makes sense. I haven't been checking as often just lately as I've been busy with work and got some personal family stuff going on. But I do intend to check in more frequently from now on. I miss sharing, and that spiritual/life fellowship. I've not focused much on the spiritual stuff for ages, and I miss it. I feel the lack, if that makes sense.

Bye for now and speak again soon.

Love and light
Karen

[donq]

Hi Lorraine,

I have to apologize. Sometimes I said something without thinking. Sorry, Lorraine.

[mojomojo]

Hi Monty,
Just tried to send you an email at the address you gave, for some reason your address would not receive it.
Is the problem at my end or yours, will try again tomorrow.

Robert.

[aceofcups]

Robert make sure you put in the middle _ line between name in Monty's e-mail address.

thanks Karen for line ---Yes, I believe if we keep the forum active, because its on proboards and is free - i had wrongly got the impression from your saying the forum would be lost was happening because it was paid for in past and that wasn't happening anymore.

peace

ace

[cyberangel]

Sept 23, 2021 16:50:12 GMT donq said:

Hi Lorraine,

I have to apologize. Sometimes I said something without thinking. Sorry, Lorraine.[/quote

Monty my friend, you have absolutely nothing to apologize for and you said nothing wrong. You were just showing concern like a good friend would. Thank you and I am the one who is sorry for being so late to return. I'll email you as soon as I can.

[cyberangel]

Hi everyone,

This is just a very quick message to all. Just to say I have everyone’s email now and hopefully you all have mine. I am going to remove my email address now from the forum as I don’t want it displayed indefinitely. But, because of the issues I am having with my eye/s it is difficult to keep logging on to chat/type/read and reply. Also if I email everyone individually it will make my screen time much longer, so I also want to avoid that especially at the moment, but I would dearly love to chat to you all and just catch up.

I’ve only used zoom once but I have it still installed and was wondering if any of you would also like to connect via zoom? Like a group chat. Charlie mentioned it in passing in his email. I think it is free but will need to double check. Perhaps Charlie, if he wouldn’t mind, could help arrange this when he has time? As I think he has the most experience with Zoom. Also time zones is another a factor I understand, but it would be so lovely after all these years if we could all get to chat live face to face. There is no pressure on anyone to do this either, it’s only a suggestion. And I am happy to go with the flow.
It would certainly be nice to be able to chat to you all face to face and hoping you can all understand my Irish accent hahaha. Also it is near Halloween so face masks is optional for those who are shy hahaha. Anyway, joking aside, it is only a suggestion, see what you all think? The reason i would like it is because I can say more on live chat rather than here on the public forum where everyone can read. Some things are very personal and if it were just us I would feel better at sharing, but because everyone can see here I don’t feel comfortable sharing such personal information...and especially because we all address each other with our own names.

I know of people (that I know in real life) that found the forum a few years ago and shared with others what they read etc. I think that was the start of my withdrawal from feeling free to write and share so freely here. I felt immediately guarded. I also have no idea whether these people are still visiting the forum. They were never members as far as I know but who can tell for sure. Anyway, after that I just didn’t feel as free to express or share like I did before. It was a sad day for me when I discovered that, but I also didn’t want to draw attention to it either to make their noses even more curious. I am a very private person in the real world and I loved to be able to express and share here. I felt safe and above all non judged.

When you live in a small rural village it is extremely hard to keep your life private and even harder to open up and trust. That is my biggest thing I don’t trust anyone especially where I live because they are all into each other’s pockets. That is just a fact of life living in a small community, but our village seems to be the exception where people feel it is there right to know everything about you and what they don’t know they make up! I don’t mix or associate with anyone really in my village, and that is by my choice. I feel different to them in my ways and my beliefs. It has made for a very isolated life, but also a happy one. Don’t get me wrong I don’t ignore the people I am always polite and pass the time of day, but I leave it there and I am happy to go on my way. But, I always try and avoid the people wherever possible, because their energy just doesn’t resonate with me.

I love the area and feel so utterly blessed to live where I do...but I just don’t feel a connection to the people..to the land yes, very much..but not the people. Don’t get me wrong either they are not bad people (well some are debatable haha) but no, it is just that small town mentality, if that makes sense. I know if my house caught fire they would all come running with buckets of water...that I know, but I also know they would also criticise me behind my back for not having the fire brigade on standby, if you get me. You’re damned if you do and damned if you don’t. So I am happy to keep myself to myself.

I am lucky to have a few good friends that I know I can trust...and even then I still keep something back to myself. It’s like a protection mechanism thing. I think because I am a sensitive person I feel things a lot more, so hurting me hurts deep, but like that when I am passionate or care about something or someone I’m so passionate. You all have allowed me to be my true authentic self, but I still felt protected because it’s all on screen and you can know me at core value, i can share my essence easily, but it has taken all these years to feel like i can share my human self, my true image warts and all with you and just know I wont be judged. That is a lovely feeling and I am so thankful to you all for that.
I think that is why I keep returning here, because you all resonate with me at core level. I am drawn or compelled to return. But sometimes, and especially the last few years, I have found it so difficult to stay connected and I have missed it so much. But life, this side of the screen can take over and as much as you want to get back to where you feel you belong and connect with those who you trust and care for, sometimes you have no choice but to step back from. Gosh, that is so hard to make any sense, but that is how is has been for me anyway, especially these past few years.

Anyway, i have been as open as I can here with you all. I am laying myself open and expressing my reluctance to return fully to an open forum, yet I still want to connect. I still want to contribute and I still want to feel free to share experiences and any life lessons. I also want to know how you are all doing? What is life like for you all now and where you are in your spiritual journey. I think some of us seem to be on the same path at the moment of not moving in any direction, and I feel a sense of being lost, but not really wanting to be found either, if that makes sense. Perhaps we just want company for this part, but yet something is still there deep inside looking for something more...but the question is AM I WILLING TO COMMIT to it? Will life give this side allow me time and space to discover and reignite that passion? I don’t know is the answer but I guess I have to be willing to at least try.

So here I am trying...but not quite knowing how to go about it. I’m just taking small steps and hoping one day they’ll lead to bigger strides towards a space my soul can feel at home again. Even writing this small bit has drained me, I am not a person that can just sit and type words to fill a page or a space. I exchange energy, I am literally pouring my energy into this and it has taken me over 2 hours sat here writing and rewriting this, searching inside myself for the proper words and sentences. That is who I am. That is why I need time to reply and sometimes life this side just won’t allow for that, or I just dont have the energy and then when it does, the connection isn’t there anymore, does that make sense?

Anyway I really have to go now as my eyeball feels like it’s about to be sucked out of my eye socket and Im also drained...but I am happy to have been able to write this. It wasn’t what I had planned either but it just seemed to flow out so I will leave it.

Love to you all
Speak again soon (fingers crossed)

[gruntal]

For some reason a number of people in my local spiritual groups tell me I am either blossoming or they see an aspect of me they didn't realize before. " I thought I knew you George " they say. Due to online meetings I haven't seen them in person lately except for local Spirit Faires . Having my lady friend in tow and/or muttering cryptic things in my low soft voice with my dry humor was indeed something they never saw or heard from me before.

It is even more telling when I do ask questions to a medium that channels and the whole group can hear the response. Well they physically hear but they don't seem to either. It speaks to me and I feel like I am saying my last goodbyes and most don't realize I am leaving. Or they presume I am just acting silly or depressed. Don't I wish it was all just a metaphor.

At one level this is very serious . I made a commitment long ago and I can't wiggle out of it. There are too many coincidences to think it would be otherwise. Even if I wanted to come back home I wouldn't feel welcome - I made precious few friends in this life time to feel very attached. I always thought it was just pathological shyness.

At another level it is sublime to discover a reason to the chaos and rejection. You think you were passed over for promotion or you weren't needed. Now I know I need not worry if no one notices me - it was my responsibility to notice them and it wasn't the right time and place for me to do that.

My favorite theme song is still Heathhaze by Genesis ....

[aceofcups]

Hi All,

In response to Lorraine question about Zoom. One can join Zoom to get a free account. I actually have a paid Zoom account that I use for my teaching classes. It needs a computer camera or you can just have audio imput.

I would be willing to host a get together on Zoom and send out links to join. But we would have to pick a time and day which will work for all who want to do it.

Peace,
Ace

[cyberangel]

Sept 25, 2021 20:05:36 GMT aceofcups said:

Hi All,

In response to Lorraine question about Zoom. One can join Zoom to get a free account. I actually have a paid Zoom account that I use for my teaching classes. It needs a computer camera or you can just have audio imput.

I would be willing to host a get together on Zoom and send out links to join. But we would have to pick a time and day which will work for all who want to do it.

Peace,
Ace

Hi Ace,

I just wanted to say a huge THANK YOU for setting up our zoom call yesterday. It felt so good to actually see and chat to you, Kaz and Gruntal. Hopefully Mojomojo and Donq will be able to join us another time.

Although we have never chatted together live before and I was a bit nervous...it was wonderful and felt so natural...it was so lovely to feel that instant connection, relaxation and calmness with you all. I hope we can do it again sometime.

You all have given me such a boost whether you know it or not...but you did. THANK YOU ❤️

Chat again soon

Angel 😇

[aceofcups]

Hi Angel... yes, was great to see an actual faces and voices with some of the people I have known from forum and chat for years.

If we want to do it again... Sunday is a good day for me it seems... the other thing I wanted to mention if you ever want a virtual Therapeutic Touch energy healing treatment over Zoom...just ask.

Peace
Ace

[mojomojo]

Hi all,
Just wanted to do a quick post.
Way back in the seventies, there was this singing duo called Peters and Lee, nothing exceptional, except the male of the group was totally blind, and his female partner, had stood by his side caring for him.
It was obvious to everyone they were completely in love.
The time came, when himself could have an operation to restore his sight, but to everyone’s amazement, he refused the chance the operation offered.
The reason he gave, was not out of fear for himself, but the fear, that now being able to see his partner, there may be a chance it could effect how he felt about her, so he choose to remain blind.

It is for a similar reason, that I will not partake in a zoom call, dealing with people online through the written word, you form your own idea of who that person is, and to be honest, I’am quite happy with that, I do not want that messed with in any way, it’s as if Iam dealing with the soul directly.
It might sound quite strange, but I do hope you understand.
Just wanted everyone to know where I stood on the matter.

Robert.

[aceofcups]

Thanks Robert for sharing... I understand I think what your saying.

For myself,  Who was into the Godlight Chat as much as the forum sharing ...adding this new dimension, even if was only one meeting so far, to my communication with Angel, Karen and George enhances my connection with them to a deeper wider fullness ... but that is just me.

I am into a lot these days of reading a spiritual book while listening to audio of it at same time... using different senses to enhance my experience and seems to get me into a deeper/higher level of it's ISNESS.

peace
Ace

[donq]

Hi everyone,

Robert stated his case, so it would be rude if I don't do mine.

First, let me thank Charlie for his (time and) effort to try to reunite us, as he always did and do.

As for me, I loved to join the meeting but my computer is very old. It has no camera, nor microphone. Many many years ago, when I still used Skype, I had to buy the (USB) camera and microphone to use with it. Unfortunately, I lost them all when I moved here, a year ago. And from where I live now (upcountry), it's very hard to buy the new one.

That being said, first, I was trying to join the meeting (even without camera and microphone). I still could see and hear you all (I think), but you could not see or hear me, except my chat (writing post) there. See? It seemed it was not fair for you all, so I changed my mind. I could not tell Charlie in advance because, as I told before, sometimes I really had problem with my internet. Sincerely sorry.

One the bright side, you don't have to tolerate my accent when I spoke England. :-)

Anyway, sorry for my absence.

P.S. If you wonder why I didn't use my phone instead. My phone has no internet (it's a lot cheaper that way). hahaha
Yes, I still can use Wi-Fi from my router, but again, my phone is too old (very little RAM) to handle the internet well.

[aceofcups]

Thanks Monty,

we missed you... yes some people do use phone to get on to Zoom... and you can get on with just voice without camera. lol We all have accents of different types.

My question is .. how do you get on forum here? you must have internet Wifi to do that?

peace
Ace

[donq]

Hi Charlie,

I used to use home internet. But after I've moved here I use a pocket WiFi (a sim router). I bought the sim with the internet package (for one year) and put it into it, then it becomes kind of wifi hotspot. But recently, sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't.

Today, my internet seems to work okay.

[cyberangel]

Dear Friends,

Wow how busy the forum is today! I thought it would only have Ace reply and so it is nice to see so many posting.

First of all, Ace thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kind offer of remote Therapeutic Touch but I wonder if it would be possible to nominate it for someone else?...someone much more deserving than I. I could ask if that person would be willing to receive it if that would be ok? You see I got some good news today with my eyes, I have Episcleritis and it is inflammation and will go away on its own but the eye specialist gave me some drops to help with the inflammation and I have to say they have worked great but they sure do sting. I can also use my eyes as normal and don’t need to rest them. She just said to rest them when I feel they are tired but other than that I can drive, cycle, type, read etc..so my dear friend I would not feel good taking advantage of your kind offer for myself when I know others need it more. I do hope that does not offend as that is not my intention at all...and I am both very grateful and deeply touched by your very kind offer.

Hi Mojomojo,
I want to first of all say...I 1 million% know where you are coming from and find it very endearing. Absolutely, no pressure on anyone to join a live chat for any reason but to participate and enjoy the experience of it when they feel ready to do so. I guess I have known the others here for some time nearly 10 years now. For myself I felt the time was right for me to bare my true form to them warts and all and also for me to feel free to show myself. It felt so right and I can only speak from my own experience, it was wonderful seeing all my friends finally and hearing their voices. It was like a whole other energy connection. They really lifted my spirits and heart. But, in saying that...there is also a wonderful pure connection with the written word. It frees your mind to focus on the words used and the spaces between the words. Which is a truly beautiful thing and one I have so enjoyed along with the others here for so many many years. So yes, my friend I completely get where you are coming from...but just know you are welcome to join us anytime YOU feel the time is right.

Hi Donq
You will notice I am addressing you and all our friends by our forum user names and I prefer to be called by my user name while on the public forum. I think if others join it would be confusing to see us as one name and then addressed by another. I also like for my friends to use my birth name in private with me either via email or zoom chat...that way I can feel closer connection. This is not to cause any offence to anyone but just I prefer it for myself. If you or the rest of the group wish I continue to call you by your real name on here I will gladly do so, but I will still prefer you ALL to call me by my user name while in the forum. Also I am not comfortable sharing my real name with everyone, and so while the forum is quiet at the moment it may not always be the case. I am still me and you are still you regardless of what we call each other...our energies recognise each other as friends.

Monty I was sad to know we missed you and that you tried to join our group chat but could not share but I also thank you for leaving and not continuing to watch and listen to the group chat...I admire you for doing that. I do hope you can one day find yourself able to join us it is a shame none of us could see you and had you not said you tried I don’t think any of us knew you were even there. I also understand your trouble with your internet my friend and know of the pain it can be to try and connect and not be able to due to internet connection issues. We are lucky now that we have good broadband speed...mainly because my husband needs it for his work...otherwise we might still have the dial up tone to listen to when going online hahahaha.

I am sat here typing and finishing off my sushi that my hubby made for our dinner yum yum. Now I am eating Dragon fruit for the first time ever...and it is not only pretty to look at but delicious tasting too! I am using the same chop sticks to eat both...does that make me a savage lol.

Ok I will go for now but hope to get back on again tomorrow night. I have other commitments tomorrow and to go to town again. This is just a suggestion but perhaps one of us each week could suggest a topic...doesn't have to be anything too deep but perhaps a topic that interests you and it would be interesting to see how the rest of us think on it. Perhaps we could all learn something new again...or maybe even ask about a subject others know about so we can learn from them...just a suggestion to get our cogs turning again guys. Its nice to feel a stir within of something that really resonates.

Ok love to each of you
Angel

[aceofcups]

HI Angel,

wasn't clear to me-- you wanted to sent remote distance healing to someone?.. It is never one is more worthy but outcome always is in connection to one's karmic predicament in receiving a healing treatment and healer being a clear instrument.

I had asked if you wanted a Zoom healing session yourself which to me is less remote (well it is not physically) because you see each other on screen virtually. Many of the Therapeutic Touch nurses who do both in person and distance healing are finding that Zoom treatments as a general rule more effective then just sending a distance healing. And not offended in anyway if you don't want one - how I do it is more a meditation aligning to the different fields or levels of consciousness within.

Think you misread Monty's message?... he never got into zoom at all.. ( hearing or seeing) if he did I would have had to let him in to just hear or just see -- being that I was host.

I now have enough posts on other forum you told me about to use their chat feature also if I want to.

peace
ace

[donq]

Hi CyberAngel,

(I don't know if my internet will be okay tomorrow, so let me reply you today.)

I'm okay to call you what you prefer. As it's said in Tao Te Ching:

Tao (The Way) that can be spoken of is not the Constant Tao
The name that can be named is not a Constant Name.
Nameless, is the origin of Heaven and Earth

Yes, it's frustrating about my internet. But somehow I already got used to it.

Hi Charlie,

Thanks for clarifying. I wasn't there. First, I was going to create a Zoom account, to join the meeting, but because I knew all of you could not see nor hear me, and it was not fair, so I didn't do that (don't have my Zoom account yet).
Besides, doing that was like looking through the crack of the door. As I Ching warned me at that time:

Contemplation through the crack of the door.
Furthering for the perseverance of a woman.

Through the crack of the door, one has a limited outlook; one looks outward from within. Contemplation is subjectively limited. One tends to relate everything to oneself and cannot put oneself in another's place and understand his motives. This is appropriate for a good housewife. It is not necessary for her to be conversant with the affairs of the world. But for a man who must take active part in public life, such a narrow, egotistic way of contemplating things is of course harmful.

That was Richard Wilhelm's translation. I used to own more than 70 version of I Ching (in English). Even wrote one book and hundred articles about it in my language.

[cyberangel]

Hi Ace and Donq

I guess this can be a prime example of how text can be misread or misunderstood.

Ace, I totally misread what you said and just assumed rather than read properly what you had typed, that is completely and utterly my fault and because I wanted to address everyone I skimmed on some of the wording and therefore shot myself in the foot. I am very sorry my friend.

Ace Thank you for your kind offer and I see it was for a “virtual Therapeutic touch energy healing treatment” and not an offer of distance healing so my sincere apologies. I would definitely be open to giving it a go as I have never had Therapeutic Touch and still know little about it so it would be lovely sometime to partake in a treatment.

I am very open minded to most things especially energy or energy exchanges, so the answer is yes Ace I’d love to try it, but not just yet if that is ok with you, as I don’t feel I’m in the right space (spiritually) to take full advantage if that makes sense. I feel I need to work on myself a bit in order to be fully open to receiving. Hopefully in our next zoom meeting or even here on the forum we can learn more about it or discuss what it entails? I look forward to that.

Donq,

Although Ace and yourself have both explained about Zoom and I truly do understand NOW...I think it is fair to say that it could be read how I first interpreted it, but thank you for further explaining. I also apologise to you if I have caused any offence, in anything I've said. It’s not always easy trying to read the lines and especially between the lines, but I can say I am definitely learning some lessons!

I will write a group email later to share other things outside of this forum. As I have already explained that I don’t want to share personal things here on a public forum. The energy has changed here (for me anyway). I don’t feel as free or as relaxed as I did years ago in sharing here, but I also don’t want to make it sound bad here either because it’s not. It’s just changed for me that’s all...and those who want to continue here will do so... as will I...but I feel much more guarded than before, and I don’t know how I can grow if I can’t share openly...that is why I am so happy we have a way of communicating privately as a group and also as individuals away from the forum...this is something were never be allowed before. I do hope that makes sense to everyone and my rationale is valid and not confused as egotistical.

Speak soon,
Angel