Just saying Hello 😊

[cyberangel]

Hi all

How funny I was only just thinking about you all about a week or so ago. I pop in now and then but never see any activity so just continue on my way. Today I must have felt a shift in the force lol and decided to pop in. How lovely to see the forum active again...like a stirring of souls. It is so very easy to get absorbed into the real world and although not forgetting my spiritual path...it can get pushed to one side. So much has happened in my life and no doubt all yours. It would be lovely to reconnect with you all and also new souls...but I feel we must already be connected spiritually to a degree to come back at the same time...it has to be more than just coincidence? Today I felt a slight pull to check the forum...nothing major just to check...so my surprise to see so much activity really made me so excited. Like old school friends not seeing each other for some time...running up and hugging. I hope you all can feel my hug 🤗 I hope Ace Gruntal and Karen also feel the pull and come back. Take care and talk soon, love and light cyberangel 🥰

[mojomojo]

I do believe there is far more at play here than coincidence, absolutely lovely to hear from you again, Lorraine.

Mojo.

[gruntal]

I am still alive but nothing much is happening. Oddly there is a long story behind that but it will have to wait for later.

[hera]

Good to see you gruntal and know you're ok (?)

It seems that many of us have been thinking along similar lines regarding the forum but it took Monty to kick start things and get us moving again. Thanks old friend

[cyberangel]

Hi Robert, Gruntal, Monty and Hera

So nice to see you all ☺️

Robert it certainly had been some time but so lovely to see you again. How are things with you? and your lovely wife? I do hope things are good. Did you move to Ireland?? I must read over the posts and catch up.

Hi Gruntal I hope you are keeping well, I know you've had a hard time with health etc but so glad you see you here. Are you still attending your spiritual group??

Hi Monty, I hope you are also well and how is your mother? Are you still looking after her? I look forward to catching up with you 🙏

Hi Hera, I haven't officially met you yet but it is nice to see a new face (energy 🤗) I have not been here for what feels like a very long time but I hope to return more often and catch up with all my spiritual "family" again 💗

My friends, since last here my mother in law was diagnosed with terminal cancer and sadly passed away last October and then 4 months later in Feb this year my father in law suddenly passed away after a short illness. We all feel he died of a broken heart...but in doing so also broke ours 😭 We had only prepared for my mother in law not my father in law to follow.

Needless to say it has been a tough end to last year and a terrible start to this year...but slowly and surely we are coming to terms with it. My poor husband has really been a tower of strength and I truly don't know where he gets it from but I love and admire him more and more.

Anyway I really am looking forward to catching up with everyone and also in need of some soul food...so bring on the topics 🥰

Love and Light Cyber😇

[donq]

@ Gruntal:

Hi George,

I am still alive but nothing much is happening. Oddly there is a long story behind that but it will have to wait for later.

Okay, I'll wait, then. I like to hear your stories, as usual.

Good to see you.

monty

cyberangel

Dear Lorraine,

I never doubted about your third eye (spiritual intuition). Still, needless to say how much I'm glad to see you here again.
Though I've been familiar with coincidences for so many years, those that happened on this forum still always impressed me.
As for my mother, I don't need to take care of her any more. She passed away in September last year, just one month before your mother in law did. See? Another coincidence!
As a (spiritual) friend it's safe for me to tell you this: I was okay then and am okay now. Though the outsiders might misunderstand me so easily. I just didn't feel anything much. Yes, I was sad about her death, but not because she was my mother; it was because I witnessed the first hand to another human passing away from his world, on my (only) care (no one was there).
Honestly, I saw your post yesterday and was going to reply it. Then, I saw George was back, so I thought just waited a little bit longer, maybe Karen and Charlie might show up?

I hope your husband and your children are fine.
It's so nice to see you, Lorraine.
Cheers from

monty

P.S. Recently I heard the love song, “Jealous” by Labrinth. It goes like this:

I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me

Though it's a love song but somehow it made me think about this forum. It was like the forum (I) was singing this song to me when I left here. And yes, I have to come back because I cannot be happy without it. hahaha.

[mojomojo]

Hi Lorraine/Monty,
very sorry to hear of the passing of your loved ones.
It is a sad but unfortunate truth, that upon reaching a certain age, death becomes a constant companion.
My mother passed over two years back, my father is quite unwell and hasn't much time left, my wife's father is also quite unwell and to be honest if he goes I cant see his wife lasting much longer.
It is very hard to maintain the spark of life in such circumstances, but go on we must.
We have been back in Ireland for three years now, the other half is quite well, will catch up more later, just looked at the clock, have to go.

Mojo.

[hera]

The coincidences continue...........my mother also moved on five months ago. It was a long slow ending which lasted 9 years, she was always stubborn and refused to let go so my sister, brother-in-law and myself cared for her for such a long time with dementia, until kidney failure brought the end and necessitated care in a hospice.

Their care was superb for both Mum and us, although if i'm totally honest it was a relief that the care was taken over by others.
Of course I loved her, she was my Mum, but do I miss her? Not if i'm honest which is sad because she was a lovely person, we just didn't have the kind of relationship that fostered closeness. Nevertheless I was fortunate to be born to a giving, kind woman. Hope you're happy Mum x

[donq]

@mojo,

It is a sad but unfortunate truth, that upon reaching a certain age, death becomes a constant companion.

Recently I've been thinking about death more than usual. Not in the depressive sense, but in the sense to take more serious about life and not wasting time or postpone to do the real important things that must be done.
There's a warning about this in Buddhism, "A day and night come and go so quickly; what (the he?)are you doing now?"

As you might recall, I used to be in ICU for months, I kind of know (no, I do know) how to feel when we die. The dying doesn't scare me, but the pain still does. We will get the worst and worst pain so much enough to make us die. Imagine that.
I believe after a very long long time for preparing about this (via my spiritual practice), I'm not afraid of death any more. Though I have to confess that, I'm still afraid of pain, more or less.

hera,

Let me borrow a teenager's words to use here, "I feel you, man!".
I was in the so same/similar shoes, like you, before.
Thanks for telling this. It comforts me somehow.

[mojomojo]

That is the thing about death, it can very easily put us into a slight depression, whats the point, it will all be over soon enough anyway.
I never really got much comfort, from the fact the soul lives on, there is still the loss of a personality, which will never be experienced again.
What must it be like for those on the cusp, every time I visit my father, I hear of the latest friend he has buried, made worse by the fact there is no more, he is the last of his group.
Has anyone experienced how fast time travels as you get older, this normally starts when you have more years behind than in front of you.
Am I afraid of dying, I believe I was nearly there once, a certain calmness and acceptance took over. But I think it fair to say, not everyone who dies, dies in pain, my mother went into a deep sleep [coma], none of the grand parents on my wife's side experienced pain. I think we may all fear death in some way, its this that frightens us, when we witness another passing over, the fear comes from facing our own mortality.

Mojo.

[donq]

@mojo

But I think it fair to say, not everyone who dies, dies in pain, my mother went into a deep sleep [coma], none of the grand parents on my wife's side experienced pain.

I'd love to be one of those (not many) who could die in calm. Who doesn't, right? Unfortunately, I don't think I would have that luck. So, I have to stick to the hard way, the only way I know it will happen for sure, at least , for me. Besides, better be ready than sorry, right?

Just for the sake of conversation, how do we know for sure that those who died peacefully, really did peacefully? Yes, a bit skeptical here. I mean, their bodies might not show any sign of struggling, but how about their minds? What about their EEG? About NREM (non rapid eye movement? [don't remember much about this REM, I might misunderstanding about it ]
Or say, those who have been in coma; their bodies might not show any pain, but what really happen deep down in there? And what is the final point that makes them gone?
I know it's a forever question with no answer, forever. Those who asked, never really died before (otherwise they might not ask); and those who die, never really come back to tell us.
Amen!

[mojomojo]

Both grandparents on my wife's side, were sitting up in bed, propped up with pillows, very weak but talking, a short time later they had passed. Her uncle who just passed in London, I believe, the last few nights was very uncomfortable, but never reported any pain. I have been informed in the past, those who suffer great pain and are on serious medication, maybe given a bit extra to try to help them on their way, I was dating a girl once, whose father just coughed while playing cards and keeled over.
But, if you hold it in your head that you will go the hard way, yeah, I wouldn't do that, I have always told myself I will pass over in my sleep, how did we get on this conversation, maybe thats enough, it may not be pleasant reading for some.

[cyberangel]

Hello again friends,

Sorry for the delay in replying and also sorry for this short reply. I promise to give a proper and in depth reply to each of you tomorrow. We are in the middle of a storm here at the moment and although not too bad at the moment you can really feel the energy building. My dear friend Monty, oh how I have missed you...you remind me of the scarecrow from the wizard of Oz...always so wise and observant and just able to say the right thing at the right time. I absolutely love the song you posted and even more so the second one...but my preference is Christina Aguilera's version, look it up with the lyrics ignore the official video, her voice and the words on the screen are so beautiful. Anyway just wanted to say thanks for that, it really meant a lot. Were all well thanks our son has just started college...imagine! He was just in last year of primary school when I joined the God Light and now look! I will catch up properly as soon as I can...until then my friend.

Hi Robert, I briefly read your post but will reread it again tomorrow. I have been using the law of attraction for nearly a year now and I never cease to be amazed at how and what we can manifest when we learn to use it correctly. It sounds like you received exactly what you were looking for in regards to your LP's. I look forward to reading your post again and chatting more about it.

Hera, I don't think we have connected on here before, but I look forward to chatting with you and learning all about your spiritual journey.

Gruntal, I also await to hear all about what you have been up too. Are you still with the Rosicrucians group?? I cant wait to catch up with you.

Ace, Karen and Leon, I hope you all are well and hear or feel our call out to you, it would be very nice to catch up with you all again.

My delay was trying to find my laptop to reply properly. My mobile phone is ok for reading but is too slow for navigating and replying to different threads. I also have pulled my back so I have been in quite a bit of discomfort but I think I am on the mend again, fingers crossed. It is Octoberfest here so we (my hubby and I and my best friend and her Hubby) are going away for the night, we are really looking forward to it on Saturday just hope my back improves more for it.

Take care all and hope to chat/catch up properly tomorrow.

Love and light (and cyberhugs)

Cyberangel

[cyberangel]

Oct 1, 2019 6:36:52 GMT donq said:

P.S. Recently I heard the love song, “Jealous” by Labrinth. It goes like this:

I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me

Though it's a love song but somehow it made me think about this forum. It was like the forum (I) was singing this song to me when I left here. And yes, I have to come back because I cannot be happy without it. hahaha.


Dear Monty

I want to add these lyrics as they are also very special to me and also have a deep spiritual to me.  When I hear these lyrics I always imagine Christina is singing to my inner child at the age of 8 or 9.  For my entire life I have tried to ignore my inner voice and growing up in a country and a time where the church ruled everything and everyone...even your own private thoughts, I believed I was sinful or cursed instead of seeing my gift as just that.  The times I have listened to my higher self/ inner voice I have never been led astray...its when I ignore it or go against it that things go wrong for me and I feel it deep inside my gut like a strong tug on my being.  Anyway, your beautiful song triggered my love of Christina's song and what feelings it evokes.

[donq]

Dear Lorraine,

Just a quick reply here; I've just come back home (went out to do something) , and will write more later.
I like the song. Thanks a lot. Yes, the its lyrics is so good, especially this one, "just trust the voice within". Very spiritual. Again, what a coincidence!
Today I've just learning some old thing (again). To tell it shortly here is, I wanted to do something but changed my mind (after did some calculation in my mind) and was going to another thing instead. Then, I found out that the second thing was not good as I thought it was. Then I decided in the last minute, what the he!!, just did the first thought. Nothing to lose. And I prepared for everything, good or bad. And then, it turned out to be the best!
I think there's always something (or a bit romantic would be, someone) waiting for us. If we let ourselves to "flow". Just don't think (too much). Don't resist it. And we will finally find the things we have been waiting for. It is as if it also has been waiting for you there and for you only. Not anyone else.
Yes, "just trust the voice within".