Post by duminy89 on Sept 17, 2015 7:02:42 GMT
Hello spiritual friends!
I'm a very spiritual person.
This question is to do with relationships. I lost my mother when I was 11, my grandma who moved to my house when my mother dided was very hard on me. I have uncles and aunties and I have been neglected (I have a young sister). I went to university at 21, which was meant to be a time of celebration and all I got was a bit of abuse, neglect and no one even cared about it.
My home life living with my father and sister has been very bad, their were a lot of tumultuous times.
I look around me and my sister, cousins are all celebrating life, university, graduation, getting attractive partners, being supported, encouraged, admired, courted.
On the opposite side, people ignore me, walk past me without noticing me (they know I'm their), even when I make eye contact to them, they ignore me. I've never been loved, hugged and nobody has ever said nice things about me.
Despite losing my mother, their are a few older women who laugh at me for no reason, say bad things because they get a kick out of it.
Ever since I was 5 years old I liked women and always craved for a women. I would like to marry someone nice, who I like and my family supports and encourages my sister and cousins to look for and marry someone nice but no me. I go to the supermarket and shopping centre 4 times a week and I always see nice couples and I keep asking myself, well how did he get her? Why can't I be that man? I got to a lot of events and see a lot of nice couples too and seen people marrying someone nice and I again ask myself, why can't I have that?
Ever since I was 19, I've read 20 dating, pick up artist books, 15 law of attraction books, lots of reincarnation books, articles trying to figure out why these men get nice women and maybe why I have not got it yet. Reading around energy, karma, spirituality, what these people were in last reincarnation and why they got it in this reincarnation. I've also been to a lot of clairvoyants trying to ask the same question.
I'm a good guy, I don't view women as sex objects, I have loyalty, character, I'm intelligent, I don't understand, why I haven't got it or why I may not have it. If I don't get a women I like, then I'm going to ask the same question to clairvoyants and ask what can I do to have a relationship with someone nice and who I like in my next reincarnation?
I've also had a lot of luck, like women do look at me, but afraid what they think of running a business or my graduation age.
I'm a very spiritual person.
This question is to do with relationships. I lost my mother when I was 11, my grandma who moved to my house when my mother dided was very hard on me. I have uncles and aunties and I have been neglected (I have a young sister). I went to university at 21, which was meant to be a time of celebration and all I got was a bit of abuse, neglect and no one even cared about it.
My home life living with my father and sister has been very bad, their were a lot of tumultuous times.
I look around me and my sister, cousins are all celebrating life, university, graduation, getting attractive partners, being supported, encouraged, admired, courted.
On the opposite side, people ignore me, walk past me without noticing me (they know I'm their), even when I make eye contact to them, they ignore me. I've never been loved, hugged and nobody has ever said nice things about me.
Despite losing my mother, their are a few older women who laugh at me for no reason, say bad things because they get a kick out of it.
Ever since I was 5 years old I liked women and always craved for a women. I would like to marry someone nice, who I like and my family supports and encourages my sister and cousins to look for and marry someone nice but no me. I go to the supermarket and shopping centre 4 times a week and I always see nice couples and I keep asking myself, well how did he get her? Why can't I be that man? I got to a lot of events and see a lot of nice couples too and seen people marrying someone nice and I again ask myself, why can't I have that?
Ever since I was 19, I've read 20 dating, pick up artist books, 15 law of attraction books, lots of reincarnation books, articles trying to figure out why these men get nice women and maybe why I have not got it yet. Reading around energy, karma, spirituality, what these people were in last reincarnation and why they got it in this reincarnation. I've also been to a lot of clairvoyants trying to ask the same question.
I'm a good guy, I don't view women as sex objects, I have loyalty, character, I'm intelligent, I don't understand, why I haven't got it or why I may not have it. If I don't get a women I like, then I'm going to ask the same question to clairvoyants and ask what can I do to have a relationship with someone nice and who I like in my next reincarnation?
I've also had a lot of luck, like women do look at me, but afraid what they think of running a business or my graduation age.
