Post by peace82 on Aug 22, 2015 22:55:24 GMT
Hi to anyone who reads this!
Im new here, don't know where to start, folk will think im bonkers if they read this. I have so many things that have happened or happening that I don't understand. Wondering if anyone can shed some light, or maybe have experienced things alike!
So here goes, I have nervous butterflys in my stomach haha 
Im writing about myself and my mum as she has some strange things going on too. Ok about 3 years ago something pretty tragic
happened concerning someone in my immediate family, its to hard for me to talk about but its something that will be a part of this persons life and I need to accept that, they may have a problematic future. Im not over this its something I need to learn to live with. Anyhow as I was under immense stress when things were happening to this person, I was pregnant at the time couldn't eat, sleep think straight my anxiety was horrific, everything in the world seemed trivial all I could do was pray. I did pray lots and went to church every morning. Id say im Christian Catholic, though iv never been baptised, officially becoming a catholic is another thing on my to do list. Hard to find time with a ten year old and 2 toddlers 
So at this time one night looking out my room window (never told anyone this bit) the row of houses in front one of the houses had green circle lights all over the house they were all sort of moving, looked kinda like green spot lights loads maybe size of dinner plates. I was thinking what on earth is that, then it all disappeared, still don't know til this day if it was something spiritual or if I hallucinated as I was under so much stress. Then lots of strange things were happening, id wake up every night at the same time, wake up some nights and the tv was on in my room well the stand by light so the whole screen was blue. Would keep seeing same numbers popping up everywhere. One night I woke and in a half sleep thought I could hear 2 people having a conversation, a man and woman very calm. Anyhow lots of we strange things were happening often.
To cut a long story short, (everyone says im rubbish at telling stories, haha they drag on and hardly ever have a point) haha!!
Last summer having a we night sitting in the kitchen with my husband "to be" and his mum having a glass of wine going over a deaf book I just got with his mum as shes deaf and was thinking about doing BSL course, so nice we night I smoke so one of my many trips to the garden wine glass too of course! In my Garden there is flats across the road not facing directly on to me but kinda at an angle. As I walked out I seen above the flats a huge light, bright white glowing sparkling cant describe it.. as I looked at in it dropped down behind the flats out of sight! I never really gave it much thought as it disappeared quick n I just sort of thought must be something new people buy for partys or something, just didn't give it much thought. Came back in and didn't even mention it that's how much thought I gave it!
Then about maybe 2 month later, a Friday or Saturday night, having a quiet night my oldest child had her pal staying, was gabbing to them then went out in the garden to smoke and just poured my first glass of sauvignon. As I shut the door and stood where I always stand, to my right above something caught my eye looked up and could see a massive ball of light above my house it was gold in colour, bright like a brightness I couldn't imagine, sparkling glowing. As I looked was thinking what the fudge is that! Then it looked as if it was moving couldn't tell if it was moving up into the sky or along the way away from me, but it looked as though it was moving fast, at the time I had a washing line there I watched it and had to duck under the line to follow where it was going, I watched and it flew away fast across along the way over to the school which is right beside my house under a minute walk, I watched it at the school then it dropped got smaller and smaller until nearly nothing left and it disintegrated and smoke was coming off it then was like it burnt out! Couldn't believe what I was seeing was on my tiptoes watching to see over neighbours fence! It fell at the lamp post just outside the school! It only moved after I seen it, as did the first one I explained above. Ran in house upstairs to see if I could see anything from upstairs window but nothing was there considered going over but was a bit freaked out.
Then just a few months ago a Sunday night me and my pal were having a drink (sound like an alcoholic now haha) was about 2am in the morning and he was talking about getting a taxi as he had work in the morning! We went into the garden to smoke before he phoned a taxi, just gabbing putting the world to rights as we do! across the road the flats about 3 blocks in, in the indent of the roof of the flats there was a glowing ball of light, nowhere near as big as the other 2 iv seen, though this one was further away that the others iv seen. I said to my friend look whats that over there on the roof of the flats, he looked and was like dunno and we didn't pay much attention and he was wanting to call his taxi. Anyhow we've spoke about it since and we both wish we both paid it more attention that night, after that iv told him about my other balls of light things. (my pal is kinda an atheist, he's unsure if theres a god, but believes in good and that there is something good, but doesn't believe or agree with religion)
Ok (sorry this is so long) Earlier this year my mum and I were doing night courses at college different courses but we got the bus in and back together. One night on the bus home she showed me a we video on her phone from her dance class night out thing, she said watch it there is something in the video that appears from nowhere, I watched it on the bus and seen the we ball of light appear and spiral then shot out of sight, I screamed on the bus freaked out and everyone looked at us haha! was like whats that!! I now know an orb. Then few weeks later mum had a video of her we dog in the living room and noticed there was orbs in the video. Me and mum were bewildered turned out nearly every video she took there was orbs! Then one night she took a video in her room, thinking they wouldn't be upstairs in her room, and these videos were unbelievable thousands orbs flying about her room looked like the effect of a disco ball!
Then I started thinking I wonder if there's orbs in my house... started taking we videos in the house, couldn't see anything thought must just be mum, until I learned how to turn my flash on on the iPhone, and yes there they were not as mental as my mums videos but they were there. Then as time passed and a lot of googling, I started to believe maybe its not anything spiritual or paranormal maybe its just dust or something as google results were saying. Though iv got to say iv never doubted my mums.
As time passed and these orbs became the norm, I started thinking right maybe if I catch some outside then maybe I will believe its definitely something spiritual and not dust or whatever. So started taking videos outside in the garden, one night a weekend night in my garden sat and took a video, was late and very dark had my flash on, took a video in the garden wasn't paying much attention was just letting it run. Video lasted about 6 minutes, couldn't see anything except near the end of the video the screen went all blurry not blurry but sort of out of focus. Then watching it getting fed up with this carry on, decided to turn the volume up and listen, was listening then maybe half way through heard something, a voice. My stomach dropped, listened again and heard it, a voice says "im gonna kill you..then says and your daughter" My partner was out at our friends I was in myself with the kids, who were all sleeping. Called mum told her (only about the im gonna kill you bit) she was so freaked out and that was us adamant not taking videos of anything now. Sent the video to my pal who I spoke about earlier shortened the video so that its not the whole 6 mins, he coudnt hear it, let my partner hear it that night when he came in he couldn't hear it (though he had been drinking) then phoned my auntie whos quite spiritual in some ways she couldn't hear it either! Couldn't understand how they couldn't hear it when I hear it clear as day every time I listen!
My mum didn't want to hear it was to freaky for her and she lives herself and didn't want the fear!
Then another night my pal mentioned bove was here and I played it sitting beside him, I said just listen, as I know when it happens I said listen and he heard it! And he was pretty freaked out! still is.
Then a day in may my partner and I were out birthday shopping for 2nd oldest child. His mum was here watching the kids. When I got home my oldest child was in the kitchen drawing at the kitchen table, she said " oh I think theres a ghost in here" I was like what? she said that flew off the shelf earlier and landed on the floor, and was pointing to her we confirmation cross ornament that sits on my shelf in the kitchen! She didn't seem that bothered just said tht it was freaky the thing jumped off the shelf and that's there must be a ghost in here! About a month later, I was tidying up as per, as I was walking out the kitchen heard something turned round and the we metal cross ornament was moving and was right at the end of the shelf a bit of paper had flown down and landed on the floor, was as if the cross had tried to be shoved off the shelf but was sitting right at the edge of shelf. This freaked me out a bit and still does, iv considered moving the we cross out the kitchen and packing it away, though I think if there is something evil here doing that then that's what it probably wants, so its still on my shelf.
Ok now, my mum! my mum has a great belief in god always has. Had quite a tough life as many of us have, don't need to go into it as my story is long enough haha would need to write a novel. Anyhow my little brother was diagnosed with schizophrenia at 14 years old, we have been to hell and back a thousand times. Anyone with the illness or a family member with it will probably understand. Mums been searching all her life, has spent time in different religions trying to find whats right for her. At present doesn't attend any churches but reads her bible and knows god is with her. For years my mum has spoke about a sensation around her feet, call it a force in the feet. For years iv tried to shush her as I always thought you sound bonkers will you shush! lol! She has always said she can feel gods presence all around her. Though this feet thing is quite intense. Then round bout the same time she stared her we dance classes last year and we both were at college, she started getting sore feet, and had after a while had to stop the dance classes as it was to painful on her feet, as time going by her feet were splitting, she has splits all over her feet. Recently got so bad she had to crawl from one room to another as her feet are agony deep slits all over them, doctor has gave her cream nothing is really helping, she has it on her hands too. Its now at the stage she cant sleep at night and if she does it wakes her every night and his to get up take painkillers and put cream on etc, shes having some time of it the now. Last week she also spoke of feeling a heavy force go through her chest, and just other day pains in her wrists and one night another feeling at her head a kinda vibrating pressure, I cant explain it as she did.
My mum has a great personality and we laugh and joke all the time, we have joked that maybe its stigmata (being facetious) though sometimes I wonder, don't think its that but must be something spiritual, its not normal.
Ok there's some light reading for you haha, most will prob get bored a quarter in lol sorry im rubbish at stories!
h forgot to say earlier at the beginning of this novel, wheni was under a lot of stress, I also twice seen golden sparkles, once when I was sitting on the couch staring out to space in another world as I was so stressed in front of me loads of gold sparkles appeared ahead in my vision my couch faces the patio garden patio doors and the sparkles were just all over where I was staring, and the 2nd time I was in the bath, again in the same frame of mind due to the stress and the sparkles happened again.
Probably lots that I have forgotten, though if anyone has some feedback id love to hear from them,
I am worried about my mum,
thanks for reading the novel ha!
Peace xxx
