please answer these honestly

[newlyawakened]

I think I already know the answer to this but I kindof need answers from some non satanists

I know that turning into a satanist will most likely be a mistake in the long run and that I will most likely very much so regret it

My questions are
If I need money urgently within the next 2 months (at least 1000 pounds) would turning into a spiritual satanist most likely achieve that goal for me?

would I be able to have more happiness during this physical life than I would being a non satanist?

would I be able to cure someone who is dying at an extremely young age who I love?

Would I truly be loved by some demons or satan?



If I became a satanist I would be able to get a demon girlfriend as soon as I wanted

Demons would help me with many things

All I want is to help my family and also help myself as an added extra and I dont think I can do that without satans support unfortunately ;'(

I would be very loyal to satan and his bumboys in return for their help and love and I would not break my agreement about my soul



Being a non satanist seems nuts in the short term it will take too long for me to get my desires if at all

I cant put enough effort in to get hardly anything that I want and god and his angels dont seem to help me apart from taking away a lot of my guilt and sadness but not all of it

Im not greedy or selfish I would do without my selfish desires gladly just to save my loved one I cant allow these horrid things to happen and if they do then I will fall and the chains holding my inner evil down will most likely break and I also dont want that to happen

I hate being the way I am I cant do anything for anyone apart from cause pain

If god and his angels wont give me what I need then I will not hate them I will still love them but I will make deals with satan and his demons and stick to them

Please help me I need to show the love that I have inside me physically but im unable to and can never forgive myself again if I dont help my family member I have really f**ked up in life

I know that god and his angels will not hate me and will still love me but wont grant me infinite power unless I follow the path of goodness and love properly
but f**k infinite power unless I get it within the next 2 months it would be no good to me and I wouldnt get it during this physical life anyway

Why wont god help me its not too much to ask for getting either 1000 pounds or savig my loved ones life who deserves it I need him and he isnt there for me why isnt he and why did his angels not protect me the other day from a psychic attact from some sort of satanic evil entity

[Ishtahota]

Let me know how that all works out for you.

[newlyawakened]

May 24, 2014 20:42:28 GMT Ishtahota said:

Let me know how that all works out for you.

what? I dont understand

[newlyawakened]

May 24, 2014 21:07:44 GMT newlyawakened said:

May 24, 2014 20:42:28 GMT Ishtahota said:

Let me know how that all works out for you.

what? I dont understand

satan has a lot of power and is in control of this world

[markings]

This psychic attack you had, was it pleasurable, fun? I have the impression you didn't like it much, why else do you complain about not having been protected? If you go down the satanist's path I predict that this will be your future.
Allright, so you may think it will be worth in exchange for what you are asking. Have you got any evidence that it worked for other people? What kind of agreement have they entered into?

As to sticking to the agreements I would like to see that. You can't even stick to the current one, namely that life is sometimes full of crap and seems to be terribly unfair. Maybe it wasn't an agreement you entered with full awareness and all your senses present and intact.
I can't get around the thinking that anyone getting involved in satanism would also not fulfil that condition.

If a wished for alliance with the good does not bring the desired result what make someone think that an alliance with the evil would do that, other than some trickery to suck you in even deeper?

The choice is yours.

[donq]

Hi newlyawakened,

What did you mean by ”turning into a Satanist”? Is it only a metaphor?
Your solution is you need 1000 pounds for saving your loved ones. Why it has something to do with Satan?
Why every parent has to go to work hard everyday? To save their kids’ lives, right?
I don’t mean to belittle your problem. I know it’s serious. But everyone has his/her serious problem to solve without doing anything with Satan, right?
I think you should stop thinking about Satan and try to focus on the real solution. You still have time (2 months) to work hard to get that money to help your loved ones. I believe this is the only right solution.

[holistichealer]

Newlie,

There are no short- cuts. There are only diversions. If you are actually serious in your questions and subsequent statement, then you are already distracted from the awakened path.

I'll be blunt here: Darkness offers false hope and empty promises. And once you engage it via some kind of "agreement", it will pursue you, should you change your mind. And it will feel justified in doing so.

In the work I do and have done with regard to helping people who have in this lifetime or in previous ones, made an agreement with Darkness, one thing above all else is true- Darkness does not live up to it's side of the deal.

It's not the deal that is to be considered, but the fine print as well. And there is a lot of fine print.