devils

[lightseeker]

Hello;Hope you can help with the understanding of this experience in dream land.
          The moment that I became cognizant of what was happening to me it was very dark and I was saying enough is enough.I've taken all that im gonna take and I began doing the Qabalistic Cross and the lesser banishing ritual of the pentagram.As I was doing this pure white light filled me and I could really see the light circle that surrounded me and the archangels that were guarding me. My whole body was shinning pure white light and it radiated out so I could see throught the darkness. It seemed like a cave without walls(endless)with devils everywhere.They all scattered but one turned back to look at me and I remember it had this surprised look and then it fled.I felt fearless and my mind was very very quiet.I then heard screams of torment.I traveled to the screams as I was traveling I was gliding up right the speed of light.As I was traveling the head of a devil would appear in front of me and then it would slowing desolve away.And then another,and another(4 total).When I reached where the screams were I came to a stop.What I saw was a young man lying in the fetal position crying with a devil over him.The devil fled very fast as I was approching the young man.As I spoke to him my voice sounded very,very deep I said do you not know to call upon your God to help you.The monment I said that I was in a different place standing in front of my Divine Mother.She was smiling with approval and said to me"Do not worry my child,I have 4 brand new suits waiting for you".

[lightseeker]

I would also like to say that i've had many dreams where i would be in the present of a man( whom I don't know nor have ever seen before)but powerful.I could fill the power coming from him in a way that my mind would become very quiet.There were some dreams he would seem to ignore me and other times we would be in a white room(but I don't remember any walls)Sitting in meditation.Its been about a year since i've had a dream that he was in it that I can remember.
About eight months ago I had a dream where my Divine Mother and some other man that I can't remember was telling me that because of my decision that I would have to suffer greatly.The problem is since im not always cognizant;i don't know what that decision was.Three weeks ago my wife of 25yrs left me and every and anything that can go wrong is going wrong.I have not had a dream with my Divine Mother in 8 months and im very worried that i've done something terribly wrong.

[lightseeker]

I would like to say this concerning my Divine Mother.She comes to me mostly in the form of my real mother.I say she is my Divine Mother because she is always teaching me in my dreams all things spiritual on how to improve myself.
Their are people im sure that would say thats not my Divine Mother.And that the Divine Mother is the virgin Mary or someone else.But to me she is my Divine Mother.