Mysterious ending in dream 20 minutes ago.

[jac]

      Hi, I had a really strange dream in a building that is not recognized by me yet, however it contained a bits of pieces of other locations including home and at least 3 diferent schools. The rest I cannot really come out, since I like architecture and seen too many buildings to count. However there was a room with half a gym, or at least the gym looked small and closed in. There was a basketball practice going on there. far to the right of the basketball net was a computer on top of a stack of crates. I remember I was doing it for some sort of project I was working on. Then I find myself in a separate room working with physical parts, but have barely any memory of what form this device was constructed in. This room was twice the size of the gym, however it seemed a bit empty and spacious. The next thing I found myself doing was going home, except this did not look anything like my real home, it had a spiral staircase by the front door. Come to think of it the door looked like something you would find in the second house I live in except the staircase was in the picture. One of my friends such as drew and Alex were at my house, however Alex said something about a cursed object that caused me trouble in that past and continues to do so. I of course went to seek and destroy it by any means, but my memory cannot pick up on what method I used to destroy the object since it was a solid stone. I am clueless of what this stone would be a physical object in real life because the rock had 2 strange features about. One of them was it was shaped like a piece of bark off a tree and the other strange feature was the 2 white bulbs that were not parallel to each other. They looked like they could of been pipes but it was completely unclear why this object was causing my trouble in the first place. After the object was destroyed, I could not tell what difference it made because my dream cut off there. I woke up and 1 minute later I felt like I was looking at a cut scene about a stack of ancient papers nailed to a bedroom wall. I was afraid of what these papers were and dig through them to find the final paper that was really well concealed. It was so well concealed I literally had to take every other paper of the wall in order to even know it existed. However this paper contained a black stain on the back, with a mini spiders crawling out of it. It almost seemed like the paper even had a unnatural third side, which is really unusual for a 2D object. That is when the dream came to the end.

[sparklekaz]

Hi Jac,

Welcome to the dream board.

In dream symbology, a building is about building something new; expanding or enhancing a part of your life. A large building is a tremendous energy source; suggesting you have great opportunities ahead of you, tremendous potential and a big destiny to fulfill. You say in your dream you recognise parts of your home and aspects of 3 different schools. Which part of your home did you see? This is important, because the house is symbolic of the dreamer. The different rooms represent a different aspect of you. Seeing a school in your dream, is connected to the school of life. You are here, to learn and grow. You are taught by the different people you meet and by the situations you encounter. On another level, it is believed that each night, you are out of your body and you learn in schools on higher spiritual levels. Each level of consciousness, teaches you something different about yourself. Even if you do not remember what you have learned, you will retain those lessons deep within the unconscious mind, and when needed they will rise to the surface of the mind, to help guide you.

You describe seeing a gymnasium. Gymnasiums in dream symbology refers to self discipline, through mental, physical and spiritual balance. This may be your higher self suggesting to you, that you would benefit from taking up some form of exercise to raise your energy levels. The lack of space in this area, would indicate that it is not something that you do much of in waking time. You then move to another part of the building into a large room, where you are working on physical parts. Do you mean literally body parts? Or is it constructing something. If it is constructing something. This may indicate that you have a natural ability for being creative. The fact the the room is large but mainly empty, might indicate that at this point in your life, this is not an area of your gifts/skills you have explored. But there is a lot of room there, so it would indicate great potential. Something for you to consider Jac.

You return home, so this is about you. You say you do not recognise the house. This would indicate to me, that there are still parts of the self, the real you, you are not aware of. This is not uncommon, we all have hidden depths within us, and undiscovered ablities. The staircase is connected to direction in life. Note the condition of the stairs. If they are rickety or strong. Are the ascending or descending. Ascending, indicates going up or rising a level in life, going down, would indicate going backwards. In the house, you say there are some of your friends. On one level, the people we see in our dreams are all aspects of the self, you the dreamer. On another level, they may represent something important to you. Something you admire, and wish to emulate or something you do not like, which would indicate some inner work on the self is required.

In the dream you talk about an object which your friends have said is cursed. Interestingly, stone or rock is considered to be a symbol of strength, grounding and personal power. Something that is shaped like a tree. A tree is a very powerful symbol. It represents Individual Growth, development through life. So it would not be something you would want to destroy. It maybe that this is more about the interaction between you and your friends. I do not know what kind of a relationship you have with them in waking life. But it would indicate that by trying to remove the stone, the source of your strength and personal power. Might indicate that they in life, try to influence you and have more control over what you do that is healthy, or in ways that is not good for you? Only you know if this makes any sense to you Jac.

You say you have an image in your mind of some ancient papers. Paper symbolises self expression and writing. It is nailed to a wall. A nail can be seen as holding something up or together. The wall is a block or obstacle. Have you thought about using writing as a means of self expression, or earthing putting your thoughts down on paper? Or is this something you used to do, but have stopped. It may also be your higher self trying to tell you, that if in life you have 'hit a wall' with regards to your self growth, or movement going forwards in life, be it mentally or literally physically. Writing down your thoughts may be helpful to you, as a means of working through whatever is preventing you from making progress. Just something for you to think about Jac.

I hope this has been helpful to you Jac. This is only my interpretation of your dream, there is a lot going on within it. Please only take from it that which is meaningful to you, and leave the rest. I would appreciate your feedback.

Love and light
Kaz

[jac]

     The parts were indeed mechanical, they were used in a configuration, looking something like a basic old, but completely self sufficient power generator that is not reliant on any source of fuel or even the forces of gravity. It theoretically could work just about anywhere, as gravity does not have much of an effect on it. It is a generator that people, environment and industries alike can enjoy. They could even include it on a space ship, if they don`t already have one of these. That means you don`t need wind, you don`t need water, you don`t need fuel,you don`t need the sun, all you need is the right mechanical parts made of the right materials. Unfortunately I don`t know if it would actually work in real life, but it may have looked like it could. I would do anything to copy it at the best of my abilities, and even if it does not work, I will modify it till it works. The generator seemed flawless and industrial standard, I am unsure where to get such parts out of steel, bolts, etc.

     I meant to say that this building was a combination of many buildings put together. including my home, rooms of 3 different school, and some were scaled down to fit together. In my dreams, the buildings are always in 3 dimensions and has so many details you could potentially cannot tell the difference between the actual building with the dream building. I could spend hours describing the details of the buildings in one dream only, and they continue to evolve into different forms from simple to very very massive and complex. Sometimes you can see entire cities and I can visualize the evolution of the city itself. It is as almost if I had an entire universe in my head, every dream has a different style of buildings and sometimes even buildings I do not know of their existence. I cannot see how something as big as me create something so immense. It is as almost as if I can extend beyond my complicity. I see buildings either merged together or ones that I will see later. In a previous dream I had a angel like girl tell me I do not need to understand. I am unsure how advance science is right now, but for some reason it just does does not seem worth proving everything to anyone else, because I am sure everyone has their own complex versions specially designed for them. I also always wondered if there is some interstellar connection, like a dream world except it is a collaboration of many active minds. They would function like a public area, except you could not tell if they were actually real or if they were you.

       I should elaborate on my friend, your description is exactly what I wanted to here, since lately my friend and I have opposite ideologies and we enjoy testing each others boundaries. We were hoping that it would make us stronger, but in all of my efforts I have found that lately he is been telling me all these theories that goes against my strong points. I try to take is ideas in account, since he is my friend in all and he has a larger influence of my life then I would like to believe. However I thought I could benefit from his ideologies as he always generates good ideas that I could not come up with and I do the same. I think it was a warning to me to stay sturdy on my beliefs or else my side of the equation would be lost. Perhaps if I could have a friend with the exact same ideology as me. I once knew this one fellow who I could not see his face. We were doing a brain activity online against other people and we ended up doing the exact same actions at the same time. It was weird because even thought that if he was the same, then he would do what I intended to do so I decided to save my cards. Problem was that he of course decided on the same thing, backfiring and causing our first loss in like 20 games. Drew claimed he had a curse with technology which was my strongest point, which may be the thing he was referring too. I did not think I destroyed the object, my dream cut off there.

      What about pipes? Those pipes were strange in the object. When I was at the old house, when I was sick in the family room water seeped through the floor causing $1000 in water damage. Next year there was a shower above my room and the pipe burst and flooded my light almost causing an electrical fire near my computer.  I used the tap upstairs and the handle broke and left the water leaking. Last house a water leak from a broken pipe in my room nearly caused a devastating electrical fire. When my room was constructed, the wall busted and flooded with mud in reality and had to be redone by the construction worker The pipes have been somewhat linked to my luck with pluming and water.
My room had 2 water problems in the past year endangering my beloved
technology that was mys strongest point. The next day I was in the basement and the window broke 3 years after and we had to bucket out the water before it reached my computer. I found myself shoveling out water for the past few days since the construction worker did not even want to go back to fix the water issue... I had to put a sheet to protect it from the floods, but a windstorm roughed the window cover busted followed by the rainstorm. No one bothered to fix it and spring is on its way. I forget to mention the fact that the bathtub 2 floors upstairs had a pipe that leaked all the way down to my room wall AGAIN IN MY NEW ROOM. water hates my guts, for years I have disrespected water and deprived myself from drinking it. I would never drink raw water since I claim why have it plain. Did I mention the time my school was enforcing drinking water and a week later the entire city water supply turned out to be contaminated with bacteria? Water and I don't mix well, It lurks in our house and haunts me, threatening to kill my computer as five attempts to do so has failed. Drinking that stuff is terrible and my poor kidneys suffer for it. I learned NOTHING but water in my school and NOT WHAT I NEED. I don't want to know the armies of water getting ready to storm my window at spring. As 10 inches of water soldiers will strike my window when it is at its most weak state since the very structure of the window has destabilized. The water seeps up from the ground through floors, dirt and haunts me for my entire life. My parents solarium is leaking too and no one wants to come and fix it. WHY WATER? WHY NOT DEMONS OR WOLVES OR MEN SEEK OUT TO DESTROY ME? I am sorry. I have came to realize the severity water has on my life, including a upcoming kidney failure from the next water contamination.

     I am sorry, about that, I never even reflected on that and got angry at explaining this so called "Water Curse" my grandma speaks of. But for some reason, the very pipes are sticking out of my "so called Strength" that I weld. Even the people with "water in their chest" despise me. I am sorry about this off topic message, but I seriously would like to think there would be a solution to this....

[sparklekaz]

HI Jac,

Water is connected to cleansing, purifying. When we see a lot of water in dreams it is usually connected to the emotions. The more water we see the more overwhelming the emotions are, flooding our mind and heart, influencing the decisions we make, the way we see life. For me also water, can be linked to grief.

[jac]

Uh oh, I think I found a hidden sin. A hidden justice system all would call baloney. I will pull through life, hopefully doing some action or some thing to help at least.  My nobility trait is good enough. Let's just say its a long story, involving a unexpected accident and the wrong reaction at the time. I guess I will live with water attacking me. Besides, electricity is my ally, and I remain loyal to it. It all makes sense all of a sudden... My strength was forged with growth. I get stronger the longer the sin remains there. destroying it would lose all I gained from this experience. my question is, do I remove it, or does it stay? If I remove it, it would halt the growth of the strength. If I destroy it, I lose the strength and the penalty that came with it.