THE CONUNDRUM

[cyberangel]

Dear Friends,

A few weeks back I had a moment of complete clarity. For a few seconds everything made complete sense –I had illumination. Now everything has moved so fast I can hardly keep up. I have been shown so many unusual and strange things through my dreams and in meditation.

My dreams are so precise, not like most dreams. They make perfect sense and more and more often I am woken up straight away with specific information that I must record. I often question what I am shown in the dreams, the reply every time I get is:

"It is not important you remember – just that you are shown”

I must admit when in that lucid state of mind, all of what I’m shown on some level resonates deep within my consciousness. Even my description of what is going on right now the words I am using I even know are not my own. I have a simple mind but a deeper intelligence vibrating within.

My vision of God has also changed. Don’t get me wrong I still believe in God and the Angels but they are not what I was taught and always envisaged them to be. This is the consciousness now that is being revealed and I am developing.

I am told to allow my mind to settle, to calm itself, to allow for the correct information to flow into and through me. I have been told “That when the time is right little one you will understand for now you must learn to be open and absorb all that there is for you and for others.”

The ‘Angels’ I talk about are not the angels I and others have imagined or believed to be like. The angels I see, only in meditation and in dreams, are completely different beings altogether and not even beings at all in most cases.

They are complete energy but can give a human appearance to communicate. They also can be shown as a glowing vibrating light. They speak not in words but in vibrations which I can completely comprehend and communicate. They are beautiful and entirely full of love and are here for our greatest good and to help us.

I was told that we all have our own exceptional gifts and we WILL all develop them. Some of us are awakening and some are still dormant, but are being prepared to be awoken. I have been told that many are like me at first, perplexed and disorientated and hesitant of what is happening. This is normal and will pass as we develop.

I have been shown my core, essence or soul if you like. Our soul’s have a higher intelligence than our mind. I used to think our soul was in our mind, our conciseness, but it is not. It is a separate and supremely higher intelligence.

I have been shown that our Earth also has a soul and it is also of a higher intelligence. Lots of people can communicate with the earth and are very tuned into her. The Earth is also neither female nor male. Our earth’s vibration is becoming more rapid.

I was shown other planets each with their own souls. They are also vibrating and getting ready. I was shown constellations and solar systems. I was shown our universe and far beyond and then far beyond that again and this was repeated over and over.

My purpose is to ready myself and to help others prepare for the Transcension. The angels are very precise about the words I use. If I get it wrong they will firmly say it is not right and will repeat until I use the correct word.

This, my friends is only the tip of the iceberg so to speak. This is what is happening to me and to others. I am not mad or lost touch with reality, quite the opposite. I sometimes feel so alone and am searching for others like me.

I am not a medium or psychic, although I do have psychic abilities like most. I have been told by the angels and by people that I am a ‘Lightworker’. The angels have also given me a gift and in time they will show me what it is for.

This is my story friends. Make of it what you want it doesn’t change a thing for me and I don’t know all the answers either. I just needed to share it with you. I am not here to judge anyone or their beliefs but I am here to question, learn and to grow.

I am not here to offend anyone either on their beliefs or to force my beliefs or experiences onto others. I am just simply sharing my spiritual experience too.

At times I feel like a bit like the famous Red pill/Blue pill scene from the Matrix and I want to say I should have taken the Blue Pill!

Anyway friends, this is me, this is what I am and this is where I’m at.

Thanks for reading.
Love & Light always
Lorraine

[Ishtahota]

The moment of clarity is what some are now calling stepping into non-duality. It is like being in the Matrix, how do you describe to someone what you are experiencing. You are at the core changing how you think, and the spirits have put you into the quickening. It is a time of raising the over all boby vibration so that you can comprehend things that you already know in a different way, and acesses other information that has been held by the higherself. The information is already in you and always has been.
It is going to happen to all of us and it is not going to be all love and light, some are going to have a hard time handleing all of this. A lot of people are going to be flipping out. Also the world to come is not a world of secrets. Your focus of intent will tell you everything that there is to know about a being, and I do mean EVERYTHING.
Some people can not see how the new Golden Age will ever come about, but you have, He He!!! If we can read the true intent on a persons face and know them to the core, what kind of politicians will we vote for? Which corporations will we support by buying their products? We are also going to be so connected to other people that when we hurt someone we will feel it as if we did it to ourselves, time and distance will not make a difference. Who will be able to push a button that kills other people on the other side of the Earth. It sure as hell will not be me.
This change will be to much for some people. Those are the one that will need your help.
WE ARE THE ONES THAT WE HAVE BEEN WAITING ON.

[cyberangel]

Dear Ishtahota,

You have no idea how much your kindness has meant to me. I was half afraid of reading your reply at first as I didn’t know how people would react to what has and is happening to me. By what you have said it is honestly the first time I have felt a genuine reaction to what is happening. My friend, certain things people say are like little keys turning and unlocking certain knowledge, this is what I felt when you said “The information is already in you and always has been.”

The things I have been shown is so beyond my imagination that I know, as creative as I am, I could not imagine them. At first I thought this is like a sci-fi movie or something, but it’s even beyond that. Ishtahota, what I have been shown is so far beyond me there are not even words. And I agree with you when you said “A lot of people are going to be flipping out” Yes, they are my friend and my heart is already breaking for them.

People have no idea that we all MUST develop our abilities to communicate and to heal as I have been shown what is going to happen to technology and the health systems, again this is all for our greater good along with the earth. Our earth is also trying to communicate with us but many are deaf and blind to her warnings and cries. When you said “We are also going to be so connected to other people that when we hurt someone we will feel it as if we did it to ourselves, time and distance will not make a difference.” I knew that you have also been either shown or you feel the information.

We need to pay more attention to animals, plants and insects, they are also preparing and we could learn a lot from them. Although I know I said I had my moment of clarity a few weeks back I now can put together all the pieces, I have been preparing to awaken for years I just didn’t know it. All the times I’ve woken up in the middle of the night at the exact same time, for all the major ‘daja vu’ I experienced and for all the times I’ve felt a presence watching me. I now realise that these signs were all part of my preparation.

Oh my dear friend, I could go on and on and on. I am so excited about what is happening as well as feeling trepidation, this too is normal. Thank you thank you for showing me kindness and not telling me that I am mad, people can hurt and be so cruel without them knowing, but you understood what I was saying, it rang a truth, a knowing, in you also. I feel a lot of love for people even those who judge me. I don’t mind if they think I am mad as I said in my post, it will not change me or what is going to happen.

Thank you again
Love & Light & God Bless you

[Ishtahota]

There are groups of people all over the country that I am involved with. We follow the Native American Path and we use their ways to aid others who are doing their personal clearing and working on awakening. There are resources and places all over. We use the sweat lodge and the vision quest. There are some other ceremonies that are used, but not talked about very much. There are hundreds of places in each state that I know of. Thwere are people all over who are ready and waiting for those who are serious.

[cyberangel]

My Dear Friend,

I have always admired and been fascinated by the Native American ways, along with ancient Asian cultures. And I long to try and to experience the wisdom from the cultures. But I must be realistic. I live so far away, and in a place so beautiful yet isolated.

I live in the west coast of Ireland. I live right beside the sea and I use this to help keep me grounded and aware of our earth. I often sit in awe as the sun sets behind the mountains and I look out across the bay towards horizon. I continue to search for others near me that I can connect with.

I am very alone where I live and I cannot openly discuss what is happening to me, apart from my family and close friends, and although they listen I can see they don’t fully understand what I am saying. I must also be very aware that I cannot force an awaking on them before their time as this is not my purpose.

This is my spiritual timeout before my work begins. I must search, recognise and develop my own abilities before I can progress, and I feel this is why I am here in this little village.
I have been told that I will be guided by earth teachers as well as my angels. Ishtahota, I am very serious about developing and I wish I could join with you and the others, but although distance divides us my friend we are already connected, and as you say there is no time or space really, I can connect I must just learn how to, it will come I know it but I know not when. Thank you again

[sparklekaz]

Dear Lorraine,

You are not alone in this most definitely not. Over the last 6 years I have been a part of this group, there have been many people who have come here and shared the very same feelings, visions, insights that you have mentioned in your post. This is not something that has just started to happen, its been happening for quite some time.

I have spoken to those who have spoken of their dreams, the messages from their guides and spirit that have come through about the way in which our consciousness is shifting. There is a definite upsurge in awareness of energy shifts. There is a deeper connection by those who are sensitive an interaction if you will with the energy of the earth. It is as if the link that connects us to the earth, is being reinforced. No longer can we consider ourselves as separate.

I have long believed and many share this belief that the is earth is not just a lump of rock floating through space. If you read the information about the Gaea principle, in which it proposes that the earth is a living entity. Living organisms meaning us and all other life on earth and their inorganic surroundings (the earth) have evolved together as a single living system that greatly affects the chemistry and conditions of Earth’s surface. Some scientists believe that this “Gaian system” self-regulates global temperature, atmospheric content, ocean salinity, and other factors in an “automatic” manner. Earth's living system appears to keep conditions on our planet just right for life to persist! In other words, the earth itself knows what (we) need for optimum health and sensitively adjusts it when necessary. How amazing is that!!

I have long believed that we enjoy a symbiotic relationship with the earth, which would explain why those who are sensitive to energy and open are able to feel changes that occur, be they seismic, environmental. We are also extremely sensitive to planetary influences on the earth, by the moon and the sun. We have always had this connection, but it would seem that over the last few years, we have been able to understand and intelectualise those connections.

There is nothing to be afraid of, quite the contrary, I believe we should be uplifted and inspired by our burgeoning awareness and shift in consciousness. For I believe it is what will help us to deal with the transition and the changes that lie ahead for us. Indeed I would say that the future we have to look forward to is very bright. One in which higher spiritual knowledge will be made available to us. Humanity will draw closer together as they realise their common purpose. You can see racial and religious differences are changing and we live for the most part in a tolerant and humanitarian age.

The media will always focus on unrest and atrocities, but isn't that the whole point, to bring it to the rest of the worlds attention. So world focus and pressure can do something to change it. Despots in far flung countries can no longer get away with despicable acts of inhumanity in private. Yes they still happen, but the worlds eyes are upon them.

There are thousands if not millions of light workers in the world, and more and more are making themselves known. All working together for the good of humanity. You are definitely not alone Lorraine. We are all here to support and encourage each other, and no matter where you go, because your light shines brightly,, you will attract others to you who are like you.

Love and light
Kaz

[cyberangel]

Dear Karen,

My eyes are leaking...not with sadness but with so much love and joy.

I was uncertain at first about joining this site but I felt that my earth teachers were here and I was most certainly guided here, no doubt about that. I am so glad that I stayed and followed my gut. You are all so special, I hope you all know that.

This awakening although joyous is also physically, mentally and emotionally painful. I know and except this is a passing phase and I must try not to resist it or to become distracted. I do not fear what is coming not at all in fact I am waiting to embrace it, for it is very near now.

I have been shown things that would blow your mind, others have probably been shown the same or similar. My vibrations are growing stronger along with our earth and all the other planets, galaxies and cosmos for they too are preparing.

I am very sensitive to the weather and we have a storm here at the moment and it is having a severe effect on me. I have a sharp pain in my head at the moment so I hope to continue this again Karen, I just wanted to reply to your very encouraging post.

I am so very grateful to you all for your friendship, kindness and uplifting support.
Sleep well my friends and God bless you
Love & Light

[brummyben]

Hi Lorraine,

What a lovely way with words you have. What you have experienced is exactly what I have found myself going through of late, although when I try to explain it, I get caught up in the words. Maybe for me, this is something I feel and the words do not do it justice. It has a lot to do with the speed in which the awakening takes place. I have been shown so much that sometimes it is even hard to remember what is I have been shown. At first that was a problem, but as you say, the important bit is that you have been shown and come the right time perhaps that part of you will spontaneously shine out without you having to remember.
Your experience of angel's, I can relate to that too. My first vision of angels was seeing three girls singing in a church. I can only describe it is as beautful, beautiful to the eye, the ears but more so. Although a while ago, I feel that more so was the energy inside.
As with you, there is still searching. I too search for people who are awakening. The reason for this is probably two fold. Although I am still friends, have relationships with people who I know, I am feeling more and more that at this moment in time I am having less and less in common. Indeed, I also feel that should I find spiritual friends then perhaps my growth will increase with speed.

When a spiritual opening does occur it feels that profound, so full of wisdom, so full of light that I often feel that I may well be the only person on the planet to feel like it. But like you, I also know that there are many other people on their spiritual path who have felt exactly the same way.
It is not always a comfortable path. Sometimes I feel 'scared' or perhaps more 'unsure' as to what is happening and indeed to where it will lead. I have ideas, and I certainly have other people's ideas of where it is going. Yet sometimes I receive a calmness which is unbreakable, as though at that moment in time nothing will faze me.
I really do wish to thankyou for your post though cyber. Your post today has given me so much both in the sharing of your feelings and confirmation of my own.
Bless you

Ben

[cyberangel]

Dear Ben,

First of all thank you for such kind words and congratulations on your awakening

((((HUGS)))))

Please do not worry about the words my friend, just say what you are feeling, the words you read in my post came from somewhere higher, not from me I can assure you. If you are ever talking to me in chat you’ll see what I mean, it is only when I have time to truly think, and allow my mind to become ‘calm’ that the knowledge flows and with so much ease.

Yes, I can relate to the speed that the info is coming through or being revealed and I understand some of it, in fact most of it is mystifying but you also feel a sense of recognition. For me, my searching for others, like us Ben, is for reassurance from our own kind. Part of me still has barriers up and I am finding it hard to break through them and I need the help and knowledge from other ‘Lightworkers’ to assist me in my awakening.

I too have felt myself withdrawing from friends and certain situations that I feel are no longer important to me anymore but it has been revealed that although we ARE awakening, we must also keep close to those we hold dear in our lives, to keep ourselves grounded especially at this stage of our development, which is also very comforting.

I also know that feeling of speed but it is actually more a sense of urgency we are feeling and I have also been told to be careful as we may go so fast that we will miss vital sequences and signs so although we are shown what seems to be rapid, in order to receive the messages and interpret them accurately we must learn to calm the mind. I find meditation good for this.

You said “When a spiritual opening does occur it feels that profound, so full of wisdom, so full of light that I often feel that I may well be the only person on the planet to feel like it.” I also feel like this, and you will be guided to others and although we are all sharing similar awakenings, each awakening is unique.

My friend, you will be glad to know that the fears will fade with knowledge, and when the calmness comes. From what you said you have already experienced ‘the calm’, this calmness will develop more and more as you progress. Yes, you will have to search though lots of different people’s ideas and their own awakenings in order to discover and learn your own. This may seem overwhelming at first, and I do find it daunting at times, but we must not allow ourselves to become discouraged or distracted, we must listen and feel in tune to our own intuition.

I am here for anyone who feels alone or isolated. I do not claim to know all or any of the answers but I can share my awakening with you. Please know you also are not alone but you must ask for help. I ask for help every day and several times a day from my angels. Learn to ask and to except what is shown or given to you, you will know what is right for you.

One last thing you will find your emotions getting stronger and will feel instant connections to others. You will also start to feel the vibrations if you haven’t already. God bless you Ben. I am here anytime should you or anyone wish to talk.

Love & Light

God Bless you

Lorraine