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Post by rekamennos on Mar 2, 2012 4:56:04 GMT
I have this follower. Been stuck on me for a while, and let me tell you, it's been a struggle to get rid of him. I don't really feel like going into a lot of detail, but in the past few months I have been going through a lot on the darker side of the spiritual world and it has taken me a good four months to finally find my freedom. I am interested in spirits because I am connected to them. I see them, we communicate, and I can feel them no matter where I am. I feel like I can't be without them in my life because of how connected I can be to this part of my life at times, but I know being that open can be such a downfall. I guess my questions are as follows: How do you get sound protection between both realms? Yes, I agree, God has been the ultimate protection I ever need, and it's not that I don't seek guidance from him because believe me I do, every night in fact, I just feel like at time this spirit is making it harder than it actually has to be and maybe my approach is what is not being so effective. I need to learn how to get a handle on things. Just recently I got in contact with my spirit guide, and it has been a wonderful transition in my protection and connection with God. Rachel is a gift truly from heaven above.  Always there to pass on the best words when I need it. Things are not always bad for me, but I just don't know sometimes. Perhaps all of this is due to the irrational fear I have of being taken over again. Any thoughts? |
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Post by rekamennos on Mar 3, 2012 4:13:00 GMT
Okay I'll admit it, actually, I think I am afraid. I can't stand being afraid, but it just won't go away no matter how hard I fight it. I'm afraid of the spirits that speak to me because I am afraid they will try and mess with me like I have been messed with in the past. I don't want to get into details, maybe I should, it just takes too long and I don't honestly feel like going into a detailed explanation. But I had to get it off my chest. I am so afraid. I just want to be safe, I pray every night for God to cleanse my room because I am so afraid that I fear there is something there that is not getting sent away that is hiding from me. And that sounds bad because it makes me sound as though I doubt God's protection, which I don't, I just am scared that a moment that I slip up I will be back at ground zero. I feel like I have to be on my toes every second all the time just to remain vigilant enough to keep the negativity at bay. It's tiring, stressful, and yes I am not ashamed to say it okay--I'm afraid. Whatever if that makes me weak, I am weak, and I know it. But, I do my best, I am resilient, and I do not back down even if things get really tough like they have in the past because I have always worked for everything I have had even my safety...sigh. Sorry I just had to vent, and I figured that people here would understand...  |
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Post by monkey100 on Mar 3, 2012 17:23:48 GMT
Hiya ^__^
I think you are doing well, facing one's fear and admitting that one has fear, is already a great step forward.
Oh, you met your guide ? What does you guide say about this follower you have ? and about the spirits that speak to you ?
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Post by sparklekaz on Mar 4, 2012 15:17:18 GMT
Dear Rekamennos,
I can tell from your post, that are genuinely afraid, and my heart goes out to you. Being sensitive and open to spirit is a great gift. I was told once, that those who are sensitive to spirit have a great light that shines within them. That light shines brightly in the spirit world. Spirit who wish to communicate with the living are drawn to you, because you can sense, see or hear them. Spirit are just people who have passed over.
In life, there are people who are unhappy and in pain. I don't believe, dying changes their character. If they were emotionally unwell when they passed, though I think passing into spirit, does give them a better perspective. I don't think they just shed all the issues they had when they were alive. What you sense as a negative thing from this spirit who is attached to you, is probably the pain of unresolved issues they still carry with them. My suggestion to you, is rather then fearfully trying to send this spirit away from you. Try just sending out love and healing, and the thought that they find peace and go into the light, into God's love.
I can see you know how to ground and protect yourself, and that is good. Something you should do regularly. It is also important to be strong in your own mind and thoughts. Be very firm, if you do not wish to communicate with a spirit, ask them to leave. Remember, to that the only power the spirit world has is what we give to them. So by allowing this spirit to have such a big impact on your life and your thoughts you are giving it power. You are the one who is in control in this situation, not the other way around. I think its important you remember that.
I have spoken to many mediums over time, and they have all had similar experiences to you. It is part of their spiritual growth to learn how to deal with it. It is a challenging path as well as an extremely rewarding one. So its important that you learn now how to deal with this. You say, you feel safe in God's protection. But deep down, there is part of you that is unsure I feel. Don't be, there is nothing more powerful. Nothing negative can resist the light of God's love.
You mention in your post, that you have experienced some dark times. Is this through your spiritual experiences, or part of your own life. Relationships, depression, day to day experiences? Often when we are going through difficult times, we do attract those who have been through similar, and maybe still are even in spirit. This is why it is important to work on your own emotional health and physical well being. Like, attracts like.
Think about who you interact with, do they have a negative affect on you in your daily life. If yes, then distance yourself from this type of person and instead surround yourself with loving, compassionate and positive people. Don't dwell on negative thoughts, fill your time and your mind, with light and positive action and happy activities. I think you will find, that the amount of time you are aware of this unhappy negative attachment will diminish. The thought that kept coming to my mind while typing this reply to you, is 'to be compassionate'. Find that place in your heart when you think of this spirit, and I feel that will help you. Just keep sending them love and healing with a heartfelt prayer, their soul finds peace.
Love and light
Kaz
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Post by sparklekaz on Mar 5, 2012 2:32:20 GMT
Dear Reka, I completely understand your reluctance to go into what is a very personal matter to you. There is obviously a history of interaction then with this spirit. I still believe we can send love and healing outward without connecting directly with a spirit. Still enabling you to keep your distance. But if the idea of this is uncomfortable to you, then obviously, you must do what feels right for you. My feeling is that your Guide, is keeping their distance from you and not offering much in the way of guidance for a reason. That reason is, that this is a big learning curve for you. As I mentioned in my earlier reply. This is part of your spiritual growth. If you are going to continue on this particular spiritual path, it is something you must learn to deal with. Overcoming fear, is a big part of that. I feel until you do, you will get so far and no further. I hope that makes sense to you. Though in saying that, I do believe your guide has your best interests at heart, and will be protecting you even if you are not aware of it. Hopefully, this will reassure you a little. I too was brought up as a Catholic. So I am aware of the deeply ingrained feelings you may have from this. The catholic faith does not encourage spiritual communication, indeed are deeply suspicious of it. They are taught, that it is not of God, but of the nether regions. That all genuine spiritual communications,only come from God via a priest. Healing is only something that is done by a priest or a specially sanctioned lay person. I believe, that we should always test what we receive and sense in spiritual communication. But do not agree that it is only the domain of the ministry. I have to say though reka, though I consider myself now more of a spiritual person, rather then a religious one. I am incredibly grateful for the spiritual foundation I found, from my upbringing. I have a deep appreciation for the ritual and beauty of the Catholic church. As a child, it was this sense of there being something more then what we can see feel and hear with our physical eyes, that came to me while caught up in the wonderful atmosphere of church. I just could not quite believe, that the God I believed in was some vengeful, God, who would caste us into the fiery pits, for making mistakes and being human. But that's another story  Be discerning. Trust your instincts. Nothing we hear, sense or feel from spirit should make us feel uncomfortable or afraid. If you receive anything that is negative or incites you to harm yourself or others, then it absolutely not of the light. But even in these instances, you have the power to send that spirit away. Simply be strong in your affirmations and prayers and surround yourself with light. Maybe it might be a good idea, to work on these feelings before attempting any further spiritual communications. Sit quietly and meditate or pray, whichever feels right for you. Find some inner peace and balance. Get outside in nature, ground yourself daily. Do some self work, learn more about yourself. There are some wonderful books out there, and we have some great people in our chat room, who I feel you would really enjoy talking to that they might help you gain some extra insight from this. Especially Floraloak. You will be ok Reka.. Love and light Kaz |
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Post by jazz on Mar 5, 2012 9:54:26 GMT
I have this follower. Been stuck on me for a while, and let me tell you, it's been a struggle to get rid of him. I don't really feel like going into a lot of detail, but in the past few months I have been going through a lot on the darker side of the spiritual world and it has taken me a good four months to finally find my freedom. I am interested in spirits because I am connected to them. I see them, we communicate, and I can feel them no matter where I am. I feel like I can't be without them in my life because of how connected I can be to this part of my life at times, but I know being that open can be such a downfall. I guess my questions are as follows: How do you get sound protection between both realms? Yes, I agree, God has been the ultimate protection I ever need, and it's not that I don't seek guidance from him because believe me I do, every night in fact, I just feel like at time this spirit is making it harder than it actually has to be and maybe my approach is what is not being so effective. I need to learn how to get a handle on things. Just recently I got in contact with my spirit guide, and it has been a wonderful transition in my protection and connection with God. Rachel is a gift truly from heaven above. Always there to pass on the best words when I need it. Things are not always bad for me, but I just don't know sometimes. Perhaps all of this is due to the irrational fear I have of being taken over again. Any thoughts? Hi It is a wonderful gift from spirit to be able to communicate with those who have passed over into the spirit world....those gifts can offer and bring much comfort to those who go through terrible grief and emotional turmoil of losing a loved one and being away from their loved one....ones. Spiritual workers that have been chosen by God to work for the good of others with their gifts are fully protected by the Divine light of God, i feel you are learning by spirit , how to handle earth bound spiritsl, who believe they are still of this earth plane, spirit never gives us anything we cannot handle, sometimes fear through not being experienced enough to know how to handle these situations take over us...... Always trust in your spirit guides they are your teachers and progress you in your learning to higher levels of their wisdom and of your earth plane wisdom, when they know you are ready. Always ask for your guides and Gods help when you need it you are already protected and safe, you now just have to put your trust in knowing you are always looked after and loved by spirit, they would not put you in any danger, they are asking you to trust in yoursef more and them to help you with this fear you have , there is only light in the spirit world, Gods Divine light and love are there for you, please trust in that light and love, and allow yourself to be guided by spirit for a higher learning of how to handle fear and be free of any fear that has been put before you to learn from. When i cleanse a house or person who has a lower astral entity or earth bound spirit around them, i ask in this way, it may help you to give you some idea, i have had many lessons to learn about my gifts and how to use them from spirit, and they have always been there for me. To send back any earth bound spirits. In the name of our Lord Jesus christ i ask you to turn to the light and go to that light, you are no longer of this earth plane.... your loved ones are waiting for you in the light....in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ i ask our Heavenly Father to receive you into his light and kingdom go to his light now.....In the name of our Lord Jesus Christ i thankyou for taking this soul into your Divine Kingdom all is well in my world....I now release any fear into your Divineness and Love, knowing and trusting i am always protected , guided and loved at all times by your Divine Light and Love. amen. Godbless. Jazz. |
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Post by charu16 on Mar 7, 2012 15:45:31 GMT
Hi Rekamennos,
you should never be afraid as God is always with u even when u are alone... try to do all positive things... like chanting God most of the time.. eat well in dinner also... and try not to stay alone... sleep well...
God bless u ...
charu
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Post by usercarl on Apr 24, 2012 9:50:37 GMT
Hi Reka, i was online in the chat when you shared your concerns about the issue. is the topic still alive in you or is it solved? I wonder what finally worked for you, if anything did, please share , so we all can learn how to cope with such challenging experiences.
I Hope You are well, looking froward to hearing from you, Carl
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Always there to pass on the best words when I need it. Things are not always bad for me, but I just don't know sometimes. Perhaps all of this is due to the irrational fear I have of being taken over again. 
