Writings!!

[sparklekaz]

Dear all...just wanted to share this with you and maybe get some feedback..as I know you are all good at doing..

For some time now, I have had the urge to write..what I mean is, when I meditate or feel spiritual..the urge to write STUFF down. If I'm upset and stirred up inside..I get the urge to WRITE..Its not "automatic writing". It's me, but somehow its not me..lol I sound nuts don't I..anyway, I wrote this last night after coming off the pc..I had the pad on the side, and I just had this overwhelming urge to pick it up and write this down. I want to know what u think of it!!

The Silence - Overwhelming is it solitude, draw into the silence, escape into the silence. We are like souls adrift in the sea of life. This expanse of ocean stretching out before us. This sea of dreams.

Arms reach out to enfold, us drawing us ever more to its core. The light spills out behind me, reaching out to you. Come forth my child, relinquish your hold on life, in stranglehold of fear. Be reborn, be alive, live for the moment, for in the moment you are truly you.

It was a shivery moment..I felt a little unnerved to be honest..excited, but unnerved.. what to do you think??

Lots of love
Karen

[sparklekaz]

and more...The ability to see the future...

Can any of us predict the future.....life is like the tide, it ebbs and flows. Constantly in flux, constantly changing. To try and hold on to life, to mould it to your will, is destructive, not helpful. Let go, cleave your own way. be as the wind, blow this way and that.

[Leon]

May I just talk about my experience Karen, if it ties in. I started writing several years ago and sat with a pen and paper, trying to do automatic hand writing, then all of a sudden I started to write, now the difference in my normal writing was that I expressed myself more in words I would not speak out loud, I would of been to ashamed to say god bless you to someone I may have passed on my travels, or talk philosophically, but not while writing, the true me started to come out bit by bit,. Now after years of writing like this, which at first I took as automatic writing, I now talk at times like I write. Before I was too scared to try to show this deep thinking side of my nature, maybe I was feardful at being laughed at. But after years of reading and thinking about spirituality I feel I have enough knowledge to back my words up now. So what I am saying Karen is what is coming out is just another facet on that diamond of yours, you are polishing another side that has gone unseen. Keep polishing and it will only make you a better person as well as making you a channel for doing gods work.


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[sparklekaz]

Dear leon...

Thank you for your thoughts on this..I feel you are right...in the way you say you don't think its automatic writing..no I don't either. When I am moved in some way, either spiritually or emotionally, I often feels words cannot express fully how I feel. Its as if I have started to reach deep inside me and somehow to begin to articulate my feelings. But still its hard..sometimes, I simply do not have the words in my vocabulary, or the education to be able to express myself as much as I would like. There is a part of me that also wonders if maybe I have started to tap into my "Higher Self" that aspect of me, that maybe retains, some soul memory, or at least some memory of what I was..and who deep inside I still am!!!!

Thank you again my friend, you words have helped a lot.

lots of love
Kaz

[angelight]

Hi Kaz,

I have had similar experiences too. I have done spirit inspired writings. These have been about some of my 'team' of spirit workers past incarnations and some of my own.

I agree with you both, I think sometimes it is our higher selves, sometimes it is guidance. You're right, it is not like automatic writing and you are not sure if it is you or not.....lol.

I felt the first piece of writing you posted was about us as a race learning to connect more with the Divine, the truth. Becoming more aware of all that is....meditating and stuff.

I find it difficult to put across the stuff i have learned in words sometimes too, doesnt mean we havnt learned it tho, lol.

Well, take care sweety....speak soon,

Kel xxx

[undineworker]

well, Karen, I dont know what I can really add...this expanse of ocean, this sea of dreams....maybe we are getting to the place where your water/tidal wave fear/experience comes in...maybe things are coming to the surface inevitably with you...maybe there is nothing you can do to stop the inevitable...I know that is a lot of maybes, but I really have not had any experiences like the one you describe and I wish I could help you more....I hope the others have been able to shed some light on your experience to help you...Leon is right, though, you are a diamond, and you have many facets, like your crystals....and I feel it may be your higher self expressing your soul's desires, rather than your personal, this life desires...if that makes sense....our soul is so old, it has much to say we could not express in this incarnation...when I meditate I ask for my soul to come down and reside within me as I meditate and always feel older, wiser, more centred, and less like the me I am in daily life...I hope that makes some sense to you. I wish I could help you more my friend, but all will become clear, and if you get an excited tingly feeling you know it is spirit, dont you?

Love and Light
Lizzie xx

[speedandlight]

kaz i say do it hun. if you put as much in it as you do healing. you will do good. i cant wait to read what you wright.


love to you kaz


cj

[sparklekaz]

ok...so some more..its kind of short and apologies in advance if its seen as self indulgent ramblings..lol but its nice to get some feedback, not just on what it is..but on the content. It has been suggested to me, that this could be, me trying to work stuff out. Or stuff coming to the surface. But I guess, it can mean things to others not just to me, so if anything resonates with anyone else. Or they want to comment, please comment away..even if its to say..enough already..!!! lol

The Well

Draw up from its depths, dig deep
within it lies the key to all things
We clutch, grasp, pull at life
Why, just let it be
Soul stirring, soul yearning
Water, overflowing, spilling out, water everywhere
Flooding, gushing, pouring, frothing torrent
Washing, cleansing

Mankind has a soul - we reflect light into the darkness
As a race we have a lot to learn
Whereby what we do - actions have implications
Reflect on this
As you do, so will your ability to deter, desist become more apparent
Whereby allowing you to grow
Nevertheless your actions still have to bear fruit
Whereby all things happen for a reason

I know enough with the whereby's, but I just wrote it down as it came. I don't use that word, and thats what makes it interesting.

Lots of love
Karen