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Post by undineworker on Feb 21, 2007 7:01:45 GMT
...since last night, I have felt "off-balance" - as if I am not myself, not someone else, but I don't know who I am....I feel lost, and a little uncomfortable in my own skin....I did not have the energy to meditate last night, and my whole body aches....I have been drinking loads of water, but still I feel as if I need more, I feel dry mouthed, and aching all over...the strange thing is that I feel puzzled by everything...I am struggling to remember the correct words when writing something, I am struggling with normal things like remembering people's names when I answer the telephone at work, and I am struggling with actually staying awake sometimes! This has been since Monday morning....I had a very peaceful and relaxed weekend, and Monday came as a shock going back to work, yet it feels like something more than that....a kind of tipping of my inner scales, which makes me feel as if I don't know what is coming next, and that feels a little scary....I feel kind of angry inside but I don't know why....I would love it if we could wave a collective magic wand to help me to understand what is going on...I didn't even have any dreams which helped me to get a handle on this....any ideas....anyone do me a "clarification" reading?
love and light and thanks!
Lizzie xx
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Post by Leon on Feb 21, 2007 11:08:52 GMT
Dear Lizzie, I feel you know whats going wrong with you, but for some reason you are fighting the truth. Until you allow yourself to live and be yourself in everything you do, you will forever come up against troubles. When we are on a spiritual path, we need to practice what we preach. How would you speak to another women, who had similar troubles to yourself. You would put them straight Lizzie. Like your dream about the dog, you are not looking straight at your problems, it is like there is one rule for you and one rule for others. Please take a little of your own medicine Lizzie. I really think you need to stop lying about who you truly are to your friends and family. As the sad fact is Lizzie, the person your lying to most is yourself. Please release these chains and step forward and be open and honest on your path, with everyone, not just a select few. Walk forward Lizzie out of the shadows and show your light to everyone. God Bless you Lizzie
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Post by zanna on Feb 21, 2007 14:10:23 GMT
Dear Lizzie-Lou.
You will be in my prayers darling for strength & healing. God Bless hun,xxx
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Post by tickledpink on Feb 21, 2007 17:19:56 GMT
Dearest Lovely Lizzie Do you KNOW how WONDERFUL you are ?? Do you FEEL the beauty of your being ?? You are UNIQUE....... Do you ever think of how WONDERFUL that is ?? We are 6+ billion people on our planet at this very moment. How AMAZING is it to know that there is NOBODY exactly like you...... How MARVELOUS is it to be a singular unique expression of Source ?? For me, it is by far, the most amazing thing of all.... Each of us adds our own unique brand of beauty and wonder to this playground we call home. This world would be drab, to say the least, if we all expressed ourselves identically. My greatest passion, is to know others, and to discover the unique aspects of their particular individual self. If someone chooses to be anything other than who they truly are, they bypass the opportunity to shine their most glorious Light of all....... The Light of their true being...... a Light that shines so radiantly, no words could ever describe its' beauty..... You are this Light, you are this beauty...... I'm happy to have the chance to know you....as you are.....xo..... Love to you Lizzie xoxox.......Many hugs, with a few extra ones today for you..... Kerry xo
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Post by sparklekaz on Feb 21, 2007 19:23:33 GMT
Dear Lizzie, The thought that came to me as I read your post was "aah, like a Chameleon, shedding its skin". You are changing my friend, and I think with it comes a period of disorientation. You are struggling with out moded habits, taking control, instead of it being in control of you. The lack of energy or tiredness is I think symbolic of the internal struggle. The amount of mental and physical energy that this process uses is absolutely phemomenal. My feeling is, go with it sweetheart..just go with it!!! On a cautionary note, not being a doctor you understand..lol Your symptoms of drinking so much and not feeling quenched, also the aching limbs and tiredness..may indicate a medical condition..please get it checked out sweetie, just to be on the safe side. Speak soon sweetie. Lots of love Karen
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Post by undineworker on Feb 21, 2007 20:24:53 GMT
thank you all so much for your love light and support...I feel as if I have fallen and you have all held out your arms and caught me and I am borne aloft on your love...that is the most wonderful feeling, I feel the hot prickling of tears as I write this because I feel so loved and safe...please dont stop loving me!!
I have talked long and hard with my husband and I feel that everything will now be well...we were going through some rough times, but all is well and he is healing me with his love and I am healing him by reassessing our lives together...we have so much we want to share and do together, and I am coming out of my shell to be me again...the woman he fell in love with....and he is my other half....love to you all for your caring and kindness.
my lovely little family love and light to you all
Lizzie xx
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