Post by sparklekaz on Jan 31, 2007 12:17:16 GMT
Sorry, I have not been around much, been really ill with flu. Had some very sad news, my beloved Auntie Hannah passed away on Sunday afternoon. Just two weeks short of the anniversaries of the deaths of her sister (my mum) on 6th Feb, and her husband on the 9th. Had this really vivid dream this morning and hoped that Lizzie would look at it for me. Got to get it down before it goes.
I am with a man, who is either my husband Bill or my ex husband Kevin, not sure. We seem to be in some sort of hotel room, or in a hotel reception (strange place to have a bed) when all of a sudden a group of young people with their teacher bursts into the room. I sit up and laugh, and tell my partner to cover up as he is flashing his modesty. I get up and ask them where they are from and who said they could stay. Apparently it is a hostel and they have booked, so I guess they are staying. I start to look for the dormitories, so they can settle in.
I find myself in this very large room, its very white. I appear to be alone. Someone walks into the room, and then we hear this wind, you had better go this person says, hard to tell if they are a man or a women, as the clothes they wear don't give it away. Simple and completely cover them. I will not, I am not afraid, it will pass. The wind starts to fill the room, and my companion seems completely unaffected by it, but me, it starts to lift me off the ground. I feel as if the wind is trying to push me out of the room, but I am determined to stay. I feel as if I am supposed to stay. I ask for help with the wind, I ask for healing, I visualize myself completely surrounded by healing and light and find myself gently landing back on the floor.
I go out of the room and find myself in a beautiful tropical landscape, it feels like south Africa or somewhere like it. There are native people around me, but so tall and beautifully dressed. Its Africa, but not dusty or sandy very lush and green. I see a women planting, she is heavily pregnant. she is wearing a white dress which really emphasizes her swollen belly. I walk and watch, and I remember someone saying, do not hesitate to long, otherwise you will miss out all together. I guess, this is about a decision, I have to make??
I find myself in a garden, its at the end of what looks like a greenhouse or poly tunnel, a very big one. its full of flowers, and at the far end I see what looks like the most beautiful birds, like flamingo's vivid Orange colours. Dipping their feet in the water, a big pond, or small lake. As I walk towards them, it appears they are not birds, but the most gorgeous fish, like massive goldfish, Koi carp. Beside it is a bench. As I draw near, I see my Auntie Hannah sitting on the bench, she smiles at me and I stand beside her (forgetting for a moment she has died) look at those beautiful fish Auntie Hannah, for a minute I thought they were these amazing birds, we laugh. She puts her arms up to me, and I enfold her, in this massive hug, and hold her so close, feeling her pressed against me. Then I remember, and I hold her even tighter. I love you Auntie Hannah I said, she said, you will never love me as much as you do now Karen, and I said, I will love you for ever, I will never stop loving you. We pull apart and she looks into my eyes. I hold her close again, and I feel myself crying and then I awake.
As I lay awake, I almost could hear her telling me, that I had to take care of myself, I wasn't well, and needed to take it easy. Bless her, she obviously knows about the flu!!
I would appreciate your thoughts.
Lots of love
Karen
I am with a man, who is either my husband Bill or my ex husband Kevin, not sure. We seem to be in some sort of hotel room, or in a hotel reception (strange place to have a bed) when all of a sudden a group of young people with their teacher bursts into the room. I sit up and laugh, and tell my partner to cover up as he is flashing his modesty. I get up and ask them where they are from and who said they could stay. Apparently it is a hostel and they have booked, so I guess they are staying. I start to look for the dormitories, so they can settle in.
I find myself in this very large room, its very white. I appear to be alone. Someone walks into the room, and then we hear this wind, you had better go this person says, hard to tell if they are a man or a women, as the clothes they wear don't give it away. Simple and completely cover them. I will not, I am not afraid, it will pass. The wind starts to fill the room, and my companion seems completely unaffected by it, but me, it starts to lift me off the ground. I feel as if the wind is trying to push me out of the room, but I am determined to stay. I feel as if I am supposed to stay. I ask for help with the wind, I ask for healing, I visualize myself completely surrounded by healing and light and find myself gently landing back on the floor.
I go out of the room and find myself in a beautiful tropical landscape, it feels like south Africa or somewhere like it. There are native people around me, but so tall and beautifully dressed. Its Africa, but not dusty or sandy very lush and green. I see a women planting, she is heavily pregnant. she is wearing a white dress which really emphasizes her swollen belly. I walk and watch, and I remember someone saying, do not hesitate to long, otherwise you will miss out all together. I guess, this is about a decision, I have to make??
I find myself in a garden, its at the end of what looks like a greenhouse or poly tunnel, a very big one. its full of flowers, and at the far end I see what looks like the most beautiful birds, like flamingo's vivid Orange colours. Dipping their feet in the water, a big pond, or small lake. As I walk towards them, it appears they are not birds, but the most gorgeous fish, like massive goldfish, Koi carp. Beside it is a bench. As I draw near, I see my Auntie Hannah sitting on the bench, she smiles at me and I stand beside her (forgetting for a moment she has died) look at those beautiful fish Auntie Hannah, for a minute I thought they were these amazing birds, we laugh. She puts her arms up to me, and I enfold her, in this massive hug, and hold her so close, feeling her pressed against me. Then I remember, and I hold her even tighter. I love you Auntie Hannah I said, she said, you will never love me as much as you do now Karen, and I said, I will love you for ever, I will never stop loving you. We pull apart and she looks into my eyes. I hold her close again, and I feel myself crying and then I awake.
As I lay awake, I almost could hear her telling me, that I had to take care of myself, I wasn't well, and needed to take it easy. Bless her, she obviously knows about the flu!!
I would appreciate your thoughts.
Lots of love
Karen
