My Dream

[xoxdeaxox]

I was walking home from grammar school, cause my daughter wouldn't give me a ride home. about half way home the school bus past me and was acting like it was going to stop and pick me up, but then went on. It was a little old lady driving the bus..Then i turn the corner and To my right they were working cleaning up a area with back hoes, but they were leaving two rolls of trees. one on each side. then i came up to a recreational building that was only framed. i went in to look at it and it was so big then i started heading home. The family was there. my family and my in laws. Then my niece and i left in a van to go get something to eat and run to the bank before they closed. i got to the corner and decided to get out and walk and she stayed in and drove the van. I walked past the bank then the drive Thur and after i did i realized that i had past them. so i went around the block to see men working on a old building. they were cleaning up to go home and i watched this one man close these old sliding doors. he walked away and they opened up on their own again. I started to laugh, cause i knew that it was a ghost playing tricks on him. So he came back and closed them again. Again as he walked away they opened again. he looked at me and we both laughter. Then he called over the guys to see it and so he closed it again and it didn't do anything. then as they all left it opened again, but i continued on. i met up with my daughter and niece at the drive Thur and said wait i have to go to the bank first. Went to the bank and made my deposit. then i came back and we stood in line for a long time. finally we up next and then it seem that they were all to busy for us. we stood there and waited, then i seen a old friend and he said that he had put on weight and i said you haven't. that he still looked good. He was cleaning out the fryer and fries was what my daughter and niece wanted so we stood there a little long waiting for the deep fryer to heat up. finally we left and started walking home when we realized that we both left the cars at the drive Thur. we all giggled and started to walk back and get them.

this was so different from all my other dreams. alot of walking, working. I know what its telling me, but i want to see if im right or what you think it is. I think it will be interesting to hear what you come up with. Thank you

[sparklekaz]

Hi Dea,

When we dream of places of learning, i.e. schools and colleges, it can be symbolic of a desire to learn in waking time.l Maybe a inner need to do some courses or to improve on the education that you already have. The old lady on the bus, may be symbolic of the older wiser you, the fact that she carried on driving past rather then stopping to pick you up, in some may indicate that you are worried that you are maybe to old to start again. I don't think this at all, I believe she is saying to you, that you are never to old to learn new skills or go back to school. Only your only lack of self confidence, is what is stopping you. This older wiser you, is driving, she is in control of her own destiny. You on the other hand in the dream, are always driven to and from places by other people.

This can indicate that you are more led by the needs of others or the opinions of others and need to have more faith in yourself. As vehicles in dream scape are symbolic of our own personal energy and ambition. The type of vehicle and the speed in which it is traveling indicates how quickly or slowly we are moving through life.

Banks in dreams where we make deposits, save our money, are symbolic of other types of deposits. Time invested in something, you have put a lot of effort into where you are in life, and you should be gaining some kind of pay back from that investment. You have paid your dues as it were, and it is time, to reap back the benefits. You obviously have skills and a lot to offer, the queues where you find you are waiting, can indicate, that you always let other people go first, whether that is in your family life or in life in general. Maybe indicating a lack of confidence again, hanging back allowing others in front of you. You do have patience, but there comes a time, when you need to be a bit more pushier..not in an aggressive way, but in a more forceful, you know what you want way, its your turn and you are going to have your time.

Your family is very important to you, your daughter in your dream, is symbolic of a younger you. Someone who is still at the beginning of their life, with lots of positive things in front of them. Take some of that energy, which is inside you, that youthful, optimistic you and harness it, to your own advantage. Also having family around us, indicates a need for security, to have the support of loved ones near. They give you confidence and enable you to do some things that make you nervous.

I found is amusing seeing the ghost playing with the doors, open and shutting them. I feel you have a strong affinity and can see and intuit spirit. In fact, it is at the point when the connection is still a little bit, its there, now it isn't. To help stabilize this, try doing more meditating, or use your artwork to strengthen that connection. It is spirit, having some fun with you, I believe humour is a vital part of the work that you will be doing. Because, sometimes, it can be very serious, and we can become anxious about it. They are simply people who have passed on to another dimension. There humour is as intact there as it was here on earth. I loved the fact that you could laugh too, as I know you understand this. Don't take life or yourself so seriously, look for the lighthearted side of life more. The giggling with your daughter and niece makes you feel like a young girl again, and carefree. I would love to have that in my dream!!

So I would say, to sumerise, that you are thinking about going back to school, or broadening your horizons, whether it be by taking courses and learning new skills, or taking courses that will hone the skills you already have, bring out their full potential. There is a part of you that worries it might be too late, that you are getting to old, that is nonsense. That older you was driving that big bus, and she was in charge of her own life, not being carried around by anyone else. Also there were other people on that bus, maybe you could provide a role model for others, maybe even teaching others the skills you have. Who knows, the sky is the limit.

You have paid your dues, invested in your future, by working hard to achieve what you already have. Be a little more assertive about what you want in life and go for it. Don't be content to keep taking a back seat and letting others go before you. Enjoy life more, relax, see the humour in the world, don't take things too seriously. Eating also with others, shows a desire, to show and share nourishment, be it emotional or educational. Your daughter also shares your gift doesn't she for art, I think there is something in this where you will do more of this kind of thing together.

I hope that this is ok Dea, as always, only take from this that which resonates with you and simply leave the rest.

Love and light
Kaz

[xoxdeaxox]

awww kaz i like the idea that im wise....lol yes i need to learn...but i think that its mostly that i have a lot to learn spiritual still yet. If i went back to school it would be only for photography and that would be just to learn lighting.
yes i am one that it really matters others opinions about me and i am a follower. The cars i was in was crusing...taking our time...the same way i feel about life.
Money....bank...ouch...lol...
i need my family now for support, but i feel that im not getting it...
I enjoyed the part with the ghost and it seemed like it was a spiritual thing that i needed to see...

Kaz i enjoyed this alot...thank you for sharing...and yes most of what you said is true...every dream i have, has taught me a lot. Thank you so much for reading my dream...Deanna