New Dream

[sparklekaz]

I am in a house, I am told that someone is coming to the house to see me. I don't want to see them, so I leave the house. As I am leaving I see the people I don't want to see. A Man and two Women and a child. The women is dark haired and so is the man, her daughter is grown and she is of mixed race and so is her little boy.

I manage to get passed them, before they can see me, but it is as if the wind is pushing me backwards, as if I'm trying to walk into a very strong wind. I have to claw myself forward, to get past before they see me. I pull my hood up so they can't see my face.

I get away, and go thru these alley ways to get into the other street. I meet an old man, who lets me hold on to his arm, as we walk. He knows the short cuts don't know for sure where I'm going, but these people are still following me. I can't let them catch me up. We pass through the backs of shops, fabric shops, shops that sell all sorts like pound shops, I even wander into a craft shop the women in the shop says that a man had purchased a necklace for me, its like an ethnic type necklace, beads threaded on cord and twisted into a pattern. The stones, are Amethyst, Rose Quartz, Aventurine, Moonstone. I say, I don't want it..I feel very upset, I carry on running. In front of me I see the man and the two women. I overtake them, my hood pulled up so they can't see my face. But the little one comes running up to me. I pick him up and hug him, quickly put him down and carry on my way..I do feel really upset in this dream.

[Floraloak]

Kaz, my first impression as I read this dream was... what are you running away from? What is it that you do not want to 'face' ... covering your face in the dream... it is an internal struggle of some sort... I don't feel it's something external you are running from... it's something inside yourself... the people you don't want to see you, I feel are aspects of yourself that you do not want to face ... and there is a 'mix' of emotions about a couple of these aspects...

Walking into a very strong wind... is like walking against the flow...so look at your life… where are you working against yourself… or against the universal flow… we have our intuition/our higher self for more than just our spiritual growth… our whole life is a spiritual journey… so we must learn to apply our spiritual knowledge in our everyday lives too…

Ducking in and out of the different shops and alleys shows us that you’ve tried many different things to resolve some of these issues that you are now running from… when you refused the crystal necklace… you feel very upset… why? Because, a part of you knows that surrendering to your higher self… is what is needed here to resolve these issues. (The higher self here being the man who purchased the necklace for you) Surrender is never easy… it feels like we are giving up a part of ourselves, giving up control, or just simply we feel like failures… none of which is true… we know that intellectually … yet it is still difficult to do…

We often talk about ‘giving it to God’… surrendering our problems to God… what does this really mean and are we really doing it?... How do we surrender to God? The only way I know to do this… is to pray… ask for God for help… and then let it go… by ‘let it go’ I mean do not sit and worry about it… you must ‘trust’ you must have that ‘knowing’ within your whole being that it will be taken care of… and get on with other matters… stay aware of your surroundings… and you’ll see signs of God’s work in progress on your behalf… the moment you start to worry … you have taken the issue out of God’s hands and put them back on your plate… and the cycle starts up again… took me a lot of trial and error’s to figure that one out… but it does work… I’m not saying it’s easy… in the beginning you have to be very aware of the worrying thing… and as soon as you catch yourself starting to worry… just stop it and give it to God again... right away… don’t wait till tomorrow or later or something… but do it right then that moment. You’ll notice that the worrying becomes less and less… and the issue begins to find resolution…

I hope this helps… as always… take that which feels right and true for you Kaz… and leave the rest.

God bless,
Silvia

[angel8]

Excellent words Silvia. I also have trouble just letting go and letting God. I use a mantra and do love it and then my mind interupts this peace by telling me that I should not use a mantra for many reasons. I'd share my own dreams if I could remember them in the morning lol. Kaz's dream here feels familiar to me, so I'll borrow it as my own.

[sparklekaz]

Hi Silvia,

Thank you, your dream does resonate with me on many levels..

I do try and surrender my troubles to God now, as I think there comes a point in everyone's life when they have tried as hard as they can to deal with certain things themselves and it doesn't help. There are some things that I think only God can sort out..

Angelo, feel free to borrow my dreams anytime... I am not surprised that you find it familiar, I think there are many of us out there that try to be all things to all people and the price they pay is their own peace of mind...I guess that is what happens when we love and care. What mantra do you use??

Love and light
Kaz

[angel8]

Kaz,

My ego wishes to understand why this mantra works for me and also tries to convince me that I am wrong. That being said, I do best when I let go and let the Mantra lol. The mantra is, 'I love that I Am healing.'

[Floraloak]

Okay, here's something I just came across and thought how ingenious... it goes like this...

'Worry is a negative form of meditation' so the next time you find yourself worrying about something... take yourself to your sacred space... mold that meditation into a positive one

Hope that helps,
God bless!
Silvia

[sparklekaz]

Hi Angelo and Silvia,

Thanks for the Mantra Angelo, I will give it a try....

A great idea Silvia, I will definitely give it a go...

Love and light
Kaz