looking for a friend

[sparklekaz]

When I was at school, my best friend for most of the time I was at High School was a girl called Kim Roberts. I haven't seen her for the best part of 10 years, I bumped into her briefly in her home town. Last night I had this dream about her.

I had the address in my hand it said 97 Gulliver's Hill, I can't remember the rest of the address. I'm walking along a road which is wide on both sides, there are very old but expensive looking houses. They are terraced even though they are so big. It could be I am in a big cities residential area. Could be London, Bath, Birmingham, anywhere where this type of building can be found. I find the number of the house, I want, I have to climb two lots of paved steps..its a bit like something from the early nineteenth century.

As I climb the steps three people come down, a young women and young man and a much younger little girl. I feel these are my friends children, as I know in real life she has a daughter who is about 28 a son of about 19 and a little daughter who is only about 7 or 8. I ask does Kim Roberts live here. They say no she doesn't. But I feel that I am just being put off as I'm expected but they are not ready for me yet.

I carry on walking,carrying my suitcase, I end up at this building that is like a studio inside. Not a studio but a building with rooms in for different things. I can hear meditation music coming from one room, and the voice of someone talking people through a guided meditation. In another room someone is giving yoga lessons. In another room, Reiki is being taught. I am aware of all these things going on in this building, and I'm aware that this is my friend Kim's business. I am told that she is at home, and I should go back to her house if I want to see her. I hurry out of the building, but my suitcase falls on the floor, all my clothes spilling out. I try to push the clothes back in, but there seems to be more now then when I started. I feel so tired and lonely, wish someone was there to help me carry the clothes. I manage to find another bag from somewhere. Of I go again, to find the house of my friend, but this time, I get lost. The streets seem big and wide and the houses, look so much alike. I try to hail a taxi to take me there.

I wake up..

[Floraloak]

Kaz… very interesting dream. Looks like you went on a journey. Gulliver’s Travel comes to mind. I’m not sure what the story is about because I’ve never read it… but I get a sense of adventure at the start of your dream. However, this adventure does have a few obstacles… the Hill in the address is one… it feels like a little one.

Looking at the numbers in the address 97… if we add the two together they come out to 16, which using numerology, reduces down to 7. Seven is ‘God’s’ number. It is the number of self-reflection, this numbers vibration leads us to examine ourselves, our lessons learned. It is a time for us to look back on where we’ve been and take stock of what happened and how we handled things. This dream is very much a self examination of where you are in life.

Now looking at the numbers separately, 9 is a spiritual number, it is a difficult vibration for many people to handle, as with it comes the ending of situations, relationships, beliefs, etc… 9 is typically telling us that we have come to the end of one cycle within our life and urging us to be ready to enter into the next cycle. This ending makes us look deep within, and allows us to release the things we don’t need any more. This is often where the difficulty of this number’s vibration comes in. We just don’t like letting go! So the harder we hang on the more difficult this vibration becomes. The 7 I’ve already talked about, so I’m just going to sum up what we have here…. You have come to an end of a cycle with something in your life… you are being urged to release or let go of what you don’t need any more before entering the cycle or chapter of your life. You are being urged to do some self-reflection. Examine what has taken place; how you handled the situation; how you can do better the next time (if there even is a next time). Once you’ve looked at the lessons of this cycle… don’t forget to forgive yourself and those involved for any transgression in this process. As this is all part of your journey. You’re spirituality has brought you through this… and it will continue to do so in the next cycle.

k… three… as in three children… 3 is the number of fruition….it denotes the trinity… I see these children as a clue for you as to your next cycle… in that it will be a fruitful time for you, a time of growth. Now, if we look at each child’s age… there too you will find clues… 28 =10=1 and 19=10=1 ; 10 is an interesting vibration; I often use the analogy of placing yourself in a doorway sideways so that you have one foot in one room and the other foot in the other room. If you do this you will understand the vibration of the 10. Releasing one cycle and ready to start the next, often this is where people get stuck. They can’t say goodbye or release the old cycle. If we stand in this doorway too long fear and doubts begin to set in. Careful here; don’t take too long letting go. A new adventure is waiting. Because you have two of them here…I’d say there are two things or situations in your life that are coming to a close.

Two 1s allude to new beginnings… like the 10s there will be two things opening up for you. If we look at the numbers individually 2 and 8; through compromise and cooperation your skills will bring you prosperity… here most people like the think money… lol. And yes 8 is the money number… so you will be using your skills to bring home some bacon, but the 2 tells us that this will be done through partnership. Lol..I think I just repeated myself.

The next age… 19; the 1 is a new beginning… which I already said and the nine is the end of a cycle… so this cycle will be a quick one… one in which you will be honing your skills. So get ready to grow. Movement will be here shortly.

The last age… 7 or 8 … don’t’ forget to reflect (7) on the events of these new cycles… 8 there will be valuable skills revealed to you during this time.

The children saying no and you feeling like they are not ready for you yet… is confirmation that you are not quite in the new cycles yet…. Patience! You have to finish the one you are in now… the one with the Hill [what is it you say? Hmmm… well look at the first part of your dream… it is all about and address, description of a house, neighborhood, etc…] I’d say the cycle that coming to an end is your own residence… and all that it entails; The final dotting of the ‘I’ and crossing of the‘t’.

Okay now back to the last part of the dream… carrying your suitcase etc… here you get a glimpse of some of the skills you’ll be honing and learning… this is a look into the new cycles coming up. It is also a glimpse into what it will be like if you stand in the doorway too long and let fear set in… release the old once it’s done… release it with love and know that without that cycle you would not be entering the new one(s). You don’t want to ‘get lost’ and hail a taxi that never comes.

Thank you for sharing this dream with us and allowing me the opportunity to hone my skills. Take what sits right and true for you and leave the rest.

God bless,
Silvia

[sparklekaz]

Wow, Sylvia, you have given me loads to digest.

A lot of what you say is bang on the money with regards to coming to an end of one phase of my life and moving on to another, to using my skills and heading toward a life where I get to use these skills more fully, this is that transitional phase. Yes, everything you have said makes perfect sense. I am actually at the point of permanently changing residence too. .ie. my house being for sale, once that is completed, I will be free to move forward, not just physically, but mentally and emotionally too.

I loved what you said, about realising that all that happens to us is a part of life, a part of our spiritual path. Forgiving ourselves and others for the hurt that is inflicted on our way this is a very important part of the letting go. Rising above it and seeing the bigger picture is what is important. Hard to do sometimes when you are in the thick of it.

I have this mental picture, of a gopher jumping up and down in a field of very tall grass. The Gopher being me.. desperately trying to see what is over the top..what is in front of me, scared of running into another scary monster, that is an obstacle of life.

If there is something I am definitely sure of, it is that I do not want to be stuck in the doorway of life. I just want to be able to walk through it and hold my head up high....I have so much I want to do, and see and experience, I can't wait, for it all to start..

Thank you for your great interpretation, you are very very good at this..

Lots of love
Kaz