Help me to see you more clearly

[sparklekaz]

As the old year starts to come to an end and the New year beckons, my thoughts turn to the past and to the future. This has been a difficult year for me as I am sure for many others. I ask myself what have I achieved, but more importantly, what have I learned. What have I learned about the world, what have I Lent about myself. I have learned that even though I pride myself on being non judgmental, I still can be. I have always prided myself on allowing my children to have their own idea's and allowing them to express themselves. But I have realized, I can be dominant and controlling. I have prided myself on being Christian like and a spiritual person. I have realized, I have a long, long, long way to go.

As I look ahead to the year in front of me, I ask our father to allow me to grow more as a spiritual being. I yearn to reach out and aspire to be all that I can be, much more then I am. My heart realizes that there is much missing from my life, and that only he can fill it. I ask for guidance, I ask for patience and more of all I ask for forgiveness, when I mess up, as I know I will.

Love and light
Karen

[sunflowerusa]

Dear kaz,

Dont be so hard on yourself! You are a very kind person and have helped me sort my thoughts many of times. so add to your list of the good things you have done this year! You have been a good friend to all of us here! and thank god we get to keep growing for life would be boring if we didnt get to keep learning!lol for that is what i love most about this life I send you good thoughts and send you lots of love and a new year of spiritual growth and happiness!!!! jess

[undineworker]

Dear Kaz,

jess is quite right, you know, you are far too hard on yourself...concentrate on being thankful for everything you have and your gratefulness and blessings will be multiplied....the more you concentrate on your lacking anything, the more the universe tends to bring you that lack...iyswim......the next time you find yourself stressing about not having something....notice how you feel and notice how the lack seems to continue....then shift your focus to the joyous feelings you have at having a cuddle with your husband, and the feelings you have when you are happy, and simply say "thank you God" inside yourself, concentrating on the feelings of happiness and fullness you get....you will find that you get many more joyous feelings on top of those because of this - try it - it really works! And hey, honey, we all have a long way to go, but every journey starts with a single step!

Love and Light
Lizzie xx