Post by undineworker on Dec 19, 2006 7:43:19 GMT
I meditated last night, and just before I went off to sleep, I asked for guidance and this is what I got. I feel so different when I woke up this morning!! What does everyone think? I am reading an incredible book right now called the CELESTINE PROPHECY by James Redfield and it is very very powerful and teaching me so much about myself!
Here is the dream -
I was in a room an office environment with lots of glass fronting (just like our little office at work, it is surrounded by glass partitions) when we suddenly looked out the glass and saw all these people clutching their ears and heads and falling over and going mad then dying! There ensued a panic....it appeared from a newsstory we could hear on the radio within the office that the rest of the world was systematically falling prey to (I think) the results of an amber or emerald crystal which was emitting a high pitched noise and killing everyone....if not, then the monsters were getting them! Total panic, now, when would it happen to us? It was decided that we had to close the doors and not let anyone in.....suddenly down the end of a corridor I could see behind a glass fronted door that there were loads of monsters waiting......(did you ever read the book Where the Wild Things Are with illustrations by Maurice Sendak? that is what these monsters were like, large and hairy with loads of teeth and fangs....but somehow comical looking drawn for a child) anyway, I could see these monsters and knew they were coming. I ran and hid.......then they came and killed everyone....I just shut my eyes and ears and hid......I was afraid. After they left, I emerged from hiding and saw what was left and was not too bothered - I didnt feel sad or bad - after all these were only the people I worked with and they dont matter, I dont even like any of them - they are selfish and money grabbing and materialistic with not a spiritural bone in their bodies - who am I to judge? this sounds callous and non-compassionate, but genuinely I feel that way and dont lie to myself about how I feel. There was someone left alive, and I helped them to their feet and sat them down and tried to reason out why I had been left alive...suddenly again I saw the monsters behind this glass door...I looked at them contemptuously and somehow willed them to go away, AND THEY DID....when it hit me these monsters were from within me, and I was destroying all my surroundings my friends and my colleagues and the rest of the world with these inner monsters....I was being a huge energy vandal and killing people with my attitudes, my marauding monsters were trampling all over the feelings and indeed the lives of everyone else without any thought for compassion, love or caring...it still has something to do with a crystal, emerald or amber, not sure which, but oddly enough I accidentally wore my rose quartz crystal to bed last night and this was the result - I wonder if that has any bearing on this, I am a little uncertain what crystals will actually do to your emotions or feelings. I woke up knowing this was a very powerful message...I just felt so different inside.....I knew I had found some answers to questions I had asked spirit before and I knew I had been shown just how insensitive I had become to others feelings...in my highly stressful job there is no time to be compassionate or caring, sometimes you are answering 6 phone lines and the boss is so greedy and money grabbing there is no room for developing spiritually...you simply have to get on with your job and make money....this is not what I am about and I am always at variance with the way he runs things, but I dont know what else to do...I think I told you I always wanted to take the family back to cornwall, but right now I cant make that happen....I think I will eventually because I want it so much but what do you make of the dream - I was blown away by it!
I pretty much interpreted it as I went along and I think I made sense out of it....its interesting how literal your dreams can be....oddly enough when everyone was being killed it was being done cleanly, there was no blood, just death - I felt such a lack of compassion, it was strange.
Love and Light
Lizzie xx
Here is the dream -
I was in a room an office environment with lots of glass fronting (just like our little office at work, it is surrounded by glass partitions) when we suddenly looked out the glass and saw all these people clutching their ears and heads and falling over and going mad then dying! There ensued a panic....it appeared from a newsstory we could hear on the radio within the office that the rest of the world was systematically falling prey to (I think) the results of an amber or emerald crystal which was emitting a high pitched noise and killing everyone....if not, then the monsters were getting them! Total panic, now, when would it happen to us? It was decided that we had to close the doors and not let anyone in.....suddenly down the end of a corridor I could see behind a glass fronted door that there were loads of monsters waiting......(did you ever read the book Where the Wild Things Are with illustrations by Maurice Sendak? that is what these monsters were like, large and hairy with loads of teeth and fangs....but somehow comical looking drawn for a child) anyway, I could see these monsters and knew they were coming. I ran and hid.......then they came and killed everyone....I just shut my eyes and ears and hid......I was afraid. After they left, I emerged from hiding and saw what was left and was not too bothered - I didnt feel sad or bad - after all these were only the people I worked with and they dont matter, I dont even like any of them - they are selfish and money grabbing and materialistic with not a spiritural bone in their bodies - who am I to judge? this sounds callous and non-compassionate, but genuinely I feel that way and dont lie to myself about how I feel. There was someone left alive, and I helped them to their feet and sat them down and tried to reason out why I had been left alive...suddenly again I saw the monsters behind this glass door...I looked at them contemptuously and somehow willed them to go away, AND THEY DID....when it hit me these monsters were from within me, and I was destroying all my surroundings my friends and my colleagues and the rest of the world with these inner monsters....I was being a huge energy vandal and killing people with my attitudes, my marauding monsters were trampling all over the feelings and indeed the lives of everyone else without any thought for compassion, love or caring...it still has something to do with a crystal, emerald or amber, not sure which, but oddly enough I accidentally wore my rose quartz crystal to bed last night and this was the result - I wonder if that has any bearing on this, I am a little uncertain what crystals will actually do to your emotions or feelings. I woke up knowing this was a very powerful message...I just felt so different inside.....I knew I had found some answers to questions I had asked spirit before and I knew I had been shown just how insensitive I had become to others feelings...in my highly stressful job there is no time to be compassionate or caring, sometimes you are answering 6 phone lines and the boss is so greedy and money grabbing there is no room for developing spiritually...you simply have to get on with your job and make money....this is not what I am about and I am always at variance with the way he runs things, but I dont know what else to do...I think I told you I always wanted to take the family back to cornwall, but right now I cant make that happen....I think I will eventually because I want it so much but what do you make of the dream - I was blown away by it!
I pretty much interpreted it as I went along and I think I made sense out of it....its interesting how literal your dreams can be....oddly enough when everyone was being killed it was being done cleanly, there was no blood, just death - I felt such a lack of compassion, it was strange.
Love and Light
Lizzie xx
