I would like to hear thoughts on a dream of mine.

[alcinious]

This dream has stuck with me for over a month now tho it only occurred once.

It started out with me in an apartment building. A lady came to mY door and told me I needed to sign some papers. I went down to the lobby and there were people waiting to get the papers and some sitting down and reading them. I took mine and signed the last page and handed them back.

Then I saw there was a buffet or lunch of sorts set out for everyone so I went to get a meal. I remember seeing a guy that does videos on YouTube so I sat and chatted with him while he ate. I didn't have any food at this time so I said my goodbyes and went to get food.

Then I realized there was another area that had a fresh bar with fruits and salads. I was then greeted by a beautiful girl from my highschool. She started flirting with me and let me to another line in the line things got a little frisky. She jumped on me and vibrated. Then she told me she had to go but she would be back.

I then saw another girl from my highschool and she was accompanied by a friend of hers. We chatted and I remember the friend she was with was sad. She felt she wasn't beautiful. I told her we are all beautiful. But I needed to go look for a friend. I left them and headed towards some trees.

This is where it gets strange I saw my car wreck I saw the car I was driving at the time of the wreck and was told that what I experienced was grace. That what should have happened was the roof should have been crushed and both sides of the car kinda pushed in. Then I walked further into the woods and everything changed I was standing on grass with sparkles of light all around me. With empty space all around me I remember a feeling of awe at that moment.

Then like nothing happened I left the woods and headed back out to find that beautiful girl. I arrived at what I think was a bus stop and sat down next to a man. After closer inspection this man had boils and red open wounds covering him. He was wearing a suit but his cloths were ragged and looked old. I looked to mY right and there was a similar type man. The two started chatting and one asked the other "Were you an alcoholic?" the man replied "yes.". Then the original man started talking with me and all I can remember are these words. "Don't worry us silverskins don't usually make it to heaven." I wasn't afraid but I wanted to leave. So I told I needed to go find a friend. That beautiful girl.

So I started walking down the street and a car pulled up and that girl was in it. She was kinda rude and demanding. She said "we don't have any music so go in that store and steal a cd. Then kill yourself." I told her to get lost and that I wouldn't steal. She laughed and off they went. I went back to find the girl who said she wasn't beautiful, I couldn't them. So I waited in line for food which I never got before I woke up.

This is just a strange dream that I think of sometimes. If anyone has some thoughts on it I would like to hear from you.

[sparklekaz]

Hi Alcinious

Welcome to the Dream Board

An apartment building, symbolically is the same as a house. The house symbolizes YOU the dreamer. The rooms within the house representing different aspects of you. Your private and public personna, how you view the world and how you believe the world perceives you. Intuitively I feel that an apartment block, which basically is the equivalent of many houses within one building. To me this implies that you are so much more than you think you are. A bit like Dr Who's Tardis, what you see on the outside is only a small part of what you are within. The people we see within our dreams, all on one level represent an aspect of ourselves, even people we know. To understand what their presence is trying to tell us, particularly with people we know - think about what they represent to you. What are their strengths and abilities, their weaknesses and personality flaws. This information can help us to realize what it is within ourselves that needs working on, or bringing forth more.

The old lady represents feminine wisdom. The higher self. Paper work symbolizes the means for self expression. Do you find expressing yourself, articulating your thoughts through the written word helpful? You sit down at a buffet to eat a meal and interact with others. Food represents nourishment of physical, mental, emotional and spiritual self. The foods you choose to eat, will also have meaning. You are drawn to fruits and salads. Fruit symbolizes, reaping what you have sown. Be that a good harvest, or the consequences of a bad one. Productive outcome of a job well done or from facing and moving through your problems. So to me this part of the dream is encouraging you to continue to explore and become self aware, as well as congratulating you on how far you've come and what you've achieved.

The beautiful girl, represents your feminine aspect/energy, which is connected to sensitvity, compassion and nurturing. She will also represent for you, the qualities and attributes you find attractive. A version of your ideal woman. You say she vibrated. This will be you, sensing her energies on a vibrational level. Which would indicate to me that you probably have the ability to feel and channel energy. You felt her, so for me its through the vehicle of sentience that your abilities are strongest. The flirtiness is probably connected to the activating of Kundalini energy. So her place in your dream is not so much a literal thing. I feel it is more to bring to your attention your abilities through the sixth senses. And how through different types of interaction, our senses can tell us more than what our eyes can see. You also acknowledge that beauty is more about what is going on inside then it is about what we see on the outside. So a reaffirmation for you. It would also say that You yourself are beautiful, that you have an inner beauty that you don't see or acknowledge. But spirit see and want to bring this to your attention. Try to cultivate a little more self-love.

The car in your dream represents YOU in your daily life. The size, colour and condition of the car can tell you a lot about yourself. Worryingly the car in your dream is damaged. It's been in an accident, which tells me that at times, you have not been paying enough attention to 'the self'. That you have not always been good at integrating your experiences. In other words, you've got hurt through not learning from previous life lessons. But, you do go on to say that through grace you've been saved from doing yourself serious damage. I believe we are all protected spiritually. It may also be that past good karma has also helped you, saved you from yourself. You say come through it and find yourself walking through the woods. Wood is warm and flexible, can be moulded. Which indicates your ability to adapt well, to your surroundings and life situations when required. Your openness to other people, their ideas and beliefs.

If the woods are like a forest, then it represents tremendous protection, strength and growth. Which reaffirms for me what I felt about you being protected from the worst effects of the mistakes you've made. You come out the other side and find yourself standing on grass which sparkles. This represents growth, nurturing, grounding and protection. The sparkles/little lights - represent holy wisdom, the power to see, feel and understand. Very powerful symbolism here Alc. In dreams much is conveyed through imagary and feeling. Which can only truly be understood by the dreamer. The awe you say you felt in the dream, tells me that even if you couldn't put into words what you were experiencing, on a deep level, you were fully aware of the way in which you have been protected and are continuing to grow, learn and evolve spiritually.

The Bus, is another form of transport, representing how you make your way through life. The bus means that you have tremendous potential for self expression. Explore your abilities with the written word and communication. Writing is a vehicle for self expression and sharing your thoughts, insights and beliefs with others. Carry on doing this, as it will help you with your spiritual growth. I feel this also includes reading the words of others. Its important to remember to only take into yourself what feels right for you. However, the words of others can help us see things from a different perspective. The tatty man who has a drink problem, is I feel a personal warning for you. In waking life has alcohol ever been a issue for you? Or drink itself has caused problems. You were fearful of this man and wanted to get away from him. Problems we suppress in waking time, will often surface in dreamscape. A reminder I think, if you need one, that this may indicate a problem that you need to always keep under control. Or someone close to you, needs to.

These are the parts of the dream that I felt the most drawn too Alc. Please remember that this is only my interpretation of your dream. Please only take from it that which resonates with you, or is helpful and leave the rest.

Love and light
Kaz

[aceofcups]

Kaz.. what a wonderful interpretation of the dream Alcinious had..... I resonate very much with the meaning you shared.

Only thing was the bus symbol.. he didn't get on the bus yet but was just waiting at bus stop, The Bus, different then the car symbol which is symbol of ones own psyche, ones own vehicle...the bus to me is taking oneself more out into the greater world,, because it usually has multiple passengers but he wasn't on the bus yet... still waiting by the stop sign.,, hopefully he will board the bus and open to some of symbolism you got about the bus.


just my two cents,,, but enjoyed reading the dream and interpretation immensely
peace
aceofcups

[sparklekaz]

Hi Ace,

Thank you for your kind and encouraging words. I hope Alc is happy with it too and can take something from it. I must have misread the part about the bus. When he wrote down he sat next to a man, I assumed it was after he'd got on the bus. lol So thank you for pointing that out, and I totally agree with your interpretation of it. Definitely worth more than two cents, money very well spent.

Love and light
Kaz

[alcinious]

Thanks everyone for your thoughts and interpretation of this dream. A lot of what you guys have said really resonate with me. I'll have to take some time and think on everyone's thoughts and see where they lead me. Thanks guys I'm very happy to have found this community of such helpful and awesome people. Namaste

[alcinious]

Hello everyone I would just like to start off with saying thank you to everyone who took time in reading and interpretating my dream. I've had some time to think about your responses and there are a few that resonate with me.

The apartment building representing me and how I'm much more then I give myself credit for or believe myself to be. This is something that I'm looking into with self discovery this will take me a long time to figure out but I feel I'm making strides.

The buffet meaning healing and growth also resonates with me. I've been on a journey that has lead me to grow and heal myself. The fruit and vegetables are the truths and knowledge I've quired I feel.

The female vibrating representing my ability to feel energy is also true. I feel I'm a bit of an empath I pick up on energies fairly often. I used to be effected by others.

The sad female that I told was beautiful and my inner beauty. This one is hard for me to swallow but I also know it to be true. I've always been able to love others while neglecting myself. Growing up I was always chubby so I made people smile because I know what it's like to feel ugly. Self love may be my biggest obstacle.

The car being damaged was indeed self inflicted. Years of alcohol parties and drugs. I have corrected this since.

Being saved by grace, the forest and sparkles of light I'm still working out in my head.But I feel in my heart I know was a divine message.

The bus stop means multiple things to me. The men at the bus stop being alcoholics might have been me one day had I continued down the road I was on.

Not getting on the bus might be my inability to take myself out into the world and share my truths.

These are just some of the things I've been thinking on. Again thank you guys for taking time out to talk with me. I hope you all are well. <3

[sparklekaz]

Hi Alicinious,

Thank you so much for your feedback it is very much appreciated. That you were able to take so much from it, and that it gave you food for thought. It is for me, what makes doing the dream interpretations so worthwhile. I really feel that our dreams can be a rich source of insight and guidance. They can also bring to our attention what we ignore or suppress in our waking lives, that need to be faced, worked through and finally resolved. I do hope you continue to record yours.

Love and light
Kaz

[alcinious]

Jan 19, 2016 17:16:26 GMT sparklekaz said:

Hi Alicinious,

Thank you so much for your feedback it is very much appreciated. That you were able to take so much from it, and that it gave you food for thought. It is for me, what makes doing the dream interpretations so worthwhile. I really feel that our dreams can be a rich source of insight and guidance. They can also bring to our attention what we ignore or suppress in our waking lives, that need to be faced, worked through and finally resolved. I do hope you continue to record yours.

Love and light
Kaz

Yes I'm recording mine now. I'm starting to Lucid dream more and more. Like last night I had a dream where I levitated, used telekinesis and when I found myself in a dark area projected light out of my hand as a type of flashlight. It was pretty fun. I used to have nightmares now I'm controlling the nightmares. I think since I'm meditating before sleep and into sleep its really helping me.