Post by bumblebee on Nov 5, 2012 10:04:01 GMT
Hey there,
I have been trying to visit the chatroom, but no succes. I cannot log in anymore, so maybe I forgot my password, or maybe something is wrong with the system.
Anyway,.. hello to everyone
I wanted to share a dream that I had last night, it was a pretty weird and scary one. I will try to explain, and I hope that anyone that has some ideas about it feels free to share it.
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Horses
I am walking in a field, and around me it is semi dark, as if the night is starting.
I see a wooden door, and I know I am visiting a horse. I have a slightly unnerved feeling about it.
I open the door, and I see a black strong horse standing under a tree. Its night behind the door.
(the type of horse comes from a specific area in the Netherlands, a place where my grandfather is born he is a Friesian, the horse is called a Friesian horse)
I take some steps towards the horse and try to pet him, the horse is slightly scared and I am as well.
Suddenly another horse appears out of the darkness and jumps over us, very wild and fast.
The horse runs into the field where I cannot see it anymore because of the darkness.
The Friesian horse panics and runs past me very fast, into the field and over the fence.
I feel.. panic, I feel a strong need to follow and find him. I cannot see him anymore already, he has run into a village.
I fly after him, I realize I know how to fly because I have done it very often already.
I try to convince myself that flying is possible and it works because I simply am.. flying.
I follow for some time but I do not see the horse anymore.
Something in my gives up and I think to myself 'well.. ok, let it be then, I cannot help it'.
I go back to my own place, and the other horse is still close. Something about this horse scares me quite a bit. Its not a normal fear, it feels.. unknown and like something I do not grasp or understand its unsettling, eerie.
I feel so warm and my muscles are weird.
I start waking up, I am in my bedroom, but I cannot move and I feel the scary horse is close. As if the living room, next to my bedroom, is somehow a mix of two things. Both the field with the horse, and at the same time my living room. I feel so disoriented.
The horse is still close.
I still cannot move and I keep looking at my bedroom door.
I make noises to call the scary horse, because I hope the Friesian horse will come back then as well.
But I am scared to call the eerie, freaky, scary horse at the same time.
I try to move and my muscles are weird, like wax. I try to lift my head to watch the bedroom door more closely. But my head tilts over. I am so scared. I still cannot sit up.
Slowly I wake up more, and I try to push myself to get more control over my body. It takes a long time its hard, my body is warm and my muscles do not listen, I am sweating and dizzy. I feel very disoriented.
I realize that I must be awake, and that the horses cannot be real, but I still keep feeling scared of the living room. It feels as if something is there.
In my mind I ask that thing in my hourse to go away, and come back another time, during the day, when I am not scared or alone. But only if it is needed for something.
It took me about an hour to get my body to feel a bit normal again. I ate something and drank water. And when I was brave enough, after 30 minutes or so I walked to the living room.
Sorry that my story is so long.
For me the weird thing about it is that I have not been into spirituality so much, for some time. I sort of pushed it away temporarily to focus on getting my normal life on track.
I have not had this feeling for a long time, and I barely remember my dreams anymore at the moment. But this one was very clear.
I wonder now what others think of the dream.
It could be a fever type dream, because I have a cold at the moment.
If anyone can help me to shed some light on it, that would be wonderful
I have been trying to visit the chatroom, but no succes. I cannot log in anymore, so maybe I forgot my password, or maybe something is wrong with the system.
Anyway,.. hello to everyone
I wanted to share a dream that I had last night, it was a pretty weird and scary one. I will try to explain, and I hope that anyone that has some ideas about it feels free to share it.
---
Horses
I am walking in a field, and around me it is semi dark, as if the night is starting.
I see a wooden door, and I know I am visiting a horse. I have a slightly unnerved feeling about it.
I open the door, and I see a black strong horse standing under a tree. Its night behind the door.
(the type of horse comes from a specific area in the Netherlands, a place where my grandfather is born he is a Friesian, the horse is called a Friesian horse)
I take some steps towards the horse and try to pet him, the horse is slightly scared and I am as well.
Suddenly another horse appears out of the darkness and jumps over us, very wild and fast.
The horse runs into the field where I cannot see it anymore because of the darkness.
The Friesian horse panics and runs past me very fast, into the field and over the fence.
I feel.. panic, I feel a strong need to follow and find him. I cannot see him anymore already, he has run into a village.
I fly after him, I realize I know how to fly because I have done it very often already.
I try to convince myself that flying is possible and it works because I simply am.. flying.
I follow for some time but I do not see the horse anymore.
Something in my gives up and I think to myself 'well.. ok, let it be then, I cannot help it'.
I go back to my own place, and the other horse is still close. Something about this horse scares me quite a bit. Its not a normal fear, it feels.. unknown and like something I do not grasp or understand its unsettling, eerie.
I feel so warm and my muscles are weird.
I start waking up, I am in my bedroom, but I cannot move and I feel the scary horse is close. As if the living room, next to my bedroom, is somehow a mix of two things. Both the field with the horse, and at the same time my living room. I feel so disoriented.
The horse is still close.
I still cannot move and I keep looking at my bedroom door.
I make noises to call the scary horse, because I hope the Friesian horse will come back then as well.
But I am scared to call the eerie, freaky, scary horse at the same time.
I try to move and my muscles are weird, like wax. I try to lift my head to watch the bedroom door more closely. But my head tilts over. I am so scared. I still cannot sit up.
Slowly I wake up more, and I try to push myself to get more control over my body. It takes a long time its hard, my body is warm and my muscles do not listen, I am sweating and dizzy. I feel very disoriented.
I realize that I must be awake, and that the horses cannot be real, but I still keep feeling scared of the living room. It feels as if something is there.
In my mind I ask that thing in my hourse to go away, and come back another time, during the day, when I am not scared or alone. But only if it is needed for something.
It took me about an hour to get my body to feel a bit normal again. I ate something and drank water. And when I was brave enough, after 30 minutes or so I walked to the living room.
Sorry that my story is so long.
For me the weird thing about it is that I have not been into spirituality so much, for some time. I sort of pushed it away temporarily to focus on getting my normal life on track.
I have not had this feeling for a long time, and I barely remember my dreams anymore at the moment. But this one was very clear.
I wonder now what others think of the dream.
It could be a fever type dream, because I have a cold at the moment.
If anyone can help me to shed some light on it, that would be wonderful
