Antichrist dream and some things i went through

[drakifer314]

a few years ago i went through alot of things... but on one night i had this dream, mind u i went through alot of things... but the dream was i was a black spirit flying through the hills of my city with people on the ground pointing up at me, saying look. its the Antichrist. there was a train going on in the background and then i woke up. I've had dreams of having wings and learning to fly and have been through things most people and humans cant understand....

but here's the weirdness of my dream...
i felt like i was the Antichrist for a while before i had this dream... i was actually terrified of being him... i actually broke down to a friend one night in an ally and cried my little heart and soul out to him. i told him i don't want to be the Antichrist and he told me i couldn't be... and then i had this dream... i actually was so convinced that i was or could be him that i went out and tested my dream... i went to the spot in my city that was in the hills as to where i was in the dream and waited for a train to pass... when i heard the train i took off running, as fast as i could and held my arms out to see if i could fly... and to my amazement i couldn't... i was lost and confused... i didn't know who or what i was or what i was becoming... so i left the spot on the hill and went and walked around... i ended up at this Methodist church... i went to the top of the stairs and got on my knees and started praying... i was praying for a sign, for a clue, or something as to who i was or who am i or what am i... i have never prayed harder in my entire life... i prayed for approx 45 min or so... then i got up and left... now mind u this was 3 ta 4 years ago... and on this night the moon was red. it was as if it was blood and i have never seen anything like it before... so i left the church and went to go back to the house i was staying at and right before i got there i was staring at the ground... just thinking... and then i come across this cigarette pack. i have never seen cigarettes like this before and i have never heard of them being sold around here... the cigs were called SEVEN STARS.... now mind u i just tried to see if my dream was real and if i was this Antichrist and just got done praying for a sign or something to know who i am or what am i or something... anything.... but i prayed for a sign... so as i came across this cigarette pack i pick it up... and i do it with my right hand... and as I'm picking it up and holding it i remember reading somewhere in the bible, specifically revelations, that it is Jesus, the messiah, that hold the seven stars in his right hand.... and after i found this pack and prayed for a sign and what not my life has never been the same.... i have been through things that people simply cannot understand.... i have felt energy flow from the sky and into my body... pure white light energy.... then i grew wings.... and then i blackened the sun... my name is drake and i live in a very spiritual town... i come from a city where an angel has been sighted... i moved to a town when i was four to this place and this is the first place that has alien encounters documented in the united states history, or so I've been told... my dads dad was a local Freemason where this angellic human being with wings has been sighted... i want to talk to someone as to what I'm going through or if anybody can help me with what I've seen... i believe i have broken out in prophecy before... my spiritual friends who happen to be Wicca or something of that sort have told me lots of things... i have met this person who claimed to be the Antichrist and said he released his soul one day when i was living away from this town... it was around the same time i felt a very bad spirit come inside of me and take possession.... made me twitch and see things that i have never seen before... things that scared this s*** outta me.... i coulda swore that it was the Antichrist that came into me and took possession.... I'm looking for someone to talk to that is serious about helping me and getting me through these hard times in my life. I'm hoping that someone on this site reads this and decides to hear my story and trys to explain things and helps make sense of what I've gone through. thank u for your time.

[sparklekaz]

Dear Drake,

Welcome to the Dream Board.

I am assuming it is the first part of your post that relates to your actual dream and the second paragraph that is talking about your feelings and experiences about the dream and afterward.

Dreams are multi faceted and can have meaning on many levels. They are made up of a amalgamation of our waking thoughts and experiences. Books we have read, films we have watched, conversations we have heard or been part of, and on another level, they are a means of our higher self communicating to us words of guidance and inspiration.

Prior to this dream, you were already very anxious and worried. Your thoughts were very much about the Anti Christ, so this will account for your focus in the dream of being about this figure.

Dreams are rarely straightforward, and the meaning of dream symbolism can often surprise people, in as much as they are rarely literal. So lets look at the dream.

In dream symbolism a spirit represents a part of the self the dreamer does not understand. All human beings are spirit, whether in their body or not. We are spiritual beings living a physical life. The colour Black represents the 'unknown' and the unconscious. So again there is this theme of there being a part of yourself you do not understand, and because the dream frightens you, it would indicate that there is part of you, that scares you.

In the dream you are flying high through the hills. Flying in dreams is a very positive symbol. To be flying indicates that you are out of your body and free of physical limitations. In other words you have the ability to rise about your problems and to see things clearly. In flying dreams you have the ability to take control of the dream and guide it to where you want to go and what you want to see. The truth of a situation. It would indicate to me that you are a very sensitive person, emotionally as well as intuitively.

Dream people are all aspects of the self. So the people on the ground looking up and pointing at you, are the aspects of yourself that believes for some reason that you are the anti Christ. What makes you feel this about yourself? Can you pin point when it started? But you, the real you, is flying high above them. Again, this is reinforcing for me that in your heart, your true self, you know this is not true. You have within you the ability to free yourself of this negative perception.

I sense also a tendency within you to project your negative thoughts about yourself outwards onto others. Second guessing what you think, they are thinking. How do you know for sure, that the people down below are not point up at the sky in wonder and amazement at what they see? Negative thinking is a bad habit just like any other. And just like any other it can be turned around. But sometimes people need some outside help to aide them. But the help is there. You simply have to reach out and ask for it.

I am feeling that it is your sensitive/intuitive aspect that you fear and do not understand. Your mind has become stuck in a negative state in waking life. The dream is trying to convey to you that you have no need to be. You have the ability within yourself to pull free of it. To see through the fear of illusion.

To dream you are the anti-Christ or devil, is connected to the ignorant lower aspect of self. The part of you that does not accept responsibility for your actions. It is the part of self that blames others, the part of self that dwells on negative thoughts and actions. In your waking life if you have become overly anxious and fallen into a repetitive cycle of negative thinking. The devil symbolism shows itself. It is asking you to look at these aspects of yourself and work on them. Look for ways of alleviating this.

If you have been feeling like this for some time, it can be a side product of actions and behaviour that goes against your own inner moral guide and compass. Look at what you are doing, and who you are associating with. Ask yourself if these things are good for you? Do they make you happy and content with your life or are they adding to your overall sense of anxiety? Speak to your doctor or see a counselor to help you. There is no shame in reaching out and asking for help. Indeed it is a sign of strength to accept that there is something you cannot fix, by yourself.

Many who are sensitive and pick up on the energies around them, of other people. Find it difficult to discriminate between their own feelings and emotions and those of others. Unable to identify the source and believe it is themselves. What you need is to surround yourself with positivity. With the good and the beautiful in life. To remind yourself, that the world is not a dark and scary place. But a good and beautiful place to be. What we think we create. So if your thoughts are constantly negative, that is all you will see around you. Do you see where I am going with this?

Read some uplifting books, try to learn to quieten down your thoughts, have you considered meditation? Surround yourself mentally with light. Listen to some soothing and relaxing music, this will help to calm your thoughts. Look at your diet, are you eating healthy. Do you overuse drink or tobacco, or any other substances which only aggravate anxiety. There is a very strong connection, between mind, body and spirit. So all these things are important.

Please take care of yourself Drake. This is only my interpretation of your dream, please only take from it that which is meaningful to you, and leave the rest. I would appreciate your feedback.

Love and light
Kaz