Post by blueroses on Dec 30, 2008 21:18:10 GMT
Hello everyone,
I just joined today out of desperation for like minded conversation. I enjoy hearing different thoughts, opinions and speculations about spiritual existence after the death of the body. My precious daughter passed away 3/14/07 at the age of 16 and this has been the longest 21 months of my life. I believed in an afterlife before her passing but since I have been on a mission to find out as much as I can about where she is and what my purpose here is now as I feel like I don't have one anymore and I'm just waiting for my body to die. It is a lonely road as no one shares my interest. The few friends I have left are growing increasingly distant. I have 2 other grown children but they have accepted their sisters physical absence and are moving on in their lives. My husband will talk about her with me but doesn't have the zest for answers like I do. I did receive 2 visits from my daughter within the first 6 months after her passing. Most people I told about this tried to convince me they were dreams but I know for a fact they were not. I did find a psychic medium close to me and have had 2 readings from her. She is amazing and has confirmed my daughter is still around me and sees what has happened in our lives since she left. Her birthday is coming up in January ( she would be turning 18) then her death anniversary (2 years) in March and my heart is still so heavy. I still long to hold her and cry everyday and sleep is a foreign concept to me. Thank you for allowing me to share and I look forward to chatting with you all.
I just joined today out of desperation for like minded conversation. I enjoy hearing different thoughts, opinions and speculations about spiritual existence after the death of the body. My precious daughter passed away 3/14/07 at the age of 16 and this has been the longest 21 months of my life. I believed in an afterlife before her passing but since I have been on a mission to find out as much as I can about where she is and what my purpose here is now as I feel like I don't have one anymore and I'm just waiting for my body to die. It is a lonely road as no one shares my interest. The few friends I have left are growing increasingly distant. I have 2 other grown children but they have accepted their sisters physical absence and are moving on in their lives. My husband will talk about her with me but doesn't have the zest for answers like I do. I did receive 2 visits from my daughter within the first 6 months after her passing. Most people I told about this tried to convince me they were dreams but I know for a fact they were not. I did find a psychic medium close to me and have had 2 readings from her. She is amazing and has confirmed my daughter is still around me and sees what has happened in our lives since she left. Her birthday is coming up in January ( she would be turning 18) then her death anniversary (2 years) in March and my heart is still so heavy. I still long to hold her and cry everyday and sleep is a foreign concept to me. Thank you for allowing me to share and I look forward to chatting with you all.
Grace
