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Post by kat702 on Jan 11, 2016 19:55:32 GMT
1/10/16
I was in the audience of a Theater and just finished watching the production of a play. The seats were empty. I did not see anyone until the end of the play. My boss was there. I gave him $10.00 for gas and tried to give a woman $5.00. It took some convincing to get her to take the $5.00.
Then I told her I left my backpack and purse in the office at the Theater. One of the cast members came out in a costume that resembled a bear with my backpack on his back. I was calm and in a good mood at this point.
On the way out I saw a huge Red banner hanging inside the Theater. I couldn't see what it said.
Then I went out and stood outside and was by myself. There was a pumpkin on the ground that looked fairly large and fresh. I felt very lonely out there by myself and even mentioned it to my boss when he came out.
We walked to his car and his wife was driving. It was a white car. She backed up the car and almost hit a girl. We got in and I was in the back seat on the right and my boss was on the left of me and the other two were in the front seat. that was the end of the dream.
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sparklekaz
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Post by sparklekaz on Jan 11, 2016 22:58:42 GMT
Hi Kat, Welcome to the Dream Board. You dream that you are in the audience at the theatre. The stage, represents the 'stage of life'. How you present yourself or show yourself to others. This can also relate to the different roles we play in life. Mother, daughter, sister, friend, lover etc. You are many things to different people. But in doing so you leave very little for yourself. The empty seats in the audience may indicate that in your waking life you feel invisible, or that you, who you really are, is not seen. Your needs and feelings, what you want out of life not being honoured. You have become the role, rather than being your true self, if that makes sense to you. The empty seats around you may also indicate that you've been feeling alone. We can be surrounded by people and still feel lonely, particularly if we carry a burden or pain inside that we feel we just cannot share with anyone else or know that it's something no one else can bear for us.
In your dream you say your boss appears in the audience at the end. In dreams the people we see irrespective of who they are, are all on one level an aspect of YOU the dreamer. They can also reflect and represent our relationships. So on a personal level, the Boss, represents the critic within the self. This aspect of you, can be a creative or a destructive influence. So ask yourself, do you use your mind energy in a creative/constructive way, or have your thoughts become negative, counter-productive? Your boss can also represent constructive guidance and help. In your dream you gave him some money. Money represents changes. The bigger the sum, the bigger the change. The number 5 can also have meaning. Five in dream symbology means change taking place and very soon. Now this might indicate that you are considering changing your job, or changes are going to occur in the near future that may affect your job. Or changes to your life in general. Either way, the money and the number reinforces this message.
The Red banner you saw in your dream can have two meanings. One is that it is a celebration, something good coming your way. The other is a warning. The fact that it was Red, which can alert someone to danger, and thinking of the words 'Red Flag situation'. I feel the meaning for you is a warning. And looking at the earlier part of the dream I would see that warning, as your higher self bringing to your attention the pressures you put upon yourself. The need to reach out, to articulate how your feeling, and to ask for help because you need it.
To see a pumpkin in your dream implies your openness and your receptiveness to new ideas and experiences. A pumpkin is also symbolic of female sexuality. Alternatively, the dream may relate to the popular fairy tale of Cinderella where a carriage turns back into a pumpkin. In this regard, a pumpkin may represent some situation in which time is running out. In this instance Kat, I feel you will know which meaning applies to in your life situation. Do you have a sense of time running out, a sense of extreme urgency about an issue that is troubling you?
In your dream you say you get into a White car. vehicles in dreams relate to the daily physical life of the dreamer. The larger the car the more physical energy you have available to you. If you were driving the car, it would show that you are in charge of your life. The fact that you are not indicates a feeling of loss of control, of someone else guiding, directing and controling what you do. You need to get back in control and having a say in which way or direction your life is going. The little girl that nearly got run over in the dream is YOU. Your inner child. On some level you've lost that connection to her. She represents innocance, hopes and dreams and the ability to be playful, relax and have fun. She is still there, but she feels vulnerable and afraid. Try to re-connect with this aspect of you. Don't let her get 'run over' by the fact that in life you may be surrounded by people who are careless with your feelings. There are three people in the car with you. The number 3 represents the trinity. Mind, body and spirit. Your dream has a spiritual message for you.
This is only my interpretation of your dream Kat. Please only take from it that which resonates or is meaningful to you and leave the rest. Love and light kaz
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Post by kat702 on Jan 13, 2016 16:28:39 GMT
Called about an apartment went to go move in and at first we only saw one bedroom and a living room then we realize that there was two bedrooms and the bedrooms are large and have huge big king size beds of them and then the second Bedroom the one that My husband and I had and It had two beds in it it was huge it had and attached to the room about patio that had stuff for the swimming pool and had two pool noodles that i think there were red and orange pool noodles and then there was a treadmill in one of those exercise bikes in another room. we had stuffed everything into a cabinet for Benny's treatments but we opened the refrigerator Coke cans were in it and some food and stuff in it and there were some open cans of soda in there it was unopened can of Coke which I pulled out and it was actually a bottle of Coke and so we pull the stuff out of the refrigerator and there were electronics everywhere there was like they were three tbsp in the living room and then there was one in each bedroom and there was a sound system looked enough a lot like the one my grandma had when I was growing up and they were DVD players and CD players everywhere inside this apartment and we had a dog and the dog wasn't there very long the dog was dark dog and the dog was gone and then we talk to the manager about the Benny's treatments in she asked me if I had said something before we moved in and I said no she said do you know that you have to worry about your deposit then I said yes and so that was the end of the dream.
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Post by kat702 on Jan 13, 2016 16:29:37 GMT
The beds had read comforters and fancy pillows and they were very nice
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sparklekaz
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Post by sparklekaz on Jan 13, 2016 16:45:50 GMT
Hi Kat,
Before going on to the interpretation of your second dream. Can we discuss the first one. I feel some feedback from you would be helpful. If for no other reason then you acknowledge your understanding or thoughts on what's been said, before transfering your focus on to the next one. Each dream has meaning and relevance I feel, and this can be helpful in seeing if there is a pattern. An over-riding message that's coming through for you.
Love and light Kaz
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Post by kat702 on Jan 13, 2016 17:38:21 GMT
We've been waiting for the call from his transplant for over seven years when I realized it towards the end of the year that it probably wasn't coming I started to get nervous about my job because I felt like I need some change and then I didn't feel unfulfilled and unhappy and so for the past week I've been reevaluating my life and I am realizing that maybe my job isn't what needs to be changed I really do enjoy my job and honestly what's happening is I'm getting depressed and I'm staying at home and I'm sitting on my butt doing nothing and it's just getting worse and worse.
I need to get out there and start exercising again I have been working on eating healthier than eating the three meals a day I just and I've been sleeping better the last couple days.
So since Christmas my husband bought me some oil paints and I already had some acrylic paints and I've been painting almost like crazy so I've been addicted to it and I'm really interested in learning more about painting so in the last couple days I've been reflecting on things and I got things organized at work and I'm feeling good about work again but I'm thinking that what I really need is not a change in my job but a change in my life and so I'm thinking of joining a local art club and taking some painting classes.
I feel like that I'm really passionate about art and I feel like I'm really good at it and so I really need to explore that part of myself because I think that I've been holding back in my life is outside of work I would go to work I'd come home I really just do basically just do my husbands treatment and I feel like I haven't been expressing myself I haven't been exploring what possibilities are I've been focusing on the wrong thing I think I've been focusing on my job when the problem is actually at home.
I'm tired of feeling stuck and I can no longer let my circumstances with my husband's health affects my growth and progress I love him but I have to do some stuff for myself .
The wonderful thing is is that I talk to him about it and he is super supportive he just wants me to be happy and I'm so lucky to have an in my life.
The other thing that's happening right now in my life that I feel I have no control over is that I'm getting emotional it doesn't take hardly anything to get me a motional the smallest little thing just pushes me right over the edge and it just comes on like nothing and I don't understand why it's happening .
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Post by kat702 on Jan 13, 2016 17:41:28 GMT
I also miss placed my work keys and I've been freaking out about it a little bit I have been looking everywhere for them and I cannot find them
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Post by sparklekaz on Jan 13, 2016 18:05:42 GMT
Hi Kat, Thank you for your response. It sounds to me as if you have a lot going on in your life and have felt overwhelmed by it, at times. I'm really glad to hear that you have the support of your husband and that you have come to the realization that you need something for yourself to focus on. Any type of creative pursuit is great for channeling nervous energy. Art in particular I believe is very therapeutic. Many have said that when they are painting or making something, they lose themselves in what they are doing, and for that time, all worrying thoughts are pushed into the background. So in that respect, it can become almost a medititive act. You say you've been feeling very emotional and don't seem to have any control over it. I know it is worrying, but I believe the outlet of tears, if you do find yourself crying, acts like a release valve on the emotions. A bit like a pressure cooker letting out steam. It's the mind and bodies way of venting out, stopping the anxiety from reaching dangerous levels, where it can affect your health. Such as increased blood pressure. In your dream your anxiety about work and not feeling in control did come through. It sounds to me as if you've put a lot of thought into understanding what the real issues are, and understanding it's context in your life. So that is great. Try not to worry too much about misplacing your keys. Obviously, if you can't find them you will have to tell your boss. Anxiety and stress, lack of sleep can make all of us forgetful at times. You'd laugh if I told you some uof the strange places I've put things. Glad to hear your getting more rest and eating sensibly. Eating a healthy meal three times a day will definitely help your energy levels and aid your ability to relax. It would be nice to see some of your artwork, if you ever feel like sharing. Love and light Kaz
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Post by kat702 on Jan 14, 2016 4:53:49 GMT
I would love to, where do I send the pictures?
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Post by alcinious on Jan 14, 2016 6:34:09 GMT
I would love to, where do I send the pictures? If you want to share your pictures of your art you could upload the pictures to imgur.com you can even make an album to store them all in.
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Post by kat702 on Jan 14, 2016 16:24:43 GMT
I dreamed that my grandma was still alive that she didn't want my aunts and uncles to know that she had not passed away and that I went to go visit her and in my dream I was in a neighborhood that my dad lived in but it think this has more to do with my dad and my grandma does.
my dad passed away a month before my grandma died last year June.
So the next part of the dream I was in a neighborhood that was kind of broken down in messed up kind a like the place that my dad lived before he died and my car broke down.
I took it to a shop and I knew the family of the owner.
I was talking about them giving me a good deal and I was expecting it to be a lot of money so I was asking about payments for fixing the car because I couldn't think I could pay it all up front and they quoted me $1000 and told me that it be ready in two days.
I actually had the money in my dream so I was really kind of happy and relieved in my dream it wasn't too much and so the next part of my dream was in front of my house and this is related to my dad stuff because when he died, he had very little belongings on him. they are actually returning his personal belongings to me this week and in my dream there at my whole front yard was filled with boxes of stuff and my dad didn't have much when he died.
All the really sending is a box and the next part of my dream I was a little kid and I was at some sort of karate retreat type trading place and all of us were outside were coming from outside and there was a big square post standing up outside right next to a lake the lake was very calm and I barely noticed it and we were talking about knocking over the big post thing and then we started going to class we got into the classroom and the teacher going up to the front of the classroom and they were going to try to break a block and a half and they had up on this post up in the front of the room and the teacher did something weird he didn't use his hand to break the block, his hands were clasped around a round metal object that looked like it was hollow on the inside and it was just round and hard around the edges on the bottom and on the sides.
He put his hands around it and slammed down on the piece of wood and broke it in half and then he put it back in the drawer where it looks like it heated up a little bit.
Then he took it out and wiped off and put it back on the top of the table and that was the end of the dream.
My family's been asking me how my dad died and it was not under the best circumstances and I got angry with them yesterday because they pretty much knew how he died but they wanted to hear it from me and I felt like they were just in my mind further tarnishing my dad even though it is gone.
I feel like if I had it laid some boundaries they probably would've rubbed in my face a little bit but I made it very clear to them that he's gone and that the reason for him dying is no longer important because he's in heaven.
I'm not 100% sure of this relates to my dream but I am pretty darn sure that in some ways it does just want to see what you think.
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Post by sparklekaz on Jan 15, 2016 17:36:19 GMT
Hi Kat, This is your second dream.
In dream symbology an apartment is the same as a house, and represents The Self. Where you are in the house, and what is going on provides much insight into the many facets of your life. Walking into darkened or unexplored rooms is exploring unknown parts of the self. You see the bedrooms and the living room. The bedroom relates to rest, dreams, the unconscious and sensual feelings. The living room represents your daily interactions with others. You notice that the bedrooms are large and have big beds in them. The beds symbolize a bridge between the conscious and unconscious. They can for some people also represent a return to the universal womb, a source of power. Beds play an important role in our lives. A place of rest, relaxation, rejuvination, nurturing and sensual intimacy. And a desire for safety.
The fact that the bedrooms are large and so are the beds, indicate that the symbolism attached to them is very important or relevant to you. You have already said, that relaxation and rest has been difficult for you. The bedroom should be a place of safety, a refuge from the pressures of the outside world and waking life. In waking life, while having this dream, it is not hard to see why the figure so largely in your dream. However, the bedroom and the bed is a place where we can connect to the universal womb and power source. Guidance and help can be made available to you through the power of your dreams. I think you are beginning to see that this is so. Keep a dream diary/journal by the side of your bed, and job down as much information as you can about your dreams, as soon as you wake. The time of day, night or daytime, sounds, colours, shapes and numbers. All will have relevance.
The swimming pool represents rest and relaxation. The exercise bikes symbolize the need for balance in your life. Rest, relaxation and balance. Are these the things that have been missing in your life? Literally the dream is showing what you need. To help you reclaim back your energy, and how to tap into a valuable source of guidance, i.e. your dreams - to help you regain your equalibrium, and improve your general health. The pool noodles are red and orange. In dream symbolism the colour Red represents - energy. The colour Orange represents - energy and peace. But in your case, I strongly feel they are also connected to your chakras. I don't know if you know much about the chakras. Briefly, The term chakra comes from Sanskrit – the ancient, sacred language of India – and means 'spinning wheel'. It refers to the ever turning energy centres that are a part of your subtle or energetic body. While chakras are not physical, they do correspond to specific locations, organs, hormones and activities of the body. They also influence and are influenced by your thoughts, feelings and life areas. Although there are thousands of chakras all over the body, yoga and healing practices focus mainly on seven major chakras. Each chakra has a corresponding colour. Listed below are the two chakra's that I feel your 'noodles' represent.
First Chakra: Root Sanskrit Name: Muladhara (meaning support) Colour: Red Location: Base of spine Corresponding areas: Survival, physical grounding, sustenance and abundance, feeling safe, secure and supported, having basic needs met.
Second Chakra: Sacral Sanskrit Name: Svadhisthana (meaning sweetness) Colour: Orange Location: Below the naval/belly button Corresponding areas: Pleasure, passion, sexuality, fertility, creativity, desires, appetites and cravings, enjoying life in physical ways, sense of deserving and being worthy.
If you read through the corresponding areas of these chakras, then I can hope you see why I felt there was a connection between them and your dream. I believe that your first and second chakras are out of balance. Now this may have happened because of the stress and pressure you've been under, or it may be that they were already out of sync, because of previous life experiences. There is a lot of information available online, in connection to the chakras and how to rebalance or healing weakness in these areas. You could also visit a reiki/energy healer for rebalancing. But its important to understand that to put right what is out of alignment permenantly, needs a committment from you to focus more on your own health and well-being, by making the life-style changes neccessary to facilitate it.
The cabinet or drawer represents a storage place for idea's. Available but closed off. So in relation to Benny's illness. Are there some area's of discussion that are a closed subject? Is there a conversation you need to have, but avoid? The refrigerator indicates that emotionally, some things have been frozen and not looked at. This may be connected to a conversation that is 'the elephant in the room'. Something that needs to be spoken about, even if it's painful. Something that will help you both, even if it's sensitive, as part of your growth as individuals and as a couple. Electrical equipment symbolizes the life force; rate of vibration and frequency. You are an electrical being, and the electricity represents fuel needed for growth. It's about energy and clarity. You have the tools around you to help you. Music, DVD's, i.e. relaxation, meditation. Using internet to inform yourself. Understanding the mind, body, spirit connection to living a healthy whole life. This is about you investing in your own healing. Mentally, emotionally and spiritually.
A dog can represent masculine energy. There are different meanings for dogs. As in the characteristics, loyal, loving, man's best friend etc. However if the dog is aggressive, it can symbolize - anger that needs to be channelled, verbalized.
That is the end of this interpretation Kat. A lot of symbolism and information for you to digest. This is only my interpretation of your dream, so please only take from it that which is meaningful to you and makes sense. I would appreciate your feedback on this before moving on to the next dream.
Love and light Kaz
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Post by kat702 on Jan 18, 2016 15:46:18 GMT
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Post by Leon on Jan 18, 2016 19:34:04 GMT
Kat if you want another dream interpretation I suggest you use DreamGuide.co.uk which Kaz interprets on. She freely interprets dreams for free on here and just asks for feedback. If you want her help in the future, you will have to use the services on Dream Guide. I agree with every word Amylee has said. Kaz spends about 30 minutes or more on each interpretation, she often gives her help for free and just asks for a little gratitude.
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Post by kat702 on Jan 18, 2016 22:40:31 GMT
Thank you Leon, that info was very helpful.
Kaz has been wonderful and I have been blessed by her kindness. I have been interpreting my dreams since September and just needed a break. I understand the amount of work that goes into it and definitely appreciate it.
Amy, i only understood some of what you said, and was lost amongst the negative energy. All you have to do is ask. Were all going through something. I actually interpreted some of my dream, and now thanks to Leon I have another source to tap into.
Ill admit I got a bit ahead of myself, but karma has nothing to do with any of this. I have been feeling lost lately. Kaz thank you for giving me a different prospective.
Ill check out the website.
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Post by kat702 on Jan 19, 2016 1:16:52 GMT
Really, it has been that I have been under so much stress lately. Thank you for letting me know.
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