places of power

[sparklekaz]

There are a couple of places I have visited that have been full of energy and power. One being the Isle of Anglesey, at Beaumaris there is a place called Penmon Priory, where there is situated a well, St Siriol's well, this is reputed to have healing qualities. I have always been drawn to this place, and when there, sit and find it so easy to fall into that contemplative state. Something, which is not easy for me in every day life.

Another place is the Chalice gardens in Glastonbury. Of course the Tor, but that is a spot full of energy, that stirs and excites me..why not sure. Although, I do know it is a place for blood shed..that would not excite me, only repulse me, but there are lots of other things going on there.

It would be lovely to hear about the experiences of others and their special places..so come on and share..

Love and light
Karen

[undineworker]

I used to have a strange experience where I lived on the hillside in Inverness. It used to be a battlefield and when I lay in bed at night I could feel the rustling of the trees scratching against my window and sense the energies moving around me as if a thousand souls were trying to call out to me and ask me to help them. I used to sometimes have nightmares wherein I was called to help them pass over peacefully to the other side. I did not have any trees outside my window, and the area was completely built on with nothing left to commemorate the battle. I felt so sad there I only stayed a few months, but I always felt the need for human contact when I lived there, as if I needed to protect myself from so much memory of bloodshed. I think the memory of bloodshed invokes a kind of crying out of the soil/earth to those who are sensitive which is what you felt, Karen.

Love and Light

Lizzie x

[sparklekaz]

I agree with you Lizzie, I believe very much that places hold the energy of what has gone before. Anywhere that has been the site of such a huge event, will hold the residue. Be it, the thoughts of those that were killed, the terror, the pain, all those souls breathing there last in such a terrible way. It is imprinted in the place forever. You are obviously very sensitive, Its a good job you were on there for a few months. I think it would have got to you if you had stayed longer.

I think that is why at Penmon Priory, I have no trouble slipping into that contemplative state, because, Monks had been praying and meditating there for hundreds of years. It is a ruin now, but
that lovely energy is still there. Sometimes, when I touch the walls, or sit, in a spot, where the cells were. I feel very strange. I feel older, and masculine..lol sounds weird doesn't it. Hey, maybe I was a monk in a past life, and that is why I feel so at home there. When I die, I am going to ask my partner to scatter my ashes there. Then I know, my children and loved ones will visit and enjoy its peaceful beauty and serenity as I have.

Lots of love
Karen

[sunflower]

I have been reading all of your posts and find myself truely understanding and feeling connected to all of you, yet find myself in a place in my life that iam not able to share myself. I feel very dead inside and cant seem to find way out. kinda like im watching a world live and am not in it. I do not understand this and want to wake up tomorrow and be alive. I m tired of feeling this way and do not know what or why I am like this. I know that i am the only one that can make myself who i am yet I hate myself for not just being happy. for really I have nothing to really feel bad about, I dont know why im am even writing this. maybe I will wake up tomorrow and feel better. has anyone ever felt this way?

[undineworker]

my dear friend, dont feel bad!! I cant tell you what to do, except try to pray and ask for help. You will receive this help. Every negative experience you have is for a reason and it is feeling bad which helps you to understand how to feel good, iyswim. I know that when you get really down you are not really in a good place to help yourself so all you can do is close your eyes and pray. Just pour out all the feelings you have to god or whatever power you think there is and believe that you will receive help and believe me, you will. I will send you love an dlight my friend. Do not despair.

Karen, wow. You possibly were a monk before, that would really explain those feelings you have. Feeling contemplative is one thing but I have never felt masculine before although they do say we all have yin and yang in us, so we all have the capability of being male or female. That is an amazing story. Enjoy your peace - there seems to be so little of it these days!
love and light
Lizzie xx

[sparklekaz]

Dear Jess,

My heart aches for you honey, I really, wish we lived nearer. Would come round and give u a big hug and share a cup of tea. I know the place that you are at, been there myself a couple of times. Lizzie is right, when you are feeling that low, sometimes, you just have to pray for guidance and just trust that for some reason, who at this moment knows why, you are meant to be feeling what you are feeling.

I know, that it is when I am very very low, that I grow, I am forced to go outside of what I would normally do, seek help from others, either counselors, or find a group of like minded people with whom you can share with. This group is fantastic, I am not knocking it, when I say, you need people you can be with, who will keep you company and physically be there for you. What you get from the Internet should be an extra, a bonus, to what you have in your every day life.

How long have you been feeling like this for..if it has been going on for some months, and you really have tried to look at your diet, and maybe taking a tonic, or mineral supplements. Maybe a little chat with your doctor might help. You could be anemic, or your hormones are playing you up. How old is your youngest child? It really isn't one thing that can cause this kind of very down feeling. What you are describing sounds very much like depression, something I went thru after I lost my first child. I was lucky and got involved with a group, where the group leader was doing a thesis in psychology. I think I was a kind of raw material for his thesis..lol anyway, we talked and talked..I kept a dream diary and I must say, it was a time, when I really locked into my spiritual side, and started to live this life that I now live. Being alive and aware of spirit and of all things going on around me. This feeling of being an onlooker as if watching a play, the play of life..is familiar to me. This is anxiety state, and you are detaching yourself. Your mind is detaching from your body, what you need is to reconnect. You mind, your spirit and your body are all one. A beautiful temple. They need to come back into balance. Is there anyone near you who does Reiki. Or spiritual healing? If yes, then ask them if they will give you some Reiki, and ask Leon, to put you onto his healing list. If you wish, I would be more then happy to send you some distant healing. But the more that do it the better.

I am always here if you want to talk, take heart, it does get better, you just have to put one foot in front of the other. Nothing stays the same for ever..what is now empty, will be full, thats the way of life.

Love and light
Karen

[sunflower]

Thank you kaz and lizzie! You too are very kind and I do wish we live closer to meet. I think you are really special people. I am very lucky to have made such great friends here! This I know cause I have usually have a hard time sharing things with people. I know I will get through this, been in similar place years ago. I trust that what ever the reason God will show me the way! I am a beleiver that everything is for a reason, this has just been sticking around a lot longer than before. I have been to the doc and all health is good! That I am thankful for. This will be a time I look back on and think well thats what that was for! And yes I will continue to pray!!! love and light to both of you!!!!! jess

[Leon]

God Bless you Jessie. All you can do jessie is slowly look at the messages and signs that come your way and follow the path that your heart and mind takes you. God Bless

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