someones curse

[shane]

e veIm trying to tell my problem and use language that is pleasant. I'm working on raising my vibration and I feel I should be careful to uplift others. That being sad I'm sure there's some highly vibrating people on this chat... forum... and won't be effected by trivial things such as a question. This is my problem..slash obstacle slash stepping stone..OK this is what happened about two months I did something on the internet and it brought a total change of energy and I couldn't "move my spirit" "out of my body" I still cannot move. I feel like my chakras won't let me out ..it feels as if a.force is sqeezi.g me every time I go to move my spirit out of my body. I am concise that its possible that someone cursed me and I'm aware of who possibly could have.they had great timing if it was them which makes me uncertain..I have many other thing s spiritually I would like to discuss but this is the most pressing matter I can still move energy through my chakras but no really what I consider my spirit. Any insight?

[cyberangel]

Hi Shane,

Welcome to the forum and thank you for your question:)

I would like to hear more about this problem you are experiencing before I can offer you a proper response.

But let me share something I have learned and believe.


Firstly, I do not think spiritual experiences can be rushed or forced. They happen when it's for our highest good and not by our own wishful thinking or by us trying to 'force' it before we are ready.

Secondly, I don't believe in curses. By that I mean, I don't believe anyone has that 'power' over us, it is ourselves which gives in to our fears. Anyone can suggest something to someone, and depending on that person's state of mind, they can either believe it to be so and in doing so feed that fear, or they can ignore it and then the fear has no control.

Thirdly, Do you ground and protect yourself? You don't give any indication of how you protect yourself and this would concern me as if you don't protect yourself you are leaving yourself open to all energies out there, both higher and lower vibrations.

I cannot express strongly enough on the importance of grounding and protecting oneself before and after meditation or any spiritual work. For example, you would not go out without suitable clothing to protect your body from the elements? well its exactly the same with spiritual work. One must protect our energy field from outside influences.

I look forward to hearing more from you and wish you well.

Love and Light

[shane]

OK I don't know what information to give you.at the time this first happened I was under a blue dome that protected me. Beside prayer and using my spirit to protect me I have started using sage to cleanse and keep away negativity and cedar. I take a shower with
Herbal soap called African black soap.. I will think about what you said about forcing spiritual experiences.. I don't think I'm doing that bevouse I'm already spiritual. I see spirits feel spirits energy and that sort of thing. I'm raising my vibration by eating raw foods fruits and vegetables using certain herbs and crystals on purpose is that what you mean...burning cedar and wearing it in my shoes is kind of new.I feel really blessed by the cedar and grounded. Ah what else I also practice spending time with trees and sending my energy or down through my feet and into the earth for grounding.I imagine that's not a lot to go on I'm not exactly sure what more to say thank you

[cyberangel]

Hi Shane,

Thank you for returning. I can clearly see that you are using ‘many’ methods of protecting yourself indeed. So I am glad you take your spiritual protection seriously

Sage (particularly white sage) is wonderful for cleansing and removing negative energies. Again same for cedar (timber of the gods) cedar also brings peace within and can aid in spiritual learning’s.

I have not heard of the method of wearing burnt cedar in shoes before, is it of Native American origin or maybe Eastern?

You say that you also eat well which is good not just for body but indeed the spirit, so well done. I am a firm believer in the natural properties found in herbs.

You also say that you use crystals, I am only just learning about crystals and their effects with our energy fields, but I wonder which crystals you are using? And are you utilising their different energies correctly?

I think you have firmly established your protection methods and practices. But what I would have liked to have heard more of was the experience you had while online which you claim ‘changed’ your energy.

Where you engaging in a spiritual experience online alone or with others?

Did you feel your energy change immediately or was it over a period of time?

If you were interacting with others online, did they also notice or were affected by this ‘energy change’?

And lastly, why do you think there was a possibility of “someone” cursing you?

Sorry for all the questions but I feel they are necessary to perceive a wider picture. I would be interested in hearing more about the ‘spirits’ you see and feel around you. Have you always been able to do this or is this something you have developed on your spiritual journey?

I look forward to hearing again from you Shane and I’m sure other members here would also love to share their guidance along with their spiritual experiences

Love and Light my friend

[shane]

Putting cedar in shoes I actually read is native American and I don't put themin burnt I did this before burning any the energy makes me feel much denser which I guess that's what grounding does it also brings only good your way. I was not involved in any spiritual activity during this time I think its funny but I went on a dating site as a girl to see what was being said .many spirits attacked me by attack I mean they were masculent spirits low energy.. .I felt like I was in the mind of this girl maybe expirncing what she would have felt because of these entity's coming from these. I want to add I was not pretending to be a girl with messeges.I could feel these different spirits changing the atmosphere as they were coming through.they were trying effecting me on more then one level for several days .I thought thee these blue female spirits were gone there trying to control me is no longer a problem .I blew some cedar smoke on them and waved it around they were really enjoying it I think that was cool. This same time my spirit stopped leaving my chakras .I need to go for now....

[shane]

Ttys..I also have been hearing ringing in my ears... I would like to know any thought s about tuning into to three vibration I can make the buzzing louder or whiter to make it louder I try to raise my vibration to there's to make it quoted I try to blend our energy together by being relaxed. I'll go into more detail later this is almost like a journal been a long time since I was on a forum bye

[Ishtahota]

Everything spiritually works backwards from how we think it does from the physical point of view. Take protection for example. I do not believe in it or use it. If I feel that I need protection then I draw something to me that I will need protecting from. The spirit world does not work the way we think it does, and the higher vibrational spirits do not think the way that we think. We are in duality the world of opposites and they are not.

A curse is in some ways like an entity. If you are afraid of it, it will feed off of your fear and it will give you what you are most afraid of. If you do not except it by being afraid of it, it has no choice but to return to its creator. The curse only knows the intended victim and its creator. It must feed and its food is fear. Wayward spirits also feed on our fear.

Only the living in this world have life force and it takes life force to move objects in this world and to make sounds in this world. People are afraid because they do not know something. And fear is life force energy, but it has no intent behind it and it has no direction to follow. Others can take that life force and put their intent into it.

[cyberangel]

Hi again Shane,

By reading what you have said I feel it’s important to establish whether you are experiencing a true ‘Spirit or Spirits energy’ or is there something medically wrong? I would encourage you to visit with your doctor to see if something physically is wrong which maybe causing the tinnitus or ‘ringing’ in your ears. So many things can affect us naturally, like stress and physical or emotional problems. Also some medications can cause a strange reaction that we might not realise at the time. So I think it’s important to rule out all of the above first before you go further into this ‘energy change’ you feel you are experiencing.

I am also thinking that maybe you got yourself too caught up in the ‘pretence’ of being a girl online. (although I am very confused by what you did exactly) you say “I went on a dating site as a girl to see what was being said” but then you continue by saying “I want to add I was not pretending to be a girl with messeges” so I am a lost by what you did exactly, but my thoughts on it are that maybe you allowed yourself to get carried away and by getting responses from others online you made yourself a point of focus, which you knew was not the real you, so you may have felt a conflict within yourself because of this and this would may have triggered the ‘change’you say you feel in your energy.

Again it’s very hard to understand what exactly happened, but from what you have said I would seriously urge you to visit a doctor, just to rule out anything other than ‘spirits’ first.

Keep in touch and let us know how you get on

Love and Light

[markings]

I am also thinking that maybe you got yourself too caught up in the ‘pretence’ of being a girl online. (although I am very confused by what you did exactly) you say “I went on a dating site as a girl to see what was being said”but then you continue by saying “I want to add I was not pretending to be a girl with messeges” so I am a lost by what you did exactly, but my thoughts on it are that maybe you allowed yourself to get carried away and by getting responses from others online you made yourself a point of focus, which you knew was not the real you, so you may have felt a conflict within yourself because of this and this would may have triggered the ‘change’you say you feel in your energy.

I think it is quite simple, he logged in as a girl but did not reply as a girl. A serious mistake which would leave him open to all kind of abuse, directly expressed or not from the men who hit on 'her' and felt deceived.
There is nothing wrong with role playing, as long as it remains role playing. I can't quite remember the actual number but in Second Life it is thought that the vast majority of girls on there, something like 70% IIRC, are guys playing as girls.
In a world which still puts severe restrictions on the expression of men's emotions, much of it maintained by woman, this is a legitimate way of exploring aspects of one's personality which would otherwise remain under wraps. However, it requires that one plays such a role to the best one can do. It also requires an awareness that one plays a role and most importantly where this role ends, and must end. Any ending will also have to be in a way which does not hurt the other party. That will require skill, a sense of responsibility as player, imagination and foresight.

[shane]

Thanks ...I wasn't sending messages back and forth I was only there seeing what people said..the ringing in my ears came from a spirit that looked gold out of the corner of my eye..I see spirit all the time and feel them to some degree I was just wondering how to connect with them and see them better.I'm already doing things to raise my vibration..I also don't Bellevue I need protection only moments I feel I need sage or some thing like that is if I feel things are clinging to me from stress. I like that it brings a specific charge to the atmosphere and is good for peace and raisin vibration.there are times I feelattacked I'm letting go more since you said that.ibdont know the techniques to hearing spirits talk .I do feel I hear telepathically but its usually a bunch of b.s. . My intuition tells me that by raising my vibration I connect I m sure everyone is different but there must be some similarities of methods. Thanks

[holistichealer]

Shane:

In regard to your question about the ringing in your ears, sometimes it's your guides attempting to communicate with you. That may be the case here. Tell them to... slow down, that they're talking to fast for you to understand... and see if that helps.

[shane]

That was interesting you say that. I just got out of a meditation seeing if I could meet my guides I have not meditated a lot I'm learning that I'm not my thought s I technically already knew that and I'm not my feeling ect. I started out using a guided meditation and then went into a dream like state talking to my guide telephaticaly and I kept seeing different senerios I asked him to reveal himself and I saw a senerio where I was attempting to read a the writing on my phone the more anxious I got the further the phone got a way from me and I couldn't read it. Sorry if I'm writing too much the next senerio was a conversation and I t was suggested listen what this guy in my dream was saying. He mentioned a Spanish knight. What do you guys think.I have not been aware there was a Spanish knights I looked it up I know its not really conformation but there was a thing as Spanish knights.I'm caucasion.I have a connection to metatron I've been told...I saw gold and that made me think it might be an angel so I responded by asking for angels the other day when I heard the ringing plus I'll keep trying to connect with my guides .I all keep practising going into trances...should meditating ever make you feel drained I feel kind of drained.

[Ishtahota]

If you want to fine tune your spiritual abilities it helps to understand why things are so cloudy. Conscious contact can come as clearly as talking on a phone, but we first have to do our part. We send out information to the universe and the spirit world all of the time and it goes out clear as a bell. Receiving information back is where we have the big problem. Our inner conflicts keep us from having crystal clear conscious contact, with the higher self and those in the spirit world.

There is a part of us that knows all of the rules and the laws that matter. The laws of nature are written in our DNA, and the laws of Spirit are written in our hearts. When we break these laws it causes inner conflict, and once that happens it does not matter what kind of gifts that you have, you will only be able to attain about 1/20th of your full potential, if that much.

All of the answers that you seek are inside of you. Cleaning things up requires a person that is willing to their personal clearing work to end all of their inner conflict. A two-way radio does not work to well if you tear it in half, and neither do you. You can do it all, you just have to be willing to do the work.

[shane]

Thank you for your perspective...I feel I have all I need to know. :i get what u mean. I have walls up. I have to expand my conscious.

[saiid37]

hi what is cedar and sage

[samy03]

Seeing someone cursing you or not even letting you feel the pleasure of spirit world and its connection to the divine force in the way of Chakras healing/Meditation/Self-Realization techniques in the spiritual world. It's nothing but a self created illusion of your mind that has in itself established a wall of storm within yourself and letting you feel like getting disturbance in linking with the spirit/soul world.

This thing happens to each one of the human being, in the form of contradicting the things and questioning the identity of them by himself/herself in different intervals of this lifetime. But, the mantra that should not be kept aside from that individual is of the thirst of knowing/realizing that divine/energy and never let it get away from that at any cost.

Same thing goes on with you as well right now. For e.g.

In Spirituality, the joy/peace/feelings tend to change on continous basis. And it all matters about your own deep connection to that internal world of spirit and soul, that how you make your self live in it on daily basis.
It's a journey which never ends. And the results are always changing and new to experience out from it. What important is never let yourself restrict to the particular phase of experience that this body gets and mostly what happens is that the individual starts living in that dilemma of satisfaction, & if its not there then feels like lost and frustrated.

Same is the case with you currently. See yourself the lifestyle changes and compare them from the past with the present, even in terms of your own thoughts process also. Its all in the mind and nothing elsewhere outside. And just a matter of your own conscious and concentration to meet and be at the same point like it was earlier. Like, Creation needs a years of practice and destruction needs a second to enter into the life or anything else.

Ultimately its all in your own hands, to again practice and get yourself involved and devote more time on the meditational and other physical techniques to bring and feel the energies within you once again.

Remember, the God and the Devil they both are within you......And its upto you only to choose whosoever you want to be with your side. Otherwise everything is that divine God and positive and negative vibrations are part of it only.

Rather getting confused on the outcome and comparison of the present with the past. Its better to indulge yourself completely on the efforts and leave the results on the hands of that almighty to decide.

Note : Zero expectation and 100% efforts will be the real satisfaction and peace that even this body will be able to achieve very easily and firmly.

Amen.

God Bless Everyone.