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Post by DeeUSA on Mar 5, 2012 2:06:19 GMT
So I been working on trying to envelope myself in purple light. This was due to the work I've done with Silvia and the reading Jazz gave a few days ago.
I've always found it very hard to meditate until this morning (3/4/12).
I tried to envision me being showered by the purple light but couldn't seem to focus. So I put a couple of pillows over my head. So I'm focusing on a woman (me) being showered in purple light. Still no use.
Then for a split second I readjusted my eyes and got a burst of purple! It scared me but seemed so familiar. Right then and there I opened my eyes. When I did my dog was looking in my direction over my head.
I kept trying to figure out why this burst of purple light felt so familiar..I went to the mirror...I didn't speak but I just stared at myself. I kept looking at myself trying to figure out what about the meditation and purple light was familiar.
So then I remembered back to when I was about 8 yrs old! I remember that I used to do this at night. I would close my eyes and pile pillows on top of my head then I would concentrate really hard. I would see splashes of purple light. Sometimes it would be bright white light and other times brillant red. Then I would let myself drift away. My body would start to feel a combination of numbness and intense vibration. I would feel like I was floating. I would be able to do anything and go anywhere while in this deep state. I could feel someone give me a hug if I needed one. I could even put myself into real situations (they felt like they real). For instance I was an ugly child and boys didn't ask me to school dances and things like that. Since I couldn't experience it consciously I would put myself into this state and experence being on a date with a boy. I'm still trying to figure out everything I would do in this state...I think it's going to take time to remember back to doing this. I wonder why I stopped doing it and I suppressed it.
I TOTALLY forgotten I used to do this! So after I remember I decided I wanted to try this again. I laid back down and tried it again. It was difficult. I can't believe how easy this used to be for me as a child. I tried to do everything I remember doing when I was a kid. I piled the pillows over my head, just leaving a small breathing hole. I concentrated on slowing my breathing down...I relaxed my body especially hands. It took a little bit of time for me to find the purple light. After maybe 10 minutes or so, I started to see small bursts of them and then I saw white...and finally yellow light. I could feel my hands and feet starting to get that "vibration" I used to get when I was young. But I couldn't get my entire body to vibrate.
I finally came out of it due to hearing my dog yelp. It wasn't a painful or "hurt" yelp. It was more like "hey what about me?" type of yelp. I open my eyes to find my dog sitting in the same spot (wagging her tail) as earlier and looking directly over my head as if there's something above it.
Thank you for reading and I look forward to any input you might have.
Many blessings to you, Dee
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Post by Floraloak on Mar 5, 2012 9:37:22 GMT
Wonderful Dee! It certainly is a breakthrough… Meditation will certainly get you there, even without the pillows you might even find out why your stopped and suppressed it during a meditation… it certainly is something to explore. As for the dog… I’m sure she was looking at your aura and even the purple and white light animals see and hear things many of us don’t. I look forward to seeing what you experience during the next healing session. Keep up the good work! God bless, Silvia
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Post by DeeUSA on Mar 5, 2012 14:08:34 GMT
Thank you Silvia for responding. Yes I'm also anxious to find out what I've suppressed and stopped it as well. I can't believe I used to meditate as a young child and had no idea what I was doing! lol
By the way...what is an "aura" and why would my dog notice it? Thats just for my information because you know I'm still learning! :-) I know one thing she definitely had a playful look on her face with her ears raised up.
I'm looking forward to the healing session this Friday as well!
Many blessings to you Silvia!
Dee
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Post by jazz on Mar 5, 2012 22:52:54 GMT
So I been working on trying to envelope myself in purple light. This was due to the work I've done with Silvia and the reading Jazz gave a few days ago. I've always found it very hard to meditate until this morning (3/4/12). I tried to envision me being showered by the purple light but couldn't seem to focus. So I put a couple of pillows over my head. So I'm focusing on a woman (me) being showered in purple light. Still no use. Then for a split second I readjusted my eyes and got a burst of purple! It scared me but seemed so familiar. Right then and there I opened my eyes. When I did my dog was looking in my direction over my head. I kept trying to figure out why this burst of purple light felt so familiar..I went to the mirror...I didn't speak but I just stared at myself. I kept looking at myself trying to figure out what about the meditation and purple light was familiar. So then I remembered back to when I was about 8 yrs old! I remember that I used to do this at night. I would close my eyes and pile pillows on top of my head then I would concentrate really hard. I would see splashes of purple light. Sometimes it would be bright white light and other times brillant red. Then I would let myself drift away. My body would start to feel a combination of numbness and intense vibration. I would feel like I was floating. I would be able to do anything and go anywhere while in this deep state. I could feel someone give me a hug if I needed one. I could even put myself into real situations (they felt like they real). For instance I was an ugly child and boys didn't ask me to school dances and things like that. Since I couldn't experience it consciously I would put myself into this state and experence being on a date with a boy. I'm still trying to figure out everything I would do in this state...I think it's going to take time to remember back to doing this. I wonder why I stopped doing it and I suppressed it. I TOTALLY forgotten I used to do this! So after I remember I decided I wanted to try this again. I laid back down and tried it again. It was difficult. I can't believe how easy this used to be for me as a child. I tried to do everything I remember doing when I was a kid. I piled the pillows over my head, just leaving a small breathing hole. I concentrated on slowing my breathing down...I relaxed my body especially hands. It took a little bit of time for me to find the purple light. After maybe 10 minutes or so, I started to see small bursts of them and then I saw white...and finally yellow light. I could feel my hands and feet starting to get that "vibration" I used to get when I was young. But I couldn't get my entire body to vibrate. I finally came out of it due to hearing my dog yelp. It wasn't a painful or "hurt" yelp. It was more like "hey what about me?" type of yelp. I open my eyes to find my dog sitting in the same spot (wagging her tail) as earlier and looking directly over my head as if there's something above it. Thank you for reading and I look forward to any input you might have. Many blessings to you, Dee Wow Dee that was an amazing experience for you, it came back to you how you used to be able to put yoursef in a higher state of conciousness to connect to your guides and angels. Animals are very aware of spirit around them, my cat often stops what she is doing when she is on the bed with me, and just stares wherever she see;s spirit, whenever i am talking to my son or dad, i have little blue lights flash on around me to let me know my loved ones or guides are around me with their love its really comforting just like the hug you had when you needed it the most, spirit is amazing how they come in and help us, i am glad you have found your way of meditating again, we all have our own way of relaxing the mind , body and soul. It is easier than we think to connect to our Heavenly Father, guides and angels we come here as spiritual beings having a human experiece we are all born with insight that is our spiritual connection, that is why meditation plays a big part in making any connection clearer to us from spirit, being in a higher state of consiousness helps us to become as one with our spirtual self and physical self and balances us out nicely. Our Aura's.....are very beautiful and change colour according to our health, our progress and growth spiritually, and can tell us alot about ourselves physically and personality wise including our purpose here, we each have our own unique Aura colours which can be read and can explain alot about us, not one soul has the same Aura. Our Aura's house or spirit guides, i have an Aura photo clearly showing two of my 5 spiritual guides, which was exciting for me to see, Our Aura is our higher spiritual self, our Aura holds healing energy and can touch those who are unaware of this who need healing,eg, have you ever been in a shop or out anywhere, and there is no one around but you,then all of a sudden there are people close to you? Those people are attracted to your energy which comes from your Aura and gives those who need a healing on whatever level they may need it...emotionly. physically, mentally, and for the soul. Our Aura's incase our physical self with our spiritual being each colour has a different meaning, and purpose... you can look up Aura's to get a better idea than i can explain it, lol,. You have i feel, been given a sign from Archangel Michael that he is with you which must give you peace of mind Did you get my PM? explaining more about your reading? Please read through it again just before you meditate and spirit will help you to understand better the meaning of that reading, take from it what gels with you, and give time for events to happen and show you why they were given to you by spirit in the way that reading was meant to be given to you. All readings need time, as all events happen in their own divine timing, remember there is no time in the spirit world, we have to go with the flow of life as it comes along for us....knowing we are always guided. You will be fine...... Love and Light jazz
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Post by jazz on Mar 5, 2012 23:09:38 GMT
So I been working on trying to envelope myself in purple light. This was due to the work I've done with Silvia and the reading Jazz gave a few days ago. I've always found it very hard to meditate until this morning (3/4/12). I tried to envision me being showered by the purple light but couldn't seem to focus. So I put a couple of pillows over my head. So I'm focusing on a woman (me) being showered in purple light. Still no use. Then for a split second I readjusted my eyes and got a burst of purple! It scared me but seemed so familiar. Right then and there I opened my eyes. When I did my dog was looking in my direction over my head. I kept trying to figure out why this burst of purple light felt so familiar..I went to the mirror...I didn't speak but I just stared at myself. I kept looking at myself trying to figure out what about the meditation and purple light was familiar. So then I remembered back to when I was about 8 yrs old! I remember that I used to do this at night. I would close my eyes and pile pillows on top of my head then I would concentrate really hard. I would see splashes of purple light. Sometimes it would be bright white light and other times brillant red. Then I would let myself drift away. My body would start to feel a combination of numbness and intense vibration. I would feel like I was floating. I would be able to do anything and go anywhere while in this deep state. I could feel someone give me a hug if I needed one. I could even put myself into real situations (they felt like they real). For instance I was an ugly child and boys didn't ask me to school dances and things like that. Since I couldn't experience it consciously I would put myself into this state and experence being on a date with a boy. I'm still trying to figure out everything I would do in this state...I think it's going to take time to remember back to doing this. I wonder why I stopped doing it and I suppressed it. I TOTALLY forgotten I used to do this! So after I remember I decided I wanted to try this again. I laid back down and tried it again. It was difficult. I can't believe how easy this used to be for me as a child. I tried to do everything I remember doing when I was a kid. I piled the pillows over my head, just leaving a small breathing hole. I concentrated on slowing my breathing down...I relaxed my body especially hands. It took a little bit of time for me to find the purple light. After maybe 10 minutes or so, I started to see small bursts of them and then I saw white...and finally yellow light. I could feel my hands and feet starting to get that "vibration" I used to get when I was young. But I couldn't get my entire body to vibrate. I finally came out of it due to hearing my dog yelp. It wasn't a painful or "hurt" yelp. It was more like "hey what about me?" type of yelp. I open my eyes to find my dog sitting in the same spot (wagging her tail) as earlier and looking directly over my head as if there's something above it. Thank you for reading and I look forward to any input you might have. Many blessings to you, Dee Hi again Dee, i forgot to mention, we do supress things that we have experienced from childhood, which is only natural, i found i had supressed certain experiences i had with spirit as one particular one scared me, but when i look back at it now, i can see why i was scared, when i was child i used to walk passed this tree on my way to school, i was always scared of this tree, beause i saw a chinaman sitting under neath it, i used to run passed with my eyes closed because i was so scared, my brothers and cousin who walked with me, used to tease me, and laugh at me, because i was scared of a tree.... years and years later when i found my spiritual path, i learned that i had a chinese guide for a while pop into help me , and then it all made sense as to why i saw that chinaman sitting under the tree i was so scared of , i was actually seeing a spirit guide but knew nothing of spirit guide, the spirit world, of of my spirituality or of my purpose here...... but i had supressed that for along time as life comes in and changes many times as we grow,we do forget things but if when we are ready we will be shown the reason why things happened to us and why we experienced certain things, i was being prepared right back then as child to know of other things passed our earth plane existance. :)so there will be times in all our lives where we may be shocked or scared by something we will experience but dont understand until we are meant to be shown and are ready to be shown why we had that certain experience. jazz
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