A dream full of anxiety

[tiffany86]

I had a dream last night...

I remember looking for something to wear, clothing..It was pouring rain outside, and all I could find were shorts and tank tops, and I felt like "What am I going to do now?" Like anxiety..Then I was an actress, receiving an award and a ceremony, and I was yelling at different audience members, about how they annoy me..Then it turns into schooling, I took an assessment test along with my older brother (who everyone knows, is extremely smart) and the teacher was telling me that I scored super low.Then, tells me, my brother is unique because he scored so high, I felt..just stupid...it made me feel like I was worthless, and I began feeling down on myself. I saw a skeleton, of an old lady, in a room and there were other people but I don't fully remember that experience.

If someone could help interpret this dream, I would really appreciate it, thank you so much.

[sunpuerh]

This sounds like a very frustrating dream and your mind seems to be releasing some stress. It might be a sign to step back and check yourself. If you're feeling scattered and anxious when you are awake, then this dream might be telling you it's time to do something. It could be a window to your actions so keep an eye on yourself and make sure you are enjoying life.

[sparklekaz]

Hi Tiffany,

Clothes in Dream symbology, represent how we wish to be seen by the world. In your dream, you were wearing something that you felt was unsuitable for the weather. This might imply, that in some area's of your life, you don't feel adequately equipped to deal with certain situations. Or you feel you are not presenting the right image.

Rain, is symbolic of cleansing, a preparation for spiritual growth.Now what the connection is between the lack of appropriate clothes to wear, may be to do with you not feeling ready, to move on to this point in your life. Or do you worry, how following a spiritual path may look to others..only you know the answer to this!

Receiving an award in a dream, represents a reward for something you have done well. You have earned this award, through insight, intuition and growth, so you should be congratulating yourself for a job well done. You are shouting at members of the audience, which I guess is strange. But the people in the audience are aspects of yourself. To me this represents some kind of inner conflict going on. Why are you angry with yourself, do you feel that you have compromised your beliefs to achieve what you want in life. Or do you feel that aspects of yourself have let you down. I would focus on getting the award, that is the positive symbolism of this part of your dream. If you have any contradictions within yourself, look at ways of resolving this. Through talking to trusted friends or advisor's, or by using meditation to find calmness and clarity.

On the surface, the issue between you and your brother, seems like harmless sibling rivalry. Especially if you say, in life your brother is extremely smart, and you have always felt as if you are in competition with him, or having to do better, to be noticed within your inner circle. In dream symbology, to dream of a brother, is connected with aspects of yourself that are more masculine. As in what is recognized as traditionally male qualities..i.e. ambition, drive, aggression, etc. It made be that some of these masculine qualities reside within you and that is where the conflict comes from. Or maybe you can use this male energy, to help you more with your life and achievements. These are just some questions to ask yourself.

I suspect, in life you are a bit of a perfectionist. You ask a lot of yourself, and while it is healthy to have standards and want to do your very best. There is a danger, that it can become heightened, and if you feel that you have fallen below what you believe you can do in anyway, you feel very frustrated with yourself.

In dream symbology, a skeleton represents spiritual deadness. This does not mean death, but it implies that you are not connecting with your emotions and intuition. You feel out of touch and unfulfilled. When we are out of touch with our bodies, all that remains is illusion. Form without function, body without spirit.

Maybe this is your fear, that you are not being able to devote as much time to your spiritual growth as you would like. Material accolades are deemed more important in your world, and the expectations of others. You drive yourself forward to achieve this things..but at the detriment of what..?? What is missing from your life at the moment, that is making you feel unfulfilled..

This is only my interpretation Tiffany, please only take from it that which resonates with you, and leave the rest.

Love and light
Kaz

[tiffany86]

Thank you both for interpreting my dream. I really appreciate it.

Kaz, your interpretation made a lot of sense, and made me really think about my life. Thanks again.

[xoxdeaxox]

components and various pieces that composes your life. forgiveness and grace. readiness to be more open and expose yourself. your emotions or some emotional situation. The shirt you wear reveals your attitude and level of consciousness about a particular situation. The role that you are playing in your real life, you feel you deserve some recognition or some acknowledgment of your work. annoyances that you are feeling in your waking life. Something in your mind is bothering you. You need to express what is bothering you.
signifies feelings of inadequacy and childhood insecurities that have never been resolved. you are feeling inadequate or insecure about some aspect of your waking life. inability to persuade others to see your point of view. something that is not fully developed. wisdom or spiritual power. Pay attention to the message or advise that they are conveying you. They help provide life answers and solutions to your problems and try to guide you toward the right direction.