Interpreting My Dream

[tiffany86]

I had this dream last night..that I was in a classroom..I was pregnant, so pregnant my belly button was popped out..and I was sitting next to this guy I didn't know and we were both wearing glittery,or sequence clothes from head to toe. then I left the classroom..I became not pregnant anymore and we were skating together on skate boards I think it was infront of the school.Somehow I lost my skateboard and he gave me his.. That's all I remember..

Any thoughts on my dream would be greatly appreciated

[listener00untoldye]

Hello madame.

Let interpret dream and afterward you can cool off to a worry-less rest.

Being in classroom means that life has you on lessons. Being exceeding in child labor means you are forming a new identity. Sitting next to this guy dressed alike to you entirely in radiant clothes means you listen and are listened to and the clothing represents sensation. Leaving classroom means that lessons are through. Being no longer pregnant just because means moving on. Skating on skate board together in front of school means you turn your lessons into a diversion to settle with. Loosing skate board means loosing that edge to make advantage in life. Male giving you his skateboard means you will not be isolated and will have your way settled no matter what, meaning that that edge advantage to life is fine after-all.

Peace.

[tiffany86]

Thanks listener for giving your insight to my dream, it definitely makes me think and realize some things about my life. Everything thing helps.

So I did have another dream last night, it was really weird, freaked me out..It didn't really make sense to me.

So I had this dream. I was living in an apartment, and I was outside and the fire alarms went off, and I saw all these flashing red lights, trying to get my stuff out. Then for some reason my cousin Ashley called and asked if I wanted her toilet she was getting rid of it, haha so I said yes I would come get it. The next thing I know...all I know is that I have died, Im dead and I am outside with about maybe 10 people that I have never met before. We are in front of..I wanna say a pasture? hills of tall grass and a dirt trail with a wooden fence running along the sides of it. We all start running along this path and we stop where there is a school bus and we all get on the bus and it takes us to heaven..I get there and someone tells me I have to learn a lot of things and I said I don't understand, he said well its hard to explain you just have to learn yourself. So I miss my family I want to see them, but all I see is them grieving my death, and I start screaming and crying because I don't want them to feel like that, it hurts me to see them hurt. When this happens someone pulls me out of it or shuts the door to this vision. then it goes on to where...I start painting with my nail polish..and it was purple..after that I don't remember, that is all I remember..

Anyone have any idea of what this means?

[listener00untoldye]

Yes Tiffany I can interpret as many dreams wished, I like to think myself your equal. Heads up, here I come.

Sept 15, 2009 2:25:53 GMT tiffany86 said:

Thanks listener for giving your insight to my dream, it definitely makes me think and realize some things about my life. Everything thing helps.

So I did have another dream last night, it was really weird, freaked me out..It didn't really make sense to me.

So I had this dream. I was living in an apartment, and I was outside and the fire alarms went off, and I saw all these flashing red lights, trying to get my stuff out. Then for some reason my cousin Ashley called and asked if I wanted her toilet she was getting rid of it, haha so I said yes I would come get it. The next thing I know...all I know is that I have died, Im dead and I am outside with about maybe 10 people that I have never met before. We are in front of..I wanna say a pasture? hills of tall grass and a dirt trail with a wooden fence running along the sides of it. We all start running along this path and we stop where there is a school bus and we all get on the bus and it takes us to heaven..I get there and someone tells me I have to learn a lot of things and I said I don't understand, he said well its hard to explain you just have to learn yourself. So I miss my family I want to see them, but all I see is them grieving my death, and I start screaming and crying because I don't want them to feel like that, it hurts me to see them hurt. When this happens someone pulls me out of it or shuts the door to this vision. then it goes on to where...I start painting with my nail polish..and it was purple..after that I don't remember, that is all I remember..

Anyone have any idea of what this means?

Living in an apartment means having settled down on a regulous term. Being outside when the firm alarm breaks off means being away from controversy that disrupts relating oneself. Seeing all these busted alarm red flashes means that there is alarming environment. Trying to get stuff out of apt all while at it means you are constructive on moving on. Cousin calling to give away toilet means that someone special is being serviceable. Liking the toilet offer means a big bonus for you ( it makes sense to me you would get it later on). Next thing to know to be passed beyond life means You are on a whole new ball game. Being venerated of present form departure by ten people unknown till means it will take ten months to be understood. Being in-front of I wanna say a pasture - hills of tall grass and a dirt trail with a wooden fence running along the sides of it means you are in a free state of form (perhaps you have the ease in life by now). Stopping for the bus and getting on the school bus taking us to heaven means your path of what you are really after on life is so special it is victory. Getting onto heaven and being told allot about learning allot saying I don't understand that I just have to learn myself means that there is expectation to improve on a already victory theme to life, not understanding it means that it will take some work at improving in such way that you need to seek out on your own yourself. Missing family wanting to see them, just seeing fam grieving departure means you are a very important person and that the care taking of this life is gone, that grieving means hungering something that self does not have. Being hurt by fam sad means not satisfied. Having the door shut to that absence means gaining the senses back.

Playing with pretty ink nails means you are a heart throb.

[sparklekaz]

Hello Tiffiany,

Both your dreams are very interesting, here is my interpretation of them.

The first dream, you are with a young man both dressed similarly and very brightly. When a women dreams of a young man or any man, it can symbolise the women's ideal man. Or a male who embodies certain traits and characteristics that the women admires.

The clothes we wear in dream symbology represent how we would like to be seen by others around us. The facade we present to the world. Your pretty glittery clothes would tell me that you are someone who loves to wear pretty things and have a happy bubbly personality. You are fun and others around you respond that side of your nature.

Being heavily pregnant in dream symbology symbolises the birth of new idea's. It may be that you have started a new project and its near to fruition or if not, be very aware of any idea's that come to you at this time. The potential there is for 'great things' great expect ions, as with a real birth. In fact sometimes, dreaming you are heavily pregnant can also be bring to the surface a dream for motherhood...only you know if this is true..

The surfboard, is a gain a fun but fast way of getting about, on one level..do you rush around a lot and are full of enthusiasm for things, but sometimes lose interest quickly?? Losing the skateboard, might indicate that you sometimes pick things up and get excited about them for a while, but lose interest if things don't move along as quickly as you'd hoped..

Just a few idea's to think about Tiffany...

The second dream is more in depth..

You are in your apartment, in dream symbology, the house or place we live in represents us, sometimes referred to as the Mansion of the Soul... each room in our home, representing an aspect of ourselves.

The red lights flashing may indicate a warning, have you felt unsafe or worried at all in your waking life in your home. Flashing lights are usually trying to attract our attention to something. The toilet, in dream symbology, is to do with disposing of waste. Getting rid of something. Is there anything in your life at the moment that you feel you need to get rid of??

You dream that you have died, and passed into another dimension where there are other people. There are green pastures. When we dream about dying, it rarely ever means a real death in physical terms. It is usually symbolic of a rebirth, or of passing from one phase of our lives in to another. It could be that in your dream you have traveled to the spiritual realms. This happens a lot for those who are sensitive, are are opening up psychically. When we sleep the conscious mind recedes being over taken by the unconscious, thus allowing a doorway for us to move from this dimension to another. Many people often dream of their loved ones in spirit or travel to the spiritual realms.

You and your companions catch the school bus, the school bus a mode of transport that shows that you are moving forward in a learning phase. This is also indicated by what you are told when you arrive in heaven. That you have much to learn, but as with all good lessons you have to learn in your own way. It may be that you have been considering broadening your horizons either by learning a new skill, or by going into more depth the interests you already have. It may also indicate that your increased sensitivity is pushing you towards developing your psychic abilities.

You mention your family in your dream, when we dream about our family it can mean a desire to strengthen familial ties or a need to have your family around you. Your family gives us a sense of security, love and warmth. They obviously mean a lot to you, have to been spending as much time with them as you could have, reconnecting with them may help you in ways that you are not currently aware of. Or simply the thought of dying and not seeing them again, brought back to you how much they mean to you and what you would lose if you could not see them again. Just the minds way of again reinforcing and bringing to the surface thoughts that are below the surface in your waking moments.

This is a good dream Tiffany, nothing to worry about at all, just life moving on to the next phase, you are moving on and developing and growing. Make the most of any chances that come your way for developing your mind and interests.

I hope this has helped, as with all things only take from this interpretation what resonates and feels right to you and leave the rest.

Love and light
kaz

[tiffany86]

Awesome! I loved both interpretations, they really did make a lot of sense to my waking life right now. I am going through a transitional phase in careers right now and really just trying to reach that goal without getting distracted, so..very true. I thought the whole death thing and missing my family may have been related to my aunt passing away a couple of weeks ago, it still is so fresh in my mind and I just feel so bad for my younger cousins. I thought maybe I was like putting myself in their shoes for a second and just realizing their pain. I honestly didn't know, but this did help me realize what is really going on and how my dreams are just clues helping me along the way of my life and reassuring me everything is going ok. Thanks Again!

[tiffany86]

Ok so I had another dream last night..Hopefully some of you and give me some insight to what it means..I swear they get weirder and weirder haha.


Ok so I am at my wedding..and I am wearing a black dress..And I keep thinking why do I have this dress on? I need my white dress on, and my stalkings and my white heels..so while I am standing there my fiance and I realize we lost or forgott the rings somewhere, so somehow my mom brought them to me. And then we are standing there up at the alter and people from the crowd one by one stand up and give a speech about us. about what they loved about us, the kind of person we are, memories with friends..but the speech sounded past tense..like as if we were at our funeral. Then I leave the alter to go get my white dress on..and I realize I again put the wrong dress on, this one was tan, or a nude color..and I saw another girl with the same dress on, and I told her to take it off because we cant be wearing the same thing if we are at MY wedding. and then I get onto this lift thing and then it goes into like and indian wedding ritual type deal..really weird..anyway I never got into the white dress I dont think..and Then I remember there being a slide show of me as a little girl, playing with my brother, being silly and it was really cute. So after that for some reason I wanted to go somewhere and I decided to fly..so I did, I just focused hard and I was able to fly, but I couldnt get all the way to my destination in one flight, I kept having to come down, which got annoying. Thats all I remember, hopefully thats enough to make something out of it..Thanks again!

[listener00untoldye]

Hi Tiffany, thanks for another impression.

Being at a your wedding means being the role to a turn around on life.

Wearing black dress for wedding means being totally opposite to everyone else.

Mom returning marriage rings means you are taken care of.

Being in front of altar and having spectators offer speeches of good news means you have become very worthy.

Speech being past tense means you are moving on.

Going to change for white dress but putting on a skin colored dress means you are now about to become natural.

Another individual wearing same alike dress at your wedding means you have an alikeness with other natural people.

Getting to this lift thing and ceremony ritual means being payed attention.

Having slide-show presentation of special youth memories means your life has been worth.

An interest to flight and having do so for a type of ability not getting all done with destination by flying means that there is a great escape and such a escape would not be for much longer.


Namaste to you and everyone's dreams I interpret too.

[tiffany86]

Last night I vaguely remember my dream..but I remember being in a big white truck, like a chevy or something and there were like I dunno 50 little babies on the ground. The truck was in reverse and the breaks were not working,I was trying so hard to stop the truck,slamming on the breaks several times and I was screaming hysterically because I didn't want to run over the babies. Then all of a sudden it switched over to some how me trying to go to school to turn in my homework but for some reason I couldn't turn it in, but I kept trying to find other ways of turning it in but nothing was working..really odd

Let me know what you think, thank you!

[listener00untoldye]

Hi sweet gal, sure any dream interpreted for you.


Riding A big white truck means predominant effort.

Having met with a whole bunch of tiny babies on roadside means you are in charge.

Avoiding hysterically to stop the run over of babies that truck does not cooperate means that you do not want to hurt the people you are in charge over, that it's easy to take advantage.

Not able to turn in homework all of a sudden at sudden turn of event means your responsibility is due and that effort is not good enough.

Please, let me know your say as I would like to understand how my advice comes through.

Namaste.

[tiffany86]

thanks for interpreting for me..I don't understand the second part. That I do not want to hurt the people I am in charge of, easy to take advantage? Also what does the third part mean, my responsibility is due, effort is not good enough...meaning like trying is not good enough, to just do it and know how to do it or something, thats what I got from that.

[tiffany86]

I had another dream last night. Ok I think I was camping in the woods or something close to a lake or some kind of shore. I was with my best friend and she was like stuck in the middle with these 2 guys fighting for her affection, I remember thinking "That sucks, im staying out of that" Anyway for some reason I went to the grocery store with one of the guys, whom I do know in real life..Nice guy..Anyway, after this I remember running along the shore with another girl, I don't know the girl or remember what she looked like...I remember fighting off bugs,they were biting me,lachting onto my skin and I would have to peel them off.It did hurt.Then I smacked one of the bugs while it flew by and I received in my hand two playing cards..One was the ACE of diamonds, and the other was the ACE of Hearts. This is where I woke up. Let me know what you think, thanks again.

[tiffany86]

SO last night Michael Jackson came to visit me, in my dreams. He came to dance and sing for me on the street with some back up dancers..I was thrilled dancing too, loving the performance...

In my waking life I am a nurse, and my mother is currently in school for the medical field as well. Just as a side note.

After this performance was over, there seemed to be a huge crowd of people and Michael was now in a hospital bed. In the hospital and I did not want to leave his side, I felt an overwhelming feeling of love for Michael. He told me he wanted to be with me..and we kissed on the lips on the face..he took his hands and ran them through my hair as he kisses me and pleads with me not to leave him..I told him that when I come to heaven we can spend eternity together. I remember telling him how beautiful he was, and he will always be in my heart..with all of this going on it was known that he was going to die fairly soon.

I woke up with the song stuck in my head "They dont really care about us"

[sparklekaz]

Hi Tiffany,

To camp out in nature is to re establish your connection with the earth and develop a sense of grounding. Getting back to basics in understanding yourself and the calmness and routine of your life. To harmonize with nature and your own inner self, finding a calmness within. I don't know if your life has been chaotic of late, this may be your unconscious minds way of finding that sense of stillness and getting back to normal. It also could be a whisper from your unconscious mind, telling you, this is what you need to do. The lake in your dream is your emotional unconscious, so this to me reinforces the message I've just given you.

Your friend in the dream, symbolises an aspect of you, she may have qualities and traits that you admire. She is being fought over by two men, in our dreams a man is symbolic of our 'ideal'. It can also mean they both have qualities that you admire or wish to emulate, it could be saying that what are considered to be primarily male qualities are qualities that you could try and bring out in your own personality. The fact they are arguing implies conflict, this could be reflecting inner conflict in your own psyche in as much as you are not speaking out more or being more assertive, 'traditionally male qualities'. Or, in real life, it is reflecting an 'actual scenario', where there are two males in your life who are at odds and it is related to you!! Only you know if this is meaningful or not!!

Visiting a store or shop is symbolic of choices in life, maybe you have choices to make in life at the moment, or opportunities are being presented to you. You run along the shoreline of the lake with your friend, skirting the emotions as it were as the lake represents your emotional side. Are you skirting or avoiding any emotional issues at the moment, as your friend is an aspect of you are you pulled in two directions over something?

The bugs, do actually mean something is bugging you, and whatever it is, is hurting you. Again, this could be related to choices in your life, being pulled in more then one direction. Look at ways of improving your mind energy, the earlier part of the dream points the way to how to do this. Get back to nature, go for calming refreshing walks and do things that will relax you and help you unwind. When you do this, the little 'bugs' that are bothering you, you will be able to deal with better as you will have a calmer perspective to look at your life from.

I hope this has helped Tiffany, as always, please only take from this that which resonates with you and ignore the rest.

Love and light
Kaz

[tiffany86]

Thank you..could you interpret the dream of michael jackson? Pleeeeeasse

Here is another dream I had recently.

I was a cheerleader, a high school cheerleader and everyone was looking at me before the performance..I don't have any sort of background of cheer leading or dance what so ever and in this dream I knew this as well, wondering why I was a cheer leader. After the performance was over I sat down and everyone in the stands got up, everyone started learning a dance together. Which I could not do as well, or just didn't want to do it. Then I started talking to a couple other cheerleaders about hair cuts..I said I haven't cut my hair in a long time (Which I haven't in my waking life) and talking about how I liked their bangs or something of that nature. The next thing you know I am in the car going to the airport with Britney Spears. She wanted me to go with her, which I agreed, and she wanted to drive back, and I was kinda worried about that time line, being away for so long. So I told my fiance through text message and I don't remember his reply. After I told him that, I started getting worried because I could no longer get a hold of him, my phone just stopped working. I was constantly worried about my own life at home, him not being worried about me,and knowing i am okay. we get into New York, I get lost somewhere, and into the ghetto I go. I go into this ghetto where there were gangsters with guns, I became scared at this point. This is where this ended and I ended up on some boat at a dock. That is all I remember..let me know what you think, thank you.

[sparklekaz]

Hello Tiffany,

You have a very busy dream life don't you... which is great.. you obviously have great recall, many people forget their dreams shortly after waking. You do remind me of myself in this way, I am lucky and remember my dreams really well. It is also handy though to keep a little note pad by the bed so that if you wake in the night after having a dream you can jot it down quickly. These dreams are often the ones that get lost when we go back to sleep and maybe dream of something else.

Ok, you dream that you are in a stadium cheer leading. This is dancing isn't it, dancing symbolises lightheartedness, happiness and joy. I believe you are by nature a happy and outgoing person and you love to share the things you are interested in with your friends, you are very sociable.

In the dream there are a lot of people there, this indicates to me that you have a varied personality as people in dream symbology usually represent aspects of our own psyche. Also it may indicate in waking life you have lots of friends and family around you.

I do sense that you felt very much 'on show' performing before the audience. Do you feel sometimes in life that much is expected of you and sometimes you have to put on a front, for the benefit of others. Even the most easy going and good natured of us sometimes feels off par and would like to just take a back seat, but push ourselves because we 'think' others expect it of us. In life have you felt recently a lot was expected of you? Or that you can't always just be yourself? Often it is our own expectations of ourselves that put us under pressure and we project it onto others claiming it is what they expect. If the truth be known all our loved ones want is for us to be happy and are not looking for flaws in us it is our own insecurities that are coming through and we project it outwards.

Hair in dream symbology represents strength and vitality, it is also linked to the Crown Chakra, if you are unaware of the chakra system, there are seven major chakra's. Representing seven major energy points in the body. 1st is Chakra is Root symbolised by colour Red, Second is the Sacral Chakra colour Orange, Third is Solar Plexus colour yellow, Fourth Heart Chakra colour Green, Fifth Throat chakra colour blue and Sixth is third eye colour indigo and the crown chakra is Purple. The crown is linked to the higher self and the spiritual intuiative self. Talking about cutting your hair, do you feel that you are being held back in some way in your spiritual growth. The fact it was others that suggested you cut your hair would signify its not something you are happy about, but the feelings of others. On another level, do you feel that your energy levels are depleted in any way.

Britney spears, is a young modern women who is incredibly successful. When we dream of pop or film stars, it is because we admire them and would like to emulate them in our waking life. We may also recognise traits in ourselves that they have. What is it about Britney that you admire or what is it about yourself that you see in her?? Its interesting isn't it..

You are taken by car to the airport, car is the speed in which you are moving through life which is quite fast and the fact you are going to the airport to catch a plane would indicate things are going to speed up considerably in your life.

You text your boyfriend but he doesn't respond, he seems unavailable. This may just be your own insecurities coming out about your relationship. Fear of being left, fear of being unloved, it could also show that in real life you find your fiance to be at times a bit detached and aloof distant. It all depends on how you are feeling Tiffany, this is your dream. It may be that you are feeling more vulnerable and sensitive at the moment.

The ghetto, by name is a place where people are segregated. You seemed to feel uneasy about this in your dream, do you fear being isolated or left out. Guns in dream symbology can relate to our sexuality and conflict. Again, only you know if this is relevant to your life. Again you are about to embark on a mode of transport, this time a boat, which carries you on the ocean!! The Sea, Water, the unconscious. I would say that you are going to be moving forward in your spiritual and psychic development. Work on the things in your life that worry you or may be holding you back.

Our dreams Tiffany are a huge source of inspiration and information with regards to our development. The unconscious mind allowed unrestrained in sleep, as it is not in waking time allows us a window into other dimensions and other aspects of ourselves. Keep a record of your dreams for yourself and I am sure you will find them to be inspirational for you.

I hope this is ok Tiffany, as before, please only take from it that which resonates or feels right to you and ignore the rest..

Love and light
Kaz

[tiffany86]

I love when you interpret my dreams. You are so darn good at it! yeah I am an avid dreamer...I dream so much it definitely gets me thinking, since i can always remember them. Love and light XXXX

[sparklekaz]

Hi Tiffany,

When we dream of famous people as I have said before it is usually because they embody qualities that we admire or recognise in ourselves. Also a famous person in a dream could be a teacher or a guide. Coming to us as an archetype symbolising something within us that we would benefit from, if we could recognise it and bring it out in ourselves.

You meet and he is dancing for you and you join him. Dancing is about lightheartedness, happiness and joy and expression of letting go and just going with the rhythm, 'dancing to the rhythm of life'. In some cases dancing can mean you are dancing around an issue in your life. Only you know if this is true!! A crowd of people are aspects of you, in all your varied persona, as we all wear many different faces. daughter, friend, lover, healer, performer, etc.

What does Michael mean to you, what does he represent and looking at the latter part of your dream you do feel an incredible empathic and love connection to him. A kiss in dream symbology is affection, warmth and communication. What do you feel this dream is trying to communicate to you?

A hospital in dream symbology is a place of healing and regeneration. As a nurse I am assuming you work in a hospital too, so this is a very familiar setting for you. You are loving and reassuring to Michael, a reassurance for yourself in many ways too. This maybe about your views on death and the afterlife, it could also symbolise how you feel and deal with letting go of someone you love, facing death. Or it is simply seeing a transition of yourself as you move from one level of development to another and how you are changing, evolving in your mental and emotional state.

In dreams it is useful to take note of the time of day the dream is happening, morning, afternoon or night. Note any vivid colours that stand out, and how you are feeling yourself, even on waking, how does the dream make you feel?? All these things have meaning within our dreams and help in the interpretation...

I hope this has helped Tiffany, as always please only take from this interpretation that which resonates or is meaningful to you and ignore the rest.

Love and light
Kaz

[tiffany86]

I had a dream last night that my brother, whom I am very very close with, he is considered to be my life long best friend..to me anyway...last night I had a dream that he got into some kind of accident, and the doctors said there is a good chance he will die, that he has a 5% chance of living. I was hysterical.I went to his bedside,told him he is not going to die, and told him to fight because he better make it. Then for some reason my family and i went on a road trip to my grandfathers house in Utah, we drove around his Estate and looked at his nice home.Then we went inside.For some reason his wife said down with me,looked at my resume, and was telling me I need to work harder to achieve my goals or something. That is all I remember..Thanks

[sparklekaz]

Hi Tiffany,

When we dream about our family members it can be linked to solidifying familial connections. The need for the warmth and security of having our family around us. Your brother embodies masculine qualities in yourself as well as looking at your relationship with your brother. In your dream your brother is ill, you say you have always had a close relationship with your brother, on one level this may indicate that you worry about him and his health, or you fear losing him and this comes out in your dream. On another level it might indicate there has been some tension in your relationship with your brother and that your relationship with him needs working at. Only you can say which applies to you!!

The doctor in the dream is symbolic of the healer, guide, wise figure. I don't know how old you are, but often we go through phases in our life when we think about our own mortality as well as the ones we love and it is scary. It is natural and normal, it is simply part of growing older, so the awful possibility of losing someone is played out in our dream scape, in a sense a kind of run through of how we'd feel or what would happen if the worst happened. But really it is just the psyche's way of dealing with strong emotional feelings, that in waking time we tend to push to the back of our minds.

I often feel when we do dream about our loved ones in this way, it is just a gentle reminder to us to remember to let our loved ones know just how much we love and care for them. And to make time to be with them, if of late we have not been able to do so due to the pressures of normal every day life. It doesn't mean its some kind of omen that something is going to happen to them, just a nudge from the unconscious mind, to value and appreciate what we have, while we have it...

In your dream you say it is your brother that has the accident, but he is just an aspect of you and if that is the case then the accident symbolism simply implies that the dreamer's life maybe a little chaotic and a little out of sync. You need to start paying attention to all aspects of your self, you may be moving too fast and need to slow down and concentrate more on your life as it is in the present.

You and your family go on a road trip, so your family is very much a part of your current life path. This could be with giving your moral support, encouragement or they are very involved in the decisions you make in your life choices, only you know if this is true!! You visit your Grandparents estate, this is symbolic of inherited qualities and how you identify your self worth.

You sit down with your grandmother and go through your resume, is that what we call a CV here a curriculum Vitae, your qualifications and work experience and you say that she felt that it was left wanting, or not good enough.

This is about you Tiffany, you feel, that what you have done up to now is not good enough, your own expectations of yourself. It could indicate that you feel that you are not living up to the standards set by your family. But you know that this is all about your own lack of self esteem and self worth, not about how others feel about you.

Everything you have done in your life has been of great value, it is all about building on the foundations you have laid for yourself. Do not measure your self worth totally on academic qualifications, or how well paid your job is. The richness of your life and the quality of you as a person can not measured in this way. You are on a constant voyage of self discovery and learning curve and if you waste your energy by worrying about what you have not done, you will get stuck and unable to move on and carry on doing the things that you already do and do very well.

I hope this has helped you Tiffany, remember as with all the dreams I do, this is just my interpretation, please only take from this that which resonates with you and leave the rest.

Love and light
Kaz

[tiffany86]

last night I had a dream someone was trying to kill my mom and dad...trying to catch them and shoot them...I grasped onto my mom and dad and hysterically crying and would not let them go and just telling them how much i loved them and there is no way they are leaving me. I felt like I myself was going to die just from the pain i had endured during the dream..it was the worst feeling I think i have ever felt in a dream, it was terrible..putting my parents in cars and running from helicopters..and into swimming pools..it was just a crazy horrifying dream.. I know this may mean like I may just be getting this feeling to realize what they mean to me..I do realize that, I do love them and need them..but why am I having constant dreams of my parents..for like the past 4 days its been non stop...

[tiffany86]

another dream the other night, I was at a train station..went into the bathroom with my mom and my brother and my dad were outside sitting down..my mom and I come out waiting for the train looking at a magazine...meanwhile this is in New York, and we live in california..why new york? and then I just remember we all made our way back to the airport and got onto the airplane to go home together.