Faery Readings For Friends!

[undineworker]

Begone Zanna's migraine!!! you dont deserve it, sweetie, be well...all that flying around the room does go to your head, doesnt it, lol!!!

Love and LIght
Lizzie xx

[zanna]

H TP! Ive done your unicorn reading for you, hope you can take for it, as for a reading for Febuary TP I dont put exact timming unless i get a strong feeling.

The first card is forgiveness, and I feel that any if there is any unforgiveness will set like the sunset, but wont be rising again, this is a time to let go of any pain babes, because pain can hold us back from our path & make us feel depressed, sad & unwell. There are many ways to release pain or to forgive, you can visulise your angel with a beatiful box. This box can be any shape colour you want it to be, it's your box babe so it's personel between you and your angel. When your angel opens your box it will shine a beatiful colour, the colour? That's up to you too hun, you choose. Then imagine placing these painful memory's or words that someone may have said to you in this box and close the lid then ask your angel to take them away with love to be transformed into love. This can be quite tiring (Ive done it myself!) maybe some gentle exercise will help, yoga? a good work out? or just a walk in nature, this will act as a spiritual detox and will serve you well. Im getting the feeling that if you did walk in nature you will feel the energy of the unicorn in your heart, is there water near you? Like a stream or lake? I feel this will help too. There is also love from parents too, (this maybe you or a family member or someone that you know). There is a strong sence of protection here, dont look to the outside circumstances, that is something that is not important, it's the love that they have that counts (I know what parents are like!). But there is love there, so hold on to that, anything that may make you feel unloved please let it go, and hold onto love instead. Also TP, you are what you are, you are a wonderful, beautiful person & you are perfect the way you are. If someone can't accept you for the way you are, then it's because they dont understand please dont try to change to suit other people babe, just be your self or you will be unhappy. And why should you change? Your wonderful! Also I feel there is healing involved. Now if you have thought about doing healing then do it! You are gifted and with the love that you have within you hun, you can help many people, including animals too. This will fall into place just at the right time, and to end your reading babe, there's a happy surprise in store for you! I dont know what it is, where it will come from or when but there is something that you will love & It will help you so much.

Hope this was ok babe, God Bless.xxxxxxx

[tickledpink]

Zanna, Love to You

Your reading is "Right On" Thank you for your time and your kind support

At times my mind wanders, and I rehash some painful past events that I have experienced. I am not angry, but sometimes the memories still hurt. Little by little, I am letting go of these old scenarios, to make room for the new. I am practicing being kind and patient with myself, as I imagine the scars fading away. It is working, I don't have too much pain left to heal. For that, I am grateful Close relatives haven't always been understanding, but I love them regardless, like you say, they are also perfect in their personal expression. I'm just very grateful and THRILLED to have found this most beautiful place to share with all of you. Not too many people that I know speak the same spiritual language. Here, I can express myself, without having to repeat a thing. No judgement, only Love in all Liberty.

Thank you again for your amazing insight Your reading was uplifting to read. Your caring kindness shines through your words like a beautiful singular guiding star

Lots of Love to you today, and a Grateful Hug around your Special Heart

[zanna]

Hi Tp! You are so welcome my friend, any time babe, god bless,xxxxxxxxxx

[undineworker]

Zanna, hun, do me, could you - I have just had some rather disturbing information and wondered what you could see for me in your wonderful cards!

Love and Light
Lizzie xx

[zanna]

Lizzie-Lou. Of course I will babe.

I feel as though there is a cloud of confusion around you and you can't see the truth because there is either not enough information or there are too many voices chipping in, you don't know what to do, However if you research you will find the information that you need and then you will see this situation much clearer.
The Angels are with you and there is a strong loving yet gentle energy with you too, when you receive this it will really help you to see things clearer from all angles.
The best way to do this is to meditate Liz, have that "me time" this will allow all of the love of the angels to shine through to you and this will then bring the information that you need to help you with this situation.
Now this is a strange card although you maybe able to understand since I asked the angels what they wanted you to know. The card is called Yvonne, there is a beautiful angel and she is holding a ginger kitten. This card says that you have a strong love for animals now maybe this situation involves a animal or maybe the name Yvonne may mean something (I don't know). Although this situation is heartbreaking it will lead to happiness, hold out to the angels Liz and they will take you to that happiness, there is something else there for you.
Now there is a big change for you too, but not yet things are to muddled at the moment but I feel that there is gonna be a move. Either in work or house move. But Like I said this is not the time to make any rush decisions, wait and see what comes to you babe. (ooohh-la-la! Liz) there is love in the air! Now I'm not saying George Clooney is gonna knock at your door lol. But there is a giving & receiving of love, this change (when the time is right) Is gonna bring a stronger closeness in your relationship. Be open to receive this love Liz. And your psychic abilities will get stronger too, you will hear the messages more clearer Liz. Now don't forget you are not alone with these changes. The next card I picked out was Archangel Michael, and he's by your side babe, big time! He's gonna help you all the way. Right from the moment you ask him, these changes will help you with you life's purpose and with the strength of Archangel Michael your gonna be zooming! Hey! It's me the next card we have here is called Zanna! lol.
Liz this is a wonderful card babe because now the worst is behind you, you have done it babe. Now like I said at the beginning, there is information you need to find & there are changes, so view this reading like stepping stones, all will be well sweetie. you are so loved by everyone babe, you are very special, I cant seem to stop here lol. Now there is a wonderful change to family here too, could a an addition??? lol but what ever it is babe it's good and I cant tell you how well your gonna do you are so gonna fly hun! (Ive got goosebumps, this is normally confirmation from spirit/angels) now you will be giving teachings of some kind, where? when? how? who? I don't know but you have much knowledge within you & you will teach this knowledge to others and with Michael & all these angels with you babe you won't go wrong. You have been chosen to do this work Liz, you are a light worker, you are needed by God, angels, spirit to help mankind and to raise this planet to a higher frequency. You have the ability to do this since you can see both sides of a situation with compassion, thats a wonderful gift to have babe.


God Bless babe, Hope this meant something to you,xxxxxxxxxxx

[undineworker]

Dearest Zanna

you are an absolute peach....I cant tell you how much your reading means to me. Firstly, the ginger kitten - I have one - except he is 11 years old! lol....I feel as if he is still my kitten though. Recently, we have been going through lots of upheaval and confusion and it is because we have always wanted to return to cornwall, my hubby's home. We live 700 miles away and it is difficult as house prices are so different, but I know we will find a way....I have been uncharitably thinking I wouldnt like my poor kitten to have to move that far, it would be awful for him, and as he is unwell, perhaps if he died, it would be better all around...then I feel terrible for thinking like that, because I love him so much...but you showing me the ginger kitten and mentioning heartbreak somehow means that I know if he dies, it will be so we can move, and we will rescue another ginger kitten like him in cornwall - after all he was rescued...he has had a bad kidney problem for a long time now and is unwell. I think maybe that the reading is telling me that it is almost time for him to leave us.

Now the move...well my wonderful other half grew up in cornwall and he took us all to visit and we loved the place immediately and vowed we would live there one day....we will, I know it, we have been talking about how to make it happen - we dont know how yet, but somehow we will...I think the reading also confirms that this will somehow happen for us because we so strongly desire it to be so. My daughter will be 16 on Monday and she wants to attend Falmouth art college...so the addition to the family may be from her rather than me, although she is a little young yet....

the love which you see is the love which will be renewed almost like a retaking of our vows - between hubby and I - he is my soulmate and we have been together in no less than seven lives, so I know I love him, but we had such an enormous row the other day and I have been under so much stress at work...work is going I feel, I have so much negativity and wasted energies there, I feel that things may happen which will make changes...our revenues are down, etc......god moves in mysterious ways.....I had the most wonderful dream last night, too, which made me aware I had performed a soul rescue....I was walking across a field in cornwall and found an owl who was injured....I was very distressed, as when I got closer to him, I saw his wings and head droop and he looked very sad...then I saw a man with a beard next to him and felt a sense of peace and this man i recognised because I had seen his face for a split second the night before just as I was meditating...just that, a split second....but then I said how can you help my friend the owl, and he said he was from a conservation society and would cure him - then he gave me a huge hug and said thank you for caring. I knew then with a certainty that he was a soul I had helped into the light the night before. I have had the procedure explained to me, and I tried to perform my first soul rescue the night before, by leading a soul into the light....so zanna, you are right again, I am becoming a light worker!! you have an uncanny knack of knowing just the right things to say.

Love and Light to you my friend
Lizzie xx

[zanna]

Thank you Girls for your words of love & encouragement. I couldn't do it without your love. I was bit worried today Liz after I did your reading incase I got it all wrong! But I then reasured my-self that the angels would never guide me wrong.

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God Bless you all,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[undineworker]

aw, zanna, you are so kind....love and light to you and your angels!!

Love and Light
Lizzie xx

[angelight]

Hello Krissy,

Do you think you could do me a reading please? I am having a few personal issues to deal with and would appriciate a bit more guidance.

Thanks hun,

Kelly xxx

[zanna]

Hi Kel, Here is your reading for you. Hope It fits ok.

Ok Kel, There appears to be a change in job or a new opportunities that are going to come to you, these are blessed for you Kel, and you have the support of spirit and the angels with you. I feel this change is very close and all you have to do is trust and go girl! The timming will be perfect for your new venture, you feel this inside you and you konw the time is right.
There will be a abundance of things to come to you Kel through this change like a huge treasure chest just waiting for you to open and it's your for the taking.
Now there's a waiting period here Kel im not to sure about this but there's issue's to do with healing a relationship since mother healing has shown, when the healing has taken part your dreams will manifest more quickly & things will fall into place quicker too. Don't forget Kel you are worthy of happiness, love & prosperity. It's like you don't feel your worthy of such wonderful things, darling you are a beautiful divine spark babes and you do deserve this wonderful new change, you are surrounded by magical energy kel, and you will feel this. This maybe part of your own healing to know that you are worthy. The way that may also help you hun is to play music, what ever lifts your spirit and makes you feel happy, then when you feel lighter, you will feel the magic of the mermaids & dolphins, then just take a moment to make a wish, believe in this wish and be positive, then watch your dreams manifest. To get this dream come true Kel, you must have faith, yes it will be tested, and sometimes you may feel like giving up, but don't give up sweetie. Stay positive and follow what you feel.

You are so loved and blessed kel, you are surrounded by the Angels & the love of God. All you have to do is believe.

God Bless babes.xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[sparklekaz]

May I have a reading!!

Lots of love
Karen

[zanna]

Hi Kaz! Of course I will do you a reading babe, or did you want Kel? Tell you what I'll do one anyway then Kel can do one to!

Here we go Kaz, Is there alot of negative energy around you right now babe? Well try to aviod all negativity babe, I'd go as far to say avoid the media, soaps, news everything that drags you down hunny because this is making you feel the way that you are. It feels as though you are so tired babe, get that music going, get some flowers in, run that hot bath with loads of bubbles and if you do want to put the tv on put something light on, like a good old comedy! That will dissolve any negative energy you may have absorbed. It's time to move on sweetie from this negative state, so when you do you will receive only love, light & wonderful things. It's very easy to get bogged down with life but by walking away from anything that makes you feel low, you will recieve a abundance of love, and you don't have to say sorry! Why should you? Your so beautiful Kaz and you have a wonderful energy within you too, you deserve to recieve this wonderful abundance hun, let others spoil you for once!
Things will fall into place nicley for you babe, there is a change too, Im getting crystal healing as the pictures have shown up in your cards, you are a wonderful healer babe! you really have a wonderful gift, and the rewards will be never ending Kaz. The more you give to others the more you will recieve from the universe, just wait a little and then you will know that the time is right, Please know that you are worth this Kaz, dont sell your self short hun, you are so loved by everyone. There will be a serge of divine energy surround you and you will feel this love come in very strong.
That will be your angels Kaz, and spirit. Wow they have such a strong connection with you, your healing work will be very sucsessful, God Bless babe Hope this was ok,xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[sparklekaz]

Wow, what a wonderful reading you have given me Zanna...

How can I feel anything other then uplifted and good after that..how wonderful it would be if it all happens as you say!!!

Thank you sweetheart..

Lots of love
Karen

[angelight]

Thank you for the wonderful reading Krissy.

I can understand what you have said and it has given me a boost. I really should listen to uplifting music more, as I do enjoy it.

Well, thanks again hun,

Kel xxx

[zanna]

Hi Mona,
Let me start be saying welcome to the site. You will make many friends here as everyone is very friendly.
I have done you a reading & I hope that you can take for it hun.

There is something in your heart that is pulling you to start a new project, but there's a little part of you that is holding you back. Take that step babe, you have a very strong energy about you that gets you want in life, your a very strong lady. The only thing you have to do is this stay focused on your success and not what ifi fail. You wont fail your to strong to do that. Keep your eye's on your target and you will be successful. the strength & independance you have is your foundation, this is what keeps you going.
You are a woman in your own right Mona, and this is what will carry you forward with this new project/change.
Just keep faith in your self babe. God Bless,xxxxxxxxxxx

[undineworker]

Wow, Zanna, your readings are always so spot on!!

I wonder if I could prevail upon your good nature for another little 'un? I feel in need of some guidance my friend.

Love and Light
Lizzie xx

[zanna]

Hi Lille.
Let me start be saying welcome to the site. You will make many friends here as everyone is very friendly.
I have done you a reading & I hope that you can take for it hun.

Ok hun here's your reading, hope it's ok for you.

This is a time for you to move forward, with trust in the angels that all will be well. You have spent to much time indoors & you need to get out more, somewhere quiet, like a walk in the country so somewhere where you can relax & be at peace. There's been to much going on & your mind needs to relax. When your mind is cleared of stress, you can star to see more clearly of what you want for your self. And is a time to be honest with yourself too. What it is that makes you happy. And fills your heart with love. Now today I picked out a angel card for you when we were in the chatroom, remember? It said Romance? Well, it's turned up again. But this time Ive used different cards. There is a romantic partner for you. There is someone here Lille. God Bless hun,xxxxxxxxxx

[angelight]

Dear Sweet Karen!

I have done a faery reading for you as we discussed babe. Now, i have done a past, present and future reading for you. I must warn you ....it's a long 'un! It just kept coming and flowing and i found it hard to condense it.....so here goes babe.

The 'past' card i was given for you was the 'Death' card. I know you have suffered a bereavement just lately, but this wasn't neccessarily what i felt with this card. I felt it represented a time in your past where something, a phase came to an end. This was neccessary for you to begin to achieve a better balance and a clearer intuition. I didn't feel much emotion with this card, almost as if emotions were masked or hidden from view. During the process i am refering to the mask was removed and illumination was brought to certain aspects of things....thoughts, emotions. This in turn brought illumination to you and your life from that point onwards. This is when your journey truely began. It may of been a difficult time for you, possibly quite distressing, but it was neccessary and brought many rewards, with regards to how far you have come since then. You were actually liberated by this experience....although you may have feared it in some sense before it actually took place.

The 'present' card I was given for you was 'Laiste, moons daughter'.

This card depicts a fairy with a happy, cheeky face. She looks rather content with what she has achieved to date. It's like she is saying to me 'check me out! who'd of thought it eh?'. I believe that this is either how you feel or if you don't.....then YOU SHOULD!! I feel that i need to tell you that you should be soooo proud of the beauty you possess, both as a woman and as a spiritual being. You are so special sweetheart, and you positively sparkle....when you allow yourself to. You are capable of flying so high babe, while being perfectly grounded. Actually, i am being given the feeling that you need to keep a check on the grounded part! I feel i need to tell you to make sure you ground yourself at least once a day, more often if you feel the need.....get them roots going! This is to enable you to fly high babe.....to fly high and sparkle!!

I want to tell you more about the fairy on this card. She is a guiding fairy, 'her bright fairy hoofprints light the path ahead of you' She also lights the way between our world and the others. She is encouraging you to continue to look within, in order for you to access the cosmic knowledge and wisdom you still have to awaken. You know so much more than you think you know.....you just forgot, is all!' She tends the 'Gate of Revelation', showing us the way via illumination....this can be lots of fun! Just approach life in a light hearted manner, view it through the eyes of your inner child. Laiste will make things happen in your life to help you awaken even further. Obstacles may be put in your way to overcome. They may frustrate you at times or they may be helpful. Either way, they will assist you in the process to further awaken. Have you noticed that things seem to make more sense just lately, like things are slotting into place....ideas, notions, i mean? Things like intuition becoming more 'in tune' and your dreams more potent and powerful? This cards symbolises that too, hun.

The future card i was given for you was 'Spirit Dancer'.

This fairy gives me the feeling that she is totally at one with herself and all that is around her. She is joyful and connected. Her fingertips glow with love and light. This is suggesting to me that you will share yourself with others....your healing, your love, your compassion. You will make such a difference to so many others experience with your added joy and connectedness. (not sure if i just made that word up but, carrying on....lol...)

As the present card implied, you have achieved this already in a sense, but in the future it will have blossommed and grown into to something much more spectacular.

Again, I feel i need to mention your beauty as a physical being as well as a spiritual being. I really feel you will begin to appriciate yourself more and feel so much more confident within your 'self'. (this next bit feels a bit strange for me to say but..) You will bask in and be more aware of your sexual energy/power as you are a very sensual being, if you would just allow yourself to be it...and enjoy being it...without any negativity attatched to it. Society sometimes makes us feel guilty for this part of us, but it is an important and valid part of us and it should be embraced....not rejected. There is an immense feeling of freedom held within this card for you sweety.

I feel that this will all come to you Sexy, Sparkly Kaz!! (Just remembered your name 'SparkleKaz'.....how fitting!)

So....a very brief conclusion....You experienced liberation in your past by way of a change in circumstances of some kind. This began the process of illumination and growth which helped you to get to where you are now.....You have come such a long way Karen...Well done. The future holds so much more!! The sky really is the limit for you Sparklekaz.....you go girl!!!

I really hope that this was accurate and meaningful for you. I really enjoyed doing this, so thank you for allowing me to.

Lots of love and warmest of hugs,

Kel xxx

[zanna]

Dear Lizzie-Lou, here is your reading from me to you! (lol).

Ok hun here we go.

Wow! You are one shinning lady! You'll be beating them of with sticks! lol, There is a huge shinning aura around you and you are attracting many people. This is simply because you feel like a woman again! And you are glowing girl!.
Now there is a situation around you that before you may have been anioux about, but not now Liz, this situation will be handled in a fair manner, so all will work out well. Those who have passed judgement will now begin to see the fairness of all involved. I also feel Liz that this will lead to new opportunities, these are wonderful doors opening for you sweetheart and you deserve this chance, this will bring much happiness & most important it will bring you peace of mind babe, any stress that you have been holding onto will now dissolve, as you begin this new start. Are you planning a holiday? or it could be a break from work maybe. But what ever this is, this is a time to be kind to yourself, look after you Liz. This will keep your energy fresh & that huge aura glowing!.
Now there is something about a past life & this situation, mmm interesting Liz... You have much inner wisdom about this, and im sure you know what im talking about here (I hope!) Maybe the new opportunities will help or be a part of this. You will recieve the information that you need Liz, bit I get the feeling that this will come from a unexpected source. Do you ever go into the garden at night to look up at the stars? Well I think that you will recive this message from a owl! (can't believe I said that!) well it's what I feel so I guess I have to say it. It maybe that you will hear an owl or see one and you will then recieve the message. But when you do Liz you are gonna blossom like a white english rose. You will grow with beauty & grace sweetheart.

God Bless Liz, hope this means something to you,xxxxxxxx

[sparklekaz]

Dear Kelly,

Thank you so much sweetheart, you have worked so hard on this reading..where do I begin...lets go from the beginning

The Past card Death.

This card is very apt for me, because it describes exactly something that happened to me two years ago that reactivated me on my spiritual path. My Mum died..and three days later my Uncle. Massive shock, even though she had been ill for three years. As with this kind of thing, you touch rock bottom, and you experience every single emotion there is. I was so overwhelmed by this desire to say goodbye, to touch one more time, that I reached inside myself, and dragged out every single bit of me that had a sparkle or fragment of psychic ability so that I could communicate. I had been healing for about 12 yrs and had some mediumistic experiences, as a child. But had been frightened by one very unpleasant experience when I was about 5 which made me suppress whatever sight I had. I hated sleeping alone because of this. But I guess, I am not the only one its had this affect on.

Now, instead of suppressing it, I wanted it to come out, because my purpose was to communicate with my Mum and uncle. No other reason. Of course, it didn't quite happen that way..does it ever..lol But it reactivated me, and so yes, now two years on, the pain is there, but time has taken away that awful sting, but boy have I come a long way since then, and I have learned so much. As I am still learning. But for me, its always been about the "Meaning of Life" not about spiritual gifts. If they come well so be it, for me, its about discovering, why I am here, where have I come from, and where am I going....what can I do to fulfill my potential...

Which takes us on to your second card....

I do look back and see how far I have come and how much I have learned. Coming to this group, has been a huge eye opener for me. Being here, I have learned so much, BUT it has also made me realize, just how much I do not know. How many times we make assumptions, or think yes, I know this, or I can do that..then you meet someone who blows you away, but there natural abilities and innate wisdom. I feel humbled, and at times inadequate. But I know that its good to be humble, ego can be very damaging and dangerous on this path we walk. Thank you for your sweet compliments my friend. I think age, is a bit of a leveler when it comes to confidence in oneself. I have things I know I can do, I feel ok about it. There are lots of things, I feel I could do better and there are lots of things I cannot yet do at all. So I have good about myself days, and not so good days about myself. I guess, there are many out there that can relate to that.. I know when I am happy, and I am talking about healing or doing healing I feel as light as air. I feel I can float..lol thats what happiness does to you, and sadness and unhappiness makes us heavy..so I am working on floating more.. Things have made more sense to me lately. I have had dreams and I have thoughts that have come out of nowhere, that have helped me resolve issues, things that have really worried me. Especially my life path, not so much my spiritual path, I had reached a crossroads in my life path and was not sure which way to go. Now I have made a decision, be it right or wrong, its right for me, because, I MADE IT..I cannot make a wrong decision. Thats something that came to me recently. Because, its meant to be for now.

The future, is like an unopened present, full of exciting unknown....I was once afraid of the future..not anymore. I realize now , that the future is actually something that was planned for me long ago. I am sometimes a bit shaky, but I can only do my best, and all I can be is me...what you see is what you get...I love with all my heart, and I laugh with all my heart, and once you have me as a friend, you got me for life. Cos thats the kind of person I am.

Thank you again my friend, I loved your reading, and it gives me hope that everything is going to turn out just fine...

Lots of love
Kaz

[undineworker]

dearest Zanna, I loved your reading, it was so spot on....owls have always held a special fascination for me so it is possible I will get a message from one...despite having a huge collection of owls (ornaments, etc.) I have never seen a real one, nor heard a real one....however I did have a dream about one not long ago, and they are wise and very old. I think the past life thing is stuff being purged from my system, getting rid of old hangups and phobias I had in the past and allowing me to move on to great things.

Thanks to Kelly's energy health reading, I have been working on expanding my aura, so maybe that is what you are seeing....and my break/holiday is the wonderful long weekend I have just taken off work, we had such fun, expeditions with the children, and we even made some pancakes today! I feel my batteries recharged and ready to take on the world...thank you my friend!

Love and Light
Lizzie xx

[angelight]

Dear Kaz,

Thank you so much for your fantastic feedback. It means alot to me that you took the time to do that. I'm gald you liked the reading, babe.

Cheers Kaz. xxx

[zanna]

Same here Kel, A big thank you to everyone, couldn't of done it without your support.
God Bless,xxx

[zanna]

Hi Kaz, Here's your reading babe. (Interseting after last night in the chatroom!)

OK babe you are reciving messages from spirit babe, just allow yourself to recieve love like you give to others babe, so then you will be more balanced for your spirit work,You will feel there energy sweetie and it will hold you with so much love & healing, you will be held in the wings of your angel & the arms of your guides & loved one's. Just take baby steps to bring this about, there is no rush, so take it nice & slow Kaz, you know what they say about divine timming. Everything will happen at the right time, the right people, the right books etc will all come to you when you are ready, leave this to the angels sweetie.
IXCHEL! You are a healer babe, you may have done this in another life and you have bought forward this power to this life, so you can continue your work. This will manifest very quick Kaz because you have the magical power to do this with your desires, you will be guided by mother earth & her inhabitants (animals etc) and the moon holds much wisdom for you too. Now don't hold back sweetie, you go for it, you are more than qualified sweetie to do this work, so don't doubt your self hun. You have the whole world in your hands babe, and you will also do cleansing work for mother earth, like clearing the ley-lines etc, cleansing them of negative energy, you can do this through meditation.
Also Kaz there is a need for you to help with cleaning pollution from mother earth too, this again can be done with the products that you buy or again through meditation. There will be a white horse/uincorn that will help you with this. He/she will give you the information that you need to do this task, look out for a white horse Kaz, he may come to you in a dream or meditation.
Now you must remember to protect your self, which I know you do this but also protect your self from negative situations and people, this will take your energy sweetie and you need this energy for your self to do your work. You must also clear away the old pattern for this new start to begin, so anything that no longer serves you sweetie leave it behind, let it go so that this new energy can start to work with you. You will see this from your 3rd eye, so you see what it is you have to release. Kaz don't be scared by these changes, everything will turn out wonderful, with love, light & so much beauty, Kaz just feel that loving energy. (Im all goosey).
The energy that you will work with might be gentle but you will feel so strong Kaz, this energy will come from a very powerful crystal that rests on a mountain from atlantis, I feel that you have already felt this energy and you will work with this energy with your spirit work. You may feel weak at times but as time goes on Kaz you will feel so much strength.
Just believe in your self Kaz because everything is gonna be alright, if you worry this will hold back what you desire, so go forward Kaz with God's Blessing.

Hope this was ok for you hun, God Bless babe,xxxxx