Can someone help me ?

[maple]

well here goes...

I'v been having strange dreams for the past year - year and half... ? maybe two years now... At first I thought they were probably stress related because they started when I got pregnant with my daughter.... but after this long ? my life is a bit crazy, but I think you guys might need to know a tad bit about it.... My mom is in another state... has been for the past 9 months and I have not heard much from her and I stay with my grandparents that are not doing so well in health.... My dad passed away from cancer and I don't have many friends.... just one a older lady that is not well in health either. I have ALOT of responsiblity for my age... my daughter and 15 horses and I have to take care of my brother and my type two diabetic sister most of the time and I have my share of bills... it's not really a bad life nor is it that hard I don't think its that stressful.... I feel pretty blessed with it! I have my bad days and I have my good days... what I cannot understand is why I keep having these dreams....

anyway heres my dreams... some of them anyway.... in most of them people die... only two of them no one has died but they are still strange....

first one is one when no one dies

I went to texas for some reason and I was going to houston and I ended up on the whole other side of texas and it wasn't a good side either. I was lost and confused and then my mom shows up and helps me to a bus to houston but then... I wake up, i'v had this one twice I think now.

then the next one is the other one that no one died and I only had it once

we had a few mud holes in front of our house and suddenly there were ALOT of snakes in them coming out everywhere and we were trying to get rid of them but there was just so many they were all brown snakes... but then I woke up.... But it was different that day, I had a sort of feeling when I started feeding and I knew something was going to happen and there were two big snakes right together the a black one with a orange belly and a brown one with a orange belly and head with a few specks of orange and red on it the brown one was a bit agressive but the black one just lay there sunning...

then in one my family (mom, brother, sister, grandma and grandpa and me) were in a car and we started on this bridge and we were going way to fast and I tried to scream slow down but nothing ever comes out and we go off the bridge and i'v had that alot of times....

then one where we were eating out and then suddenly my brother and me start fighting over something I never found out what was and he shoots me....

then there are some where other people that i don't know die...

the strangest one is the one that I have most of the time and I always see a little more and a little more of it everytime...

it starts out that me and my brother... go over to the barn to feed my horses and this person pulls up and gets out and goes into the house... and me and my brother go up to see them and they are no where to be found but the car is there.... then suddenly my brother leaves and i'm left alone the stranger is there again and he never talks but he moves near then I run and go to the basement to head out the back door and then the stranger is gone and i find my brother outside with the horses and then the car is gone but a truck pulls by the drive and waits a few then pulls around to the back and these bunch of strange people get out and tell me my grandma and grandpa are dead and the people that have been around are people that look like them are in their place and they want me and my brother to come with them.... we couldnt run but I had the tuck keys in my pocket and then the people start coming to me and they tell me to give them my money and I start screaming I didn't have any money I was just a kid and apparently this one lady begins to feel sorry for me and trys to help me
I finally tell them I would come with them only if my horses will be safe... then they take us back to my grandma and grandpas house and there are a bunch of cats around and the people keep talking to each other but i never hear what it is... and thats as far as I get it never has anything to do with my mom or sister... i'm not sure why my brother is with me.. he hates going places and he hates horses so I don't know why he'd be going to the place with me where I have my horses


those arn't the only ones... just some... some times I am there in the dream and sometimes I am watching myself... sometimes its about family some times its a repete dream and sometimes its about people I don't even know but it's gotten to the point where I cannot sleep anymore... or I am alseep but when I get up it feels like I never was asleep

any ideas ? If you need to know more just let me know....

Leeanna

[sparklekaz]

Hi Leanna..

You have been through a tough time I can see that, and you are also providing the care and support for your family. A lot of responsbility for such young shoulders.

This is reflected in your dreams...

You say that you dreamed you were the other side of Texas, the not good side. Well, this could be a reflection of the fact that you have been through a bad side or time yourself. You were lost and confused..in your dream your Mum came to you and helped you on to the bus. When we dream of family especially a mother figure literally so in your case, its the need for nurturing and protection, guidence. Which is literally what she did..you were lost and confused, and she helped you on to a bus, now modes of transportation, are symbolic of how we get around in life. The rate in which we travel, or life is travelling. You are a passenger on this bus, so in that respect, others are dictating where you are going..i.e. your child and your family. Its positive, because, you have gone from wondering aimlessly to actually safely going in a particular direction. I believe the fact that your mother pointed the way, is your higher self, stepping in and guiding you. This is my intuative feeling on this....

I will work on the other dreams..and post again shortly. They need more work..lol

I hope this helps a little Leeanna..

Love and light
Kaz

[sparklekaz]

Hi Leeanna,

The second part of your dream...

To dream of snakes usually is a warning to be careful of those around you. It implies that people or situations are not to be trusted. The expression" snake in the grass " comes to mind. There does some to be a prophetic element to this as that day you came across two snakes when feeding your horses?? So maybe the dream actually acted as a warning to you too. Always listen to your intuition, your senses will alert you to danger. Often I have been drawn to look or hesitate when out and have just stopped myself from walking into a car, or stepping under a piece of scaffolding hesitating as a brick or piece of equipment has fallen.

Your family features a lot in your dreams, they are depicted in an argumentative way. Is this a reflection of your real life, as usually family members are around to offer security and guidance. If we dream of arguing with someone, it usually indicates that this relationship is experiencing some difficulties, or maybe you are not communicating properly. Again, you are traveling with your family in a car, a mode of transport, indicating the speed and the method in which you are traveling through your life. Your life is very much dictated to by your family commitments. Maybe you need to look at having more time for yourself and your daughter.

When we dream of death it doesn't always portend a death, but indicates a death to the way of life that you are living. The end of one cycle and the beginning of another. To dream of others dying in your dream, again, indicates, work needs to be done with this relationship, otherwise it will die. So maybe you need to look at building some bridges...or walking away if you feel that things are beyond repair. I believe that there is always hope..

I hope this has helped..take only from it what resonates with you..

Love and light
Kaz