The End.

[Fallen]

Hey Karen,

Yip, I told you that I was quite a dreamer!

I had this dream on Saturday night. It was so real. In this dream, I am with my Gran. We are discussing the fact that all of Africa was at war, and I am busy packing my bags, because I had been conscripted to fight for my country!

I am crying, and feel this sadness that I cannot begin to explain. Just then the sun rises, and my Gran and I look up. I tell her that this may be the last sunrise that I will ever see. And that I have always wondered how this life (mine) would end, and now I know how.

At the time, I felt this fear of the "unknown". As if I had always known that it was inevitable, and that I was ready, but at the same time apprehensive, and eager to get on with it. That was where my dream ends.

The next day, I got a very unsuspected visit from my Aunt (My Mum's Sister). Ever since my brother's death, I have pretty much cut all ties with my family, because I saw a side to them that I had never seen before. She needed someone to talk to, because she is going through a rough time at the moment, and felt that I could help her somehow. Around the time that I was having that dream, she was contemplating taking her own life!

Freaky stuff... I know! Can you help me out with this one Karen???

Luv
Laura.

[Leon]

The dream depicts moving on after troubled times. War in dreams always depicts arguments and troubles that surround us. With the whole of Afrcia at war that means that the troubles are not just yours but your Aunts as well and other family members.

The last sunrise, really is the opposite, deaths in dreams are rebirths. So the last sunrise really means the sun is about to rise on your life again. I get the feeling that when you understand the bigger picture of the last 2 years, you will finally be able to lay to rest fears that have been built up.

Fear only comes from the unknown, when we shed light on a subject, we can then see clearly. What may have looked fearful in the dark is never half as bad in the light. Soon dear Laura you will gain strenth from all that has happend to you and you will finally be able to move on. God bless you, take care.

[sparklekaz]

Great interpretation Leon... I am sure Laura will love it...

Love and light
Kaz

[Fallen]

Leon,

I am pretty chuffed with your analysis of my dream, because I know that I have moved on in so many aspects of my life. I think I am already living out the "sunrise" as depicted in my dream, as the days already seem brighter, the birds are chirping a little sweeter. And, even though I have my own little theory about my life, and everything that I have been through, I know that obstacles have made me emerge as a stronger person.

I am my old mischievous self again. And, if I can use the strength and wisdom from my life experience to help someone else, then every tear that I had ever cried, and all the pain that I had ever felt, all becomes worth it.

Thanx for spelling it all out Leon. I am starting to see a patern emerging in my dreams.... And, it's all good!!!

Laura-lee...