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Post by keenenusa on Apr 17, 2012 18:32:25 GMT
My cousin is younger than me. Well what I like about me cousin is that like most people in my family he is light-hearted and funny. But him and some other people I find it hard to communicate with and enjoy their company.
Part of me that I fear would be the part that sins or would be associated with the devil. I fear making mistakes. I fear being in public situations. Usual I find it hard to communicate with people and I end up holding back what I say or do. I always try to be perfect without making mistakes.
I recently made more efforts to be more holy and please God. I pray and try to read the bible. I watch religious channels and try to stay away from things that I know wouldn't please God. Though I find it hard to help others face to face because of my fear of being around the public.
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Post by keenenusa on Apr 15, 2012 22:19:47 GMT
OK I have a dream that needs deciphering. I can not remember most of the dream so I will tell you what I can remember. It began as I am visited by a family member(cousin). He started acting weird and had a weird look in his face. ( I forgot what happened after this so I will skip to the good part ) Next I performed an exorcism to remove the devil from him. He wasn't saying to much just grunted and made faces. After this part he returns to normal and he told me that we had to put stars on the ground around the room to prevent the devil from coming back. Then I woke up still in my dream and I found myself unable to move and I heard his voice calling my name and I thought to myself that he was still possess with the devil. I felt something inside my shoulder blade. I somehow knew that it was a pair a scissors. Next I heard the voice change and it sounded much darker( I thought that it was the devil). I felt it on top of me. He started to say something but I can not remember. Then I woke up and instead of feeling fearful I felt calm.
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