Post by gruntal on Apr 24, 2015 16:05:15 GMT
I notice in the news yet another former Nazi is being tried for war crimes. When ever I am vegetating in front of the TV and I come across a documentary on World War II, especially one involving Germany and Hitler, I generally watch it. I find this not so much gruesome as just one fascinating story. The fact it actually did happen makes it surreal. Like the poor hapless soul that had to eat that poisonous mushroom I guess at some point in time we had to go totally bizarre just to see what would happen. It did and we learned our lesson.
But what was the lesson?
Segue into modern times and quoting from the posted internet introduction of my local "group therapy" class: "You may be having problems in this life that has it's roots in a past life". "The Masters will cover this if you are ready to hear it". The girls find it very therapeutic to learn they were beaten and raped and made slaves and murdered in the past. Poor baby! But you need to forgive and go on. As the few or only male in the class I suspect I would have a completely different tale to tell if all the "dirt" came out. I can just picture those girls staring at me and saying: " so it was YOU!".
What am I supposed to say? I had power and abused it and now I am on restriction until the curse is lifted? I don't really know that yet and the Great Masters have only given out hints to me so far. I am prepared for the worst though. I think I am ready. I could pursue it if I wanted to but at this point in time I don't know if it is that important.
Oh yes - back to the lesson. We are creatures of extremes. That is what makes us so dynamic. It is what elevates us from the angels. It also teaches us there in NO one thing we can rely on to guide us. Except love. Even that is problematical in the absence of a definition. What type of love? And how do you express it? Like intelligence do we need to "park it behind the door" when we do certain things or enter certain places?
I have no simple answer other then the obvious: apparently we were not meant to be simple creatures. I can just imagine how spiffy I would have looked in my Nazi SS uniform but that would have been a poor excuse to act that way. I am alreay deeply sorry for some things but others I am ambivalent. I have been told it me future it gets a lot better. I am sure if it gets more complicated the mistakes will only multiply.
But after a few hundred years slumber you must get restless and want to chance anything to get more experience. I just wonder though - and wonder some more - if the bounty hunter is going to show up for me. Be brave!
But what was the lesson?
Segue into modern times and quoting from the posted internet introduction of my local "group therapy" class: "You may be having problems in this life that has it's roots in a past life". "The Masters will cover this if you are ready to hear it". The girls find it very therapeutic to learn they were beaten and raped and made slaves and murdered in the past. Poor baby! But you need to forgive and go on. As the few or only male in the class I suspect I would have a completely different tale to tell if all the "dirt" came out. I can just picture those girls staring at me and saying: " so it was YOU!".
What am I supposed to say? I had power and abused it and now I am on restriction until the curse is lifted? I don't really know that yet and the Great Masters have only given out hints to me so far. I am prepared for the worst though. I think I am ready. I could pursue it if I wanted to but at this point in time I don't know if it is that important.
Oh yes - back to the lesson. We are creatures of extremes. That is what makes us so dynamic. It is what elevates us from the angels. It also teaches us there in NO one thing we can rely on to guide us. Except love. Even that is problematical in the absence of a definition. What type of love? And how do you express it? Like intelligence do we need to "park it behind the door" when we do certain things or enter certain places?
I have no simple answer other then the obvious: apparently we were not meant to be simple creatures. I can just imagine how spiffy I would have looked in my Nazi SS uniform but that would have been a poor excuse to act that way. I am alreay deeply sorry for some things but others I am ambivalent. I have been told it me future it gets a lot better. I am sure if it gets more complicated the mistakes will only multiply.
But after a few hundred years slumber you must get restless and want to chance anything to get more experience. I just wonder though - and wonder some more - if the bounty hunter is going to show up for me. Be brave!
