Post by mojomojo on Apr 3, 2015 10:28:07 GMT
I have tried guided meditations before, never could get on with them, was always interrupted by the person talking, prevented me getting into the zone, just never worked for me.
I have mentioned before about feeling an inner laughter, and wondered if it was spirit laughing through me.
Wednesday night, had to do a guided meditation in a group setting.
It was probably a standard meditation to meet your spirit guides, walking up steps, going through doors, walking along a path, crossing a bridge, finding a large house, entering and meeting your guide.
when I walked around the house, a bright light followed me, then I found myself walking out the front door, and on the lawn in front, the bright light stood stationary, then it disappeared into itself, and in its place stood a young Indian gentleman, in a white tunic, either side of him where, two Hindu deities dressed in gold, identical in appearance.
Next thing, I was leaving the place, an older Indian gentleman, with turban and beard, was smiling and bowing, we were also to receive a gift, I didn't. After, our medium/mentor, said the hat was your gift, symbolising a man of many hats, a man of many talents.
I left that night feeling so disappointed, confused and annoyed, feeling I had a carnival fair reading.
Next day, I decided to do that exact meditation again, just to see if it would make any difference on my own.
So I did, back at the house again, only the older gentleman was there, we sat on a bench, he said nothing, but smiled, I have never felt anything like it before, the energy that emanates from this gentleman when he smiles is powerful, it is this I feel running through the core of my body, when he smiles. Then I was leaving again, I had the cheek to ask, why I had not received a gift, he looked at me, still saying nothing and smiled, and his energy poured out, then he started laughing.
Again I left, feeling frustrated, what kind of spirit guide says nothing and just laughs at me.
Then the mind grabs hold, this is rubbish, I can't meditate in noise, won't tell me anything.
Then a voice said, your looking outside again.
Insights.
In order to do medium work or healing, you need to be able to meditate in a noisy envoirment.
You need to be able to remain fully open around people.
Two Hindu deities, Ashvin Twins, represent healing.
Then penny drops, leaving the second time, the older Indian gentleman, wasn't wearing a turban, he was wearing a different hat, a prayer cap, straight away that inner laughter ran through my core, I could feel him laughing his head off.
I felt like slapping myself, we miss so much when we are not open.
I text'd our medium friend, saying my insights arrived today, your first night was a great success, looking forward to the next.
I have mentioned before about feeling an inner laughter, and wondered if it was spirit laughing through me.
Wednesday night, had to do a guided meditation in a group setting.
It was probably a standard meditation to meet your spirit guides, walking up steps, going through doors, walking along a path, crossing a bridge, finding a large house, entering and meeting your guide.
when I walked around the house, a bright light followed me, then I found myself walking out the front door, and on the lawn in front, the bright light stood stationary, then it disappeared into itself, and in its place stood a young Indian gentleman, in a white tunic, either side of him where, two Hindu deities dressed in gold, identical in appearance.
Next thing, I was leaving the place, an older Indian gentleman, with turban and beard, was smiling and bowing, we were also to receive a gift, I didn't. After, our medium/mentor, said the hat was your gift, symbolising a man of many hats, a man of many talents.
I left that night feeling so disappointed, confused and annoyed, feeling I had a carnival fair reading.
Next day, I decided to do that exact meditation again, just to see if it would make any difference on my own.
So I did, back at the house again, only the older gentleman was there, we sat on a bench, he said nothing, but smiled, I have never felt anything like it before, the energy that emanates from this gentleman when he smiles is powerful, it is this I feel running through the core of my body, when he smiles. Then I was leaving again, I had the cheek to ask, why I had not received a gift, he looked at me, still saying nothing and smiled, and his energy poured out, then he started laughing.
Again I left, feeling frustrated, what kind of spirit guide says nothing and just laughs at me.
Then the mind grabs hold, this is rubbish, I can't meditate in noise, won't tell me anything.
Then a voice said, your looking outside again.
Insights.
In order to do medium work or healing, you need to be able to meditate in a noisy envoirment.
You need to be able to remain fully open around people.
Two Hindu deities, Ashvin Twins, represent healing.
Then penny drops, leaving the second time, the older Indian gentleman, wasn't wearing a turban, he was wearing a different hat, a prayer cap, straight away that inner laughter ran through my core, I could feel him laughing his head off.
I felt like slapping myself, we miss so much when we are not open.
I text'd our medium friend, saying my insights arrived today, your first night was a great success, looking forward to the next.
I'm glad you were patient and open to find out the Purpose of your meditational visit.
