Post by Deleted on Dec 12, 2014 2:31:29 GMT
ok ..hi , this is my first post here and i hope you guys can help me figure this out
when i was in 10th grade, about 16, i was going to school with this girl who i fell in love with at first sight.
during the first 3 months i noticed there was something different about her demeanors and they way she physically looked. she was a decent looking girl but her face took me to a whole different place everytime i looked at her. so after about a year of being hesitant i finally befriended her and there wasnt anything unusual about the way she talked. she was rather of a few words.
her appearance changed after about the first few months , didnt have what looked to me as this other worldly beauty to my 16 year old eyes. right about the same time her behavior changed also. she went from always smiling at me in hallways to this inattentive girl who never seemed interested to even eye contact with me anymore. this was before i asked her out as friends.
i remember walking home with her after school. after we walked up to the intersection before we split up n headed our own way she would go up this passageway thru this beautiful meadow and seemed to disappear from sight before i could trace where she went.
there was something heavenly about this too.
i remember as a 16 year old who's never seen anything like this face who looked ordinary to most people and even a little on the unattractive side to some of my other friends , i used to sob about how i longed to see it again, her face looked the same but didn't have that celestial beauty hidden deep behind her eyes.it was gone. at times she even looked for a lack of a better word terrerizing.
not in a sense that she looked zombie like or anything like that, but the kinda beauty which unlike the first one was so intimidating.
i used to think she was some kind of an angel, thats all my 16 year old mind could think of at that time , i wasnt particularily a religious person but i've always had respect for all religions and their leaders but when i told her about my feelings , she said she was an evolutionist and didnt believe in god.
so i'm wondering in anybody ever had an experience like that. was she an ascended master or someone who hadnt reached this level of unfoldment but i sought it out in her before she even knew it, or was she, it the whole time or was this all in my imagination.
i've see probably 100's of 1000's of girls in my lifetime, some attractive, some not as attractive, some beautiful , some not as beautiful but no one has ever made me feel like this before. and she is not the only peron who've i've ever loved.
so i would appreciate any kinds of feedback or any stories that you'd like to share that would inspire me.
thanks
when i was in 10th grade, about 16, i was going to school with this girl who i fell in love with at first sight.
during the first 3 months i noticed there was something different about her demeanors and they way she physically looked. she was a decent looking girl but her face took me to a whole different place everytime i looked at her. so after about a year of being hesitant i finally befriended her and there wasnt anything unusual about the way she talked. she was rather of a few words.
her appearance changed after about the first few months , didnt have what looked to me as this other worldly beauty to my 16 year old eyes. right about the same time her behavior changed also. she went from always smiling at me in hallways to this inattentive girl who never seemed interested to even eye contact with me anymore. this was before i asked her out as friends.
i remember walking home with her after school. after we walked up to the intersection before we split up n headed our own way she would go up this passageway thru this beautiful meadow and seemed to disappear from sight before i could trace where she went.
there was something heavenly about this too.
i remember as a 16 year old who's never seen anything like this face who looked ordinary to most people and even a little on the unattractive side to some of my other friends , i used to sob about how i longed to see it again, her face looked the same but didn't have that celestial beauty hidden deep behind her eyes.it was gone. at times she even looked for a lack of a better word terrerizing.
not in a sense that she looked zombie like or anything like that, but the kinda beauty which unlike the first one was so intimidating.
i used to think she was some kind of an angel, thats all my 16 year old mind could think of at that time , i wasnt particularily a religious person but i've always had respect for all religions and their leaders but when i told her about my feelings , she said she was an evolutionist and didnt believe in god.
so i'm wondering in anybody ever had an experience like that. was she an ascended master or someone who hadnt reached this level of unfoldment but i sought it out in her before she even knew it, or was she, it the whole time or was this all in my imagination.
i've see probably 100's of 1000's of girls in my lifetime, some attractive, some not as attractive, some beautiful , some not as beautiful but no one has ever made me feel like this before. and she is not the only peron who've i've ever loved.
so i would appreciate any kinds of feedback or any stories that you'd like to share that would inspire me.
thanks
Interested in what you've read regarding ascended masters that you would wonder if she was one. Loving someone is a holy experience, that would be my feedback to you.
